075: How To Balance Each Dosha with Sahara Rose

Namaste. It's Sahara Rose. And welcome back to the Highest Self podcast, a place where we discuss what makes you your soul's highest evolvement. This episode is brought to you by Uveda. Uvada is an organically grown, family owned, modern ayurvedic supplement company that delivers yoga and meditation advice directly to you through their app, along with plant based nutrients and vitamins to your door. I am so excited to be partnered with them because they truly are a testament for making your mess your message. The founder, Gunny, suffered from clinical depression and anxiety after the loss of his brother and turned to Ayurvedic plants and herbs to heal him. His father is a leading Ayurvedic doctor, helped him become healthier and happier with these herbs and he made this company, uvada, to help other people deal with not only anxiety, depression, but adrenal fatigue, stress, immunity issues, digestive issues and all sorts of other things. So you can try out uvada on their website uvaida.com and receive 35% off with code SAHARA. I'm sorry. So excited for you guys to try this. And please tag me in your pictures because their products are adorable. And now for today's episode. The topic I want to discuss today is about how so many people out there are trying to get to know their purpose. They are going to career coaches and guidance counselors and therapists and life coaches and health coaches and everyone in between. And they are searching for what that purpose is. But you will never know your purpose until you know yourself. Most of us, we jump the gun, we skip this step. We want to know immediately, what am I meant to do with my life? Why am I here? What's my career path supposed to be? We want to know that end goal, but we don't realize that you're not even going to have an accurate understanding of your purpose until you really get to know who you are at this moment. And the more you get to know yourself, the more that purpose becomes clear. So we go chasing the goal of this purpose when really rather what we should be doing is chasing the goal to really get to know ourselves from so many different levels. So in this podcast, I've spoken about a wide array of ways that you can get to know what your purpose is. For me, I believe it starts with understanding your elements. What elements are you the highest in? And there are. There are five elements. Space, Air, Fire, Water and Earth. These five elements come together to create the three doshas, Vata, space and air, Pitta, Fire and Water and Kapha, Water and earth. But to make it simple, I like to just think of vata air, pitta, fire, kapha earth. So we all are a combination of all three of these doshas and all five of these elements and they look different for us at different points in our lives. For example, when you are a child, you are more in the kapha stage. I just put up a picture of me on Instagram of what I looked like when I was a kid and it was like really, really kapha. So kapha people, they look very earthy, they are young, they have round faces, big eyes, full lips, very earth like characteristics. Earth gives life, it gives nourishment, it gives sustainability. So that's what kapha sort of looks like in the body. And then the body, it can look round, it can gain weight, be chubby and really just centered, calm, grounded. Pittas, they tend to be more fiery than tend to have more muscles. They tend to have red hair, red faces, just redness around and they tend to gravitate towards being hot. They have characteristics like the fire. So they may feel like they need an air conditioning on all the time. They may have acidity, which is related to too much heat in the stomach. They could sweat, sweat all the time. Anything related to acid acne is also pitta related. And then if there's too much heat in your body, it's going to show up in your mind. So pitta people tend to get easily aggravated, they can snap easily and they can get angry. Now let's talk about vata people. We talked about kapha. So vata people tend to have air like qualities. So in the body they tend to just get really bloated, easily constipated, gassy, they go float around from one thing to another and then mentally they have those same air like characteristics. So they may get really excited about one thing one day and then another thing the next day and they're just sort of floating around. So have you ever talked to like an airy person? You'll know because they're like looking at you and then paying attention to something else. Or maybe every time you talk to them they have like a totally different thing they're excited about. One day they're like all about being like a personal trainer and the next day they want to be a singer and then the next day they want to be a gardener and they're always changing things. So vata changeable, pitta, fiery and kapha earthy, sustainable. Now the reason why it's important to know these things to find your purpose is because the more you're able to find these elements within yourself, you can seek the career opportunities that crave, that really admire having these elements. So for an example, if you are a vata person, naturally you're going to be very creative. Your airiness is going to make you want to try a lot of things. You probably love to travel. You, you love trying new things, you love moving around. You are naturally someone who is just very free flowing in nature. So for you, a career that's really going to honor these qualities is going to best suit you. So for example, maybe you could be a travel photographer or maybe you could be a coach who focuses on bigger picture things. Maybe you could work in marketing, you could work in advertising. You have to be working on something that's more bigger, big picture. Otherwise you're going to get way too stuck in the day to day and execution stuff can make you really just overwhelmed. Vatas, when there's too much air energy, they tend to get really in their head. So they get anxious, they get insomnia and they're not able to sleep. So I have a lot of vata in my mind. My mind is definitely mostly vata. So for me the hardest thing was always figuring out what I wanted to do because there were so many different things that I liked and I would be all about one thing, all about the next thing. And it was really hard for me to ground down and just do one thing. And the thing is in life you have to only kind of do one thing until you get good enough at it that you can move on to the next thing. And in the spiritual community there are a lot of super airy people. When you have a lot of vata that really opens up the crown chakra. So you're receiving source energy all the time. But when you're not able to ground that down, it can make you really just flaky. And those people who are like, oh yeah, let's be friends and you know, you feel like they're not fully even in their bodies. And you're not going to trust someone, you're not going to invest in someone, someone if you don't even feel their full presence being there. So aerie people need to focus on grounding, making themselves finish the tasks that they started but still seek career paths that honor those elements. Now pitta people, they are naturally more fiery. So they like to get things done. They are really structured, they have like this like boss, CEO type energy. They're like, okay, this is how it's gonna go. People make this happen. Like, that is how they come in. They're not looking around other people for the answers. People are actually coming to them for the answers naturally. So pitta people, what they need to work on is sometimes cooling down because they can get really riled up and really angry when things don't go their way. And in life, things often don't go our way. So for pitta people, they need to focus on, okay, I'm just going to allow, I'm going to surrender and I'm going to trust. And that is the biggest lesson for them, and that helps expand them as people. But for pitta people, it doesn't mean you have to fully go into vata mode or kapha mode, still use those fiery qualities that you have to achieve and do and organize, because that's what you're really good at. But at the same time, you just don't want to be overly dominated by it. Then for kapha people, they're really grounded, they're calm, they're peaceful, they're centered. Kumbaya, Hakuna, matata. They're in their bodies. But for them, they need to maybe work on getting things going a little. They may be getting ready to get ready. They're waiting for that perfect moment, which never happens. So kapha people need to learn how to take action. They need to learn how to get that ball moving. And when kapha energy is stuck. And again, you don't have to naturally be born a kapha person to have a kapha imbalance. Anyone can have a kapha imbalance, but it happens in periods of your life where you just feel stuck, where you feel like you don't want to go out and try new things. Maybe you feel like you're in a rut, and that's when kapha energy has increased too much and you need to stimulate, you need to shake it out. You need to try new things, move, go to different places, get things moving, and that's what's going to get you stimulated. It's going to help you lose weight, and it's also going to help you have more creative ideas and execute and get things done. So a question that I know Shaman Dirk just asked in the Instagram Live is, what are some exercises that I can do to help balance my excess pitta energy? So let's talk about lifestyle and exercises we can do to help balance each of our energies. So if you are a vata, you are feeling really airy, spacey, you're having a hard time following through with things. It's going to be really important for you to ground your energy. So one really grounding thing you can do is to literally walk on Earth. Walk on earth with your shoes off. This practice is called Earthing. And you literally help balance your ions. You know, we have a positive electromagnetic charge and the Earth has negative electromagnetic charge. So when we walk with our shoes off, just getting the charge of the earth, we help recalibrate our electromagnetic field, which is very important. It sounds really scientific, but that's basically why you feel so good like after a day of going to the beach or spending time in nature, because you actually helped change your DNA to go back to the way that it was supposed to be. But we as a society have become very, very vata. Because if you think about it, we, we are living in apartment buildings, we're up in the air, we are wearing rubber shoes almost all of the time. Rubber does not let the negative ions of the earth come into our bodies. So there are amazing studies that you can find online showing the rates of diseases and the invention of rubber sole shoes. So when rubber sole shoes began to be popular, the rates of diseases started to go up because we were no longer basically recalibrating our bodies with Earth. And that's why when you sleep, that's also so important. You know, astronauts and people who don't sleep, they end up getting diseases, especially later on in life, because they are so not grounded. And the human bodies were designed to be connected to Earth. So grounding, spending time in nature, particularly with your shoes off, your feet in the soil, spending time with animals. Chubby is right here. He's going to help our electromagnetic charge by just loving us. So spending time near animals is really good because it's a really great reminder of just primal source energy. It's really easy for us, especially with online technology and all of that stuff, to kind of forget that we are humans, that we are living beings, that we have animalistic needs. So I find spending time with animals, spending time with kids, people who are still inherently in their divine primal nature, is very helpful because it reminds us that we are just animals at the end of the day with wifi. And that's really what this discrepancy is. Another thing with grounding is multitasking. Multitasking will make us really airy, really up in our heads. And that's the opposite of what we need if we want to be more grounded, calm, collected, peaceful. So if you find yourself, you're eating on your computer and you're answering Instagram DMs and you're doing a million things at once. Remember that our bodies were not designed to multitask. So when you multitask, you're actually inefficiently doing everything. You think you're doing everything, but you're actually not doing at your full capacity. So for example, when you're eating, your body has to know that it is time to absorb nutrients, assimilate the waste, go through the whole digestive process, which takes up about 80% of our daily energy expenditure. But when we are eating while driving, while texting, while doing other things, our bodies don't know that it is time to digest and they don't do so as efficiently. So that's why you might notice that when you're in a deep, intense conversation, you're just scarfing food down your face and you feel a belly ache after, it's because you weren't actually digesting that food. So in Ayurveda, it's not you are what you eat, but rather you are what you digest. And if you are not digesting your food, you're not only wasting the food, but you're actually harming your body. So it is essential for us to sit down, breathe. Just taking a few breaths before you eat is such a game changer. Because you know, oftentimes we're going through life with a very shallow breath like go, go. And our breaths are going about to here, whereas a healing breath supposed to go all the way down to the bottom of your belly and really inhale, exhale, deep belly breathing. And that's how children breathe. And that's the most restorative, regenerative breath. So when you're shallow breathing and you go into a meal with this rushed state, you're gonna eat that meal with the same rushed state. And first of all, you're not gonna enjoy it, but you're not going to digest it and you're going to be left really vata airy spacey. What is the, the biggest problem that vatas have? Does anyone know? It's digestion. Vatas have the hardest time with digestion because their energy is so up in their heads and not in their bodies that they can't do the most primal, instinctive thing that humans were here to do, which is digesting food. So taking a pause, breathing, spending time in nature, eating root vegetables. So root vegetables literally grow under the earth. They have, have earth like qualities. If you pull them out of the earth, you can see there are roots and there are vines and there's dirt all over them. You're literally eating a piece of the earth. So if you want to be more grounded, you need to eat more food straight from the bottom of the earth. So what are some root vegetables? Sweet potato, ginger, turmeric, beets. Any sort of root veggie is going to be very, very healing for a vata imbalance. Now, vatas also want to avoid anything that is raw or cold. And this is again, when you have a vata imbalance, if your vata is not out of balance, you can have some raw foods, but when it's out of balance, you definitely don't want any because it's going to be too hard to digest. So when we cook foods, we kind of break down the enzymes and all of the hard to digest fibrous cell walls. So when we cook them, it's much easy for the body to digest and we can absorb the nutrients and then discard the waste. Now, when the food is raw, the fibrous cell walls are very, very thick and basically creating a barrier to the nutritional value of the food. So some may say, well, when you cook a food, you're killing some of its vitamin C and you're killing some of its nutrients. So isn't it worse? But if you are not digesting that food doesn't matter, because that food is just going to end up getting stuck in your gastrointestinal tract where it's going to rot and rot and rot and then eventually ferment. And then eventually from fermentation, it putrefies and it turns into something called amma in Ayurveda, which literally means toxins. And how do those toxins show up, the white stuff on your tongue? Those are toxins. So if you're noticing that every time you scrape your tongue there's a lot of white stuff, that means you haven't been digesting your food properly. And then toxins end up showing up in different ways. Fruvatas, bloating, gas, constipation for pittas, hyperacidity, acne, inflammation, irritation, hives, rashes for Kaphas, mucus, hypothyroidism, sinus issues, allergies and then gaining weight, diabetes. So toxins don't show up differently for everyone, which is why there's no such thing as a one size fits all diet, because we all have different things going on. So with the vatas, we talked about the grounding, eating one thing at a time. Think about anything that's up in the air. We want to bring that energy down. We want to connect to the lower chakras, root and sacral Chakra we want to stay away from getting too heady. So you know, probably the best thing if you're a vata is not to like watch these intense like TV dramas with all these mysteries and action things going on at night. Because that's going to put you even more in your head. You need to connect into your body. You need to do things and activities that bring you out of your head and into your body, like exercising or dancing or just spending time in nature, hiking. And again, vatas don't want to over push themselves. So vatas may naturally be drawn to doing like a lot of cardio, a lot of like spinning and running and doing things really fast because vata energy wants to move really fast because it's like the air, it's sporadic, it's the wind, it's always flowing. But what vatas actually need is to ground down. So for vatas instead of working out at Soul Cycle, maybe you should just lift some weights really slowly and just feel your muscles work. So for me I had a really bad vata imbalance and what I started to do was Pilates reformer. And before I was like, pilates reformer is not a real exercise, it's for injured people. But actually what it teaches me to do is to really isolate the smaller muscles of my body. So instead of just like getting it done like Jane Fonda style, you're actually really working those small muscles that we often overlook. And when we're doing just a jump, squat, jump squat and going really fast, we're not actually maybe using the weak muscles in our body which is what need to be used. And vata people tend to have a lot of muscular irregularities as well as bone deformities. So if you have bow legged legs, if you have bunions, if you have flat feet, any just bone related issue, if you have double jointed, like my skeletal, skeletal structure is super vata. As I'm showing you guys on the screen, your fingers turn out like this. All the just irregularities you're popping, you're cracking, these are all signs that you have a lot of vata in your body. So when you're doing a lot of cardio, you're actually setting yourself up for injury. And I see a lot of vata people, they go long distance running, they go spinning, they do all of these things. But that's, you know, like attracts like and if you're already 2vata, you're doing all of these vata increasing exercises, you're gonna fall into an imbalance. So do the Pilates reformer, do the slower yoga class. Focus on building strength, focus on building balance. Vatas are very, very poor in balancing. So it's really important for them to practice balancing on one leg. And again, why do these body things for anxiety in the mind and finding your purpose. Like, how is that connected? Because the body is a reflection of the mind. And anything that's going on somatically, the word soma, Greek word in the body, anything that goes on in the soma is happening in the mind as well. So when your body's out of balance, your mind is out of balance. When your body is weak, your will becomes weak. All of these things are a reflection of one another. So when you look at what are the ailments that are going on in my physical body, that will tell you exactly what you need to work on in your life. So vatas, focus on grounding, focus on stability, focus on building strength. And all of these things are gonna make you more strong, stable, and supportive in your life so you can go out and achieve that. Dharma, now, pittas, you have a lot of strength. You're really going. Maybe you're already at that fairies boot camp. But what you need a little bit more of is the fluidity, a little bit more of the relaxation and the letting go and letting go of control. Because when fire is in excess, it can burn yourself and the people around you. And pitta, people love. They are very passionate. They really care for others. But what ends up happening is they can hurt the people they love the most because they're not thinking about the long term, how the way they acted is going to sit with that person later on. So I like to say, look at the relationship of time, and you can tell what the dosha is. So vatas are very fixated on the future. They're future tripping. They're thinking about, oh, what's going to happen, you know, next year and in 10 years. And what's my big vision plan? Da, da, da. Future. Future. Well, what are you doing now? Hmm, I don't know. Future tripping. Kaphas are fixated in the past. Oh, man. Five years ago, I should have done this. Oh, I wonder what my ex boyfriend's doing. Oh, if I were back in college, the things I would have done differently. What about right now? And what do you want in the future? Now, Pittas, they can be very, very present. But sometimes that present can get them into trouble. So pittas may be so present that, let's say a catastrophe happens and they just go crazy and they start screaming and shouting and Going nuts because that thing is not working out well. And they forget about how much the people around them were there for them in the past and what it's going to be like with those people in the future with their reaction, because all they can think about is in the present moment. This is not how it's supposed to be. So Pittas need to work on cooling it down, connecting with the air and connecting with the earth and bringing in the water that they already have to recalibrate their energy. So in terms of lifestyle, that looks like anything that's going to be cooling and calming. So instead of going to the power yoga class and the heated room, which is really going to bring your pitta up, you want to do the yin yoga, you want to do the Tai chi, you want to swim, do something that's going to afterwards make you feel like, ah, I feel like I'm refreshed. That's what Pittas really need. Pittas should not, you know, Pittas naturally gravitate towards the most competitive type of activities because they have a lot of fire in them. So they may want to go to run that triathlon and they may want to go to the orange theory class where everyone's score is on the tv so they can like compare how they're doing against other people. But that's not what they need. They already have enough of that competitive streak. They need to learn how to cool down and calm down and accept and trust and surrender. So activities that can bring that up. You know, just floating in the water is a pure act of surrender. Giving to other people, it's literally surrendering. There are so many different types of modalities that we can do. For example, there's a Japanese modality that my friend Alexandra Roxo practices. And this Japanese modality is they tie themselves up and it's literally to practice that art of surrender. And they just tie themselves up and they hang there. And for them it's very, very cathartic because especially in Japanese culture, it's so on the go and structured and very pitta oriented, that for them to literally just be tied up and like hang there like this, they cry. It's so deeply emotional for them. So if you're a really pitta person, maybe look into that. Another example are those floating pods. You know, you're in a float tank and it's with salt water. So you literally feel like you're floating. The water is the exact same temperature as your skin. So you don't feel any difference between the temperature and you and it's silent and it's dark and there's no sensation around you, and you just go inwards. And for some people, that's like, oh, my God, I'm gonna get an anxiety attack. Like, no stimulation, no colors, no sounds. What am I gonna do for an hour? But for most, I haven't tried it yet. I really want to. For most people who do it after they get through that level of fear, they feel such a deep sense of coming home again into themselves, which is something that we haven't experienced. You know, think about the last time that you truly, truly sat and did nothing with nothing around you. No tv, no book, no cool crystals, no essential oils, nothing. Because sometimes, and I'm telling you this as a spiritual person, we get lost in the toys. And I'm not. I love my crystals. I know they have healing properties, but if they leave, I'm not going to become a shitty person. And we play so much reverence to. I need this tool. I need this workshop, I need this essential oil, whatever it is, that we forget that these are just tools that help you become your highest self. But if your house burned down, if pizza took over the world, which is kind of happening right now, are you still going to be the same person without them? So this is why it's important for us to practice this level of surrender. To go to the sensory deprivation tank, or to hang yourself, or to just turn the lights off and sit in your room, which is freaking free, just to do something, to remind yourself that you don't actually need anything around you. And this is an important conversation that I should do a separate podcast about. Because in this conversation of spirituality and self care, we have brought on spiritual materialism. This is actually totally going to be an episode. But the spiritual materialism is believing that we need more things to be spiritual. And it's the exact same rat race as the consumerism materialism. It's the same thing. But now you need this shirt with this cool saying and this headpiece for your hair and these feathers and this blah, blah, blah, blah. Yoga, teacher training, 500 hour, 800 hour, 20 million hours for me to take myself seriously. And that's not, you know, spirit is there already. We are born, like ultimate level atman spirituality. And then we forget, and then we start to remember. But then we bring on these humanistic ways of I need this and I need that, and I need more, more, more and more. Give me all the crystals so I can be enlightened. And then we forget. Oh, shit. The whole point of this was So I wasn't like my former self who used to do the same thing with handbags. So spiritual materialism, this is a real thing, guys. Can happen to anyone, not just when you're pittsa imbalanced, but it's important for us to practice this law of surrender. And if you notice, you are that kind of person who needs to control everything, and you get frustrated and you get irritated and you end up snapping at people even when you really don't mean it. And you can just kind of say something and it comes off way harsher than you intended it to. And then afterwards, you feel a little bit awkward and bad about it, but you feel like if you bring it up again, it's going to be even more awkward. So you just ignore it and think that's going to diffuse the situation. It's not. People don't forget how you made them feel. And it may be over for you, but it's not over for them. And they're never going to forget the way that you snapped, the way that you treated them, and especially the way that you didn't apologize for it. And then the people around you are going to become more distant from you, and you're going to wonder, why are they treating me like this? I did nothing wrong. They're not treating me the same as they used to. They're not treating me the same as they did other people. And these walls and walls and walls and boundaries and boundaries and boundaries keep growing thicker and thicker and thicker, and you don't realize that you are the cause. And a lot of us have parents who were that pit to rule because the baby boomer generation was a generation where these type of dialogues did not take very often, and patriarchy was deeply, deeply instilled in the culture. So especially a lot of men are very angry, have a very strong pitta imbalance, and they took it out on their families. So a lot of us had pitta imbalanced fathers. You may have had a pitta imbalanced mother, and you could either go one direction, which is, I want nothing to do with you, pittas bye, bye, I can't stand angry people. Or you could have gone the other direction of, I'm so angry at you, I'm so angry at you, and now I'm an angry person. So it goes that one way over the other. And if you don't heal it, you end up becoming that parent or dating that parent or marrying that parent that hurted you. And they often say when you don't heal your wounds, you End up marrying the parent that left the worst scars in you. And we don't want to do that, which is why it's so important for us to do the inner work. So if you're noticing you have this pita imbalance going on in you, you're getting angry, you're getting frustrated, and you don't even really know where this anger comes from. Look at your parents or the people who raised you and see, is this how they acted towards me? And go deeper into that emotion. Because oftentimes what we do when we graduate, when we leave our homes, we say, oh, got out of that mess, never going back. See you guys next Thanksgiving. But we're still carrying those wounds. And until we go deep into them and dissect them and then forgive them, they're gonna keep replaying in our lives. So let's say you had that father who was really angry and didn't show love, didn't show compassion, didn't respect the divine feminine. You need to go deep into why that person has even gotten to where they are, because chances are their own parents probably treated them this way. They probably wished that they were treated with love and respect and admiration and were deprived that, so they don't know how to pass it on to their kids. And again, this is no excuse, but you have to deeply understand why someone behaves the way they do to have compassion for them. And then once you sink into this, okay, I understand why you were that way. You didn't have a dad growing up, or your mom was never there for you, or you lived in World War II, or you survived a famine, or you were an immigrant to this country and had $2 to your name or whatever the story is. And you can understand it, and you can have compassion for it, even if you're still angry. You sink into the forgiveness because you realize that it's not even about them, that this darker, deeper imbalance is just moving through them, and it's probably been moving on intergenerationally. But you make the decision that it stops with you and that you don't want to raise your kids with a pitta imbalance, and you don't want to walk around your day and honk at someone for taking two seconds too long to drive on the green light, because that person's gonna get frustrated and flustered and take it onto someone else, and then we're just a domino effect of. Of pitta. And this is what's going on in the world today. We are dealing with a global pitta imbalance. All of the inflammation that's going on inside of ourselves is manifesting as a society. And we are seeing it in war and chaos and Donald Trump and ego and oil money and all of these things. And all of it has to do with a direct reflection of what's going on inside of us. Because when that one person honks at you, you get on edge and you pass it along and it turns into this mass epidemic. So we heal it by addressing the Pitta imbalance within ourselves. And when you come forth with this calm, cool, collected energy, you are like the water that puts out the fire for everyone around you. And when that father figure, or whoever it is comes forth with that rage, you're able to not get identified with it. Because when we become angry, we are identifying with the anger and we are empowering that anger, and we are saying that anger is true when that anger is really always a disillusion. So we have to learn how to come forth with equal pitta energy. Because pitta, guys, is not just fire, it's also water. And water is the most delicate, fragile element, but also the most powerful. Because when there's a fire going on in your house, hell, you're going to bring out the water, and that's the only thing that will blow it out. So we need to come forth like active tidal waves of compassion. And when we. When we see that anger, we do not dance with it, we do not get identified with it, but we come forth like a tidal wave of peaceful, loving energy. And again, it doesn't mean you even interact with that fire. Let that fire talk, talk, talk until it realizes that you're not giving in, and then it naturally goes inward, you are creating a sensory deprivation tank for that anger. Because when someone's screaming and going crazy and everyone around them is just, like, not reacting, just witnessing, that person, first of all, thinks they're crazy, but second of all, they don't have any more fuel to fight with that. They're like, they're probably going to start saying something louder and meaner just to get a reaction out of you. Because that fire needs the air to fuel, which is why sometimes pittas and vatas, when they're together, the vata keeps talking and the pitta keeps getting angry. And it's like the fuel to the fire and the fuel to the fire. But when you come through with that kapha, and not the shadow side of kapha, of oh, my God, I need to help you and make everything better. But that strength of the water, which Pitta also has, the water Element. And just hold that space and witness it and watch it move through and watch it crash and burn and become the child that it is. Because anger is always a child that seek to express itself. And then you ask it to just breathe. And I remember witnessing this in my shamanic training. And there was this woman who was on the training, who. She was from Germany, and she was very, very aggressive. Pitta energy. And the second day of the training, she just had a meltdown. And she was like, malaika, I hate this training. I fucking hate you. You don't know what the fuck you're doing. This shit is a waste of money. This is bullshit. This is a fucking joke. Like, going ballistic. Like, screaming, having a panic attack. And this is not like, I'm going through something about my childhood. She is screaming at Malaika, the teacher, and she's like, I'm leaving. I'm getting on the next flight back. Give me back my fucking money. And we were all just like. And then Malaika just looks at her and she's like, now breathe deeper into it. She's like, I'm not joking. This isn't a joke. This isn't a training process. I'm telling you the truth. I fucking hate you. You're full of shit. And I'm leaving. And Malika's just like. And this woman, she kept screaming louder, louder, louder. Collapses to the floor. She's fetal position, shaking on the floor, crying so hard, cathartically releasing like a child. And then from that anger, she just softens into this sob. And she's just crying, like the kind of cry that you want to. Like, before you want to run away, and now you kind of want to come hug her. But Micah's like, just don't go near her. Just witness the process. And from this angry dragon, she turned into this soft, crying kitten. And then Malaika's like, just keep breathing. And as she's crying, she starts doing the breath. She didn't leave her room the rest of that day. The next day, she was not the same person. This tyrannical, angry woman had softened into a goddess. And the look in her eyes had totally shifted. You know, some people are just angry. You could see in their eyes, her eyes had become just joy and love, and not in a fake way, in a, like, something literally something, some old dark veil you were holding onto was just lifted. And Malaika gave her a new name, Ananda, which means bliss. And for the rest of that training, she was truly the most blissful woman ever. And she ended up teaching the work and she teaches shamanic activation in Germany now. And just from that one breakdown she was having, most of us, I myself probably at that time would have. Oh my God. Are you okay? Okay, let's talk this out. Do you need anything? People would have been like, you know, making sure to keep everything calm. But when someone is going through that pitta imbalance, you need to let them go through all of the waves of the emotion until there is no sensation around them and they can go deeper into the emotion within. That's why they call it holding space. You're literally holding the space around them to go through their own experience. And once they go through and they go deeper into it and that child that just wanted to be seen and recognized and loved comes out and they realize they're not a child anymore, they're here and they don't need to hold onto that anger anymore. It was just an illusion holding them back from who they truly are. Ananda Bliss. And then they can move forward. So when you see that pitt or rage, I want you to just hold the space. Okay? Narcissistic behavior. Narcissistic behavior definitely stems from that same wounded child. And it comes from a pit to imbalance as well. So narcissistic behavior truly stems from not being seen, heard and witnessed in your childhood. And when you were deprived that you know, the kid. Naturally children want affirmation from the outside because they're so new to this planet and things were so different in the astral plane that when they come on this planet they're like, what's going on? Oh, I have to do these tasks, tests, is this a good job? Because they have no idea what's going on here. So when they don't get that affirmation, when they don't get that love and that validation, then they end up trying to seek that validation from themselves. And this is when the narcissism begins. And it's coming from a deep sense of self survival hood. And it's a root chakra imbalance, guys, also. So the root chakra is in charge of all survival related issues. So when you don't feel safe, when you don't feel heard, you don't feel loved, you begin to think that no one cares about me on this earth. It's not safe for me here. I'm not wanted here. So I'm going to just validate myself. And if I validate myself enough, then other people will validate me too. It sort of comes from this. Fake it till you make it. But a really deep shadow side of it. And when I say shadow side, that means a darker side. So then that person starts to say, I'm the best. I got this. I got it going on. And at the beginning, it could be great. It could be like positive affirmations in the mirror, but it's not coming from a sense of healing. They're not actually healing that part of them that wasn't seen and heard. They are surface level. Just saying, I'm the best, I'm the greatest. I got it going on. Which is why I'm not a big affirmation person, because I can tell myself in the mirror I am strong, courageous, and beautiful. And if I don't believe it, what am I saying? You know, it's just words. So within narcissism, it's just this shallow confidence that comes from this deep, deep sense of insecurity. And they feel like if they don't projectile, their ego, their ego will be shattered. So oftentimes, narcissists had very overbearing parents or no parents at all. It's normally from these extremes that we see. They either were slammed to the ground or weren't validated. And this rises of a false sense of egohood. So it's very easy for us to confuse a narcissist with a confident person, which is why so many of us have. And that's where, you know, sociopaths really come from, because they seem totally normal and cool. And, you know, a lot of time narcissists are very good at reading people and they're good at telling you what you want to hear, but it's not really to please you. It's so you like them. Because again, narcissism comes from a very deep sense of insecurity. So detaching yourself from the need of narcissists, if you feel like you need that narcissist's love, validation, approval that is slipping out of your kapha side. Because the Pitta and the Kapha can get into this narcissist savior relationship because the Kapha is like, let me hold space for. Let me make sure you're okay. Let me help you get through this. I'm going to be here. The vata would kind of be like, bye. The Kapha's like, we got this. We're going to work through this. But what ends up happening is the Pitta takes advantage of that kapha energy and the Kapha Kapha, the shadow side is it. It really deeply wants to be needed. So the narcissist wants to be heard. The Kapha wants to feel needed so they can really fit in each other's holes very easily, creating a very frustrating and bad relationship. So for the Kapha, they need to heal that part of themselves that wants to be needed. You know, a lot of times, Kaphas go through life helping everyone around them. I'm helping my mom, I'm helping my brother. I'm helping my grandma. I'm helping all of these people. But when you don't first work on having validation in yourself, then you're actually just trying to help all of these people because you want to feel loved and approved by them. So if you feel like there is this narcissist in your life that is taking away from your energy and just trying to use your energy to lift themselves up, and it's coming from this deep sense of insecurity. I'm sorry. The only thing you can do is walk away. There is no way you can heal a narcissist. Not saying they can't heal, but they can only heal themselves. You can provide, you know, suggestions for workshops they go to. There's narcissists Anonymous, and there are a lot of things like that you can suggest. They go to a shadow work healer, they can go to a shaman, they can go to a lot of things, but you can't be that person because you are too invested in their life. And. And when there's too much to tango, they're not gonna take you seriously, and they're not going to see you as a teacher because you're too mutually invested on a personal level. So if you want to truly heal them, you can give them some tools and resources, but they have to want to heal themselves. And the sad thing that happens is, most of the time, narcissists don't see it. And then they say, I'm not a narcissist. You're crazy. Ah. They go crazy on you because you would not get so offended if you weren't that thing. So the fact that you even calling them a narcissist makes them go ballistic shows that there's something there that needs to be healed. But if you keep trying to be the punching bag for them, they're not gonna change, and you're gonna end up weak and hurt. And I've seen this happen, guys. The only thing you can do is walk away. And by you walking away, you're actually doing the most healing and help you could do to that narcissist. Do you want to know why? Because that narcissist is able to see that everyone around me that I love has left me. And when they see that, when they see they are left alone in their pity party and their brother, their wife, their sister, their kids have all left them because of the same exact reason that they are a narcissist or they're an angry person, they will have no choice but to change. Otherwise they will die alone, which is the exact opposite of what they want, because they're deeply insecure people and need the validation of others. So the best thing you can really do is walk away and say, no, I refuse to be treated like this. This is not how you treat me or anyone. And I'm going to walk away because I'm only going to show up for people who treat me like. Like an actual human being. And you are treating me like a fucking animal. And they may be mad and they may try to bring you down, down, down, down, down, until you get to that place of needing them again. But you have to walk away until you can regain your strength, because if you stay, you're going to end up so weak that you will never be able to stand up for them. But if you walk away and you do your thing and you build yourself up and you live your life one, that narcissist is going to call you because they can sense that strong energy and they want that. So they're going to call you. They're going to try to bring you back into their life. But you can say, listen, I'll come back into your life, but you need to get help. And if you ever treat me like that again, without hesitation, I will hang up the phone or I won't talk to you. And, you know, if it's like a geographical thing and you moved away from the narcissist, I recommend not going and meeting in person again because you might get back in that situation, but maybe trying to once you've gained the strength, which may take months, which may take years, once you've gained the strength and you feel like you're strong enough to come back into their life without them bringing you down. Entertain the relationship on the phone and then set clear boundaries when you meet in person. I'm going to stay in this hotel and you can stay here and we can meet up in a public place and meet in the public place, because that way the narcissist can't go crazy and scream and have a crazy fit. But sometimes when you're in private or when you're in the same places where a lot of the fights have taken place before, then the same patterns can re emerge. So it's like taking baby steps of coming back together. It's almost like that. Be in separate places, meet in a public place until you feel like they have, and make sure they're doing the work, they're getting help. And that help is not from you. You, that help is from a coach, a shaman, a professional of some sort doesn't have to be a psychologist. It can be any sort of transformative healer. They can sit on an ayahuasca ceremony, but they need to be doing something that's actively helping them. And if the narcissist is not willing to help themselves, all you can do is set those very, very clearly defined boundaries and keep your space. But you continuing to live with them, to listen to them, work with them, is not helping anyone. So you need to set those boundaries. So let's talk now about the kapha. So kapha energy is calm, it's collected, it's peaceful, it's loving, it's humorous. It is the friends that everyone comes to when they have a problem. But the shadow side of that, which everything has its shadow side, is that it can often take on other people's issues. Kaphas want to make sure everyone around them is okay, but what ends up happening is they don't set the clearly defined boundary for themselves and they end up getting so tangled in everyone else's life that they lose themselves. So I think of, you know, the grandmother who's making sure all the grandkids are okay and taking care of the kids and doing all of this things. But when you ask her, what's your purpose? I don't know. My purpose is you guys. And, you know, we look at this from this place of deep love, which it is. But are you actually showing up as your fullest self when your fullest self is just what everyone else around you needs? Because then you are not being yourself, but you are actually just showing up as the gaps of other people. Oh, you need this, I'll be that. Oh, you need me here, I'll be there. But who are you without that? And that's why we see so much the mothers whose kids go off to college, and then they have no idea who they are underneath it all. And that is coming from the exact same energetic space. And this is a space that society has encouraged women to be a part of. They've told you you must sacrifice everything for your kids, you must do everything for your husband who are without your family. So the sense of self has not really been activated in former Generations of women and those who did were seen as selfish, as masculine, as unfeminine and domineering because they were someone else outside of their families. Whereas if a man was someone else outside of his family, he's just a normal man. So the kapha carries the deep wounds of the feminine, because kapha is that mother earth energy, and it naturally wants to give. You know, why do women keep on giving so much? Because a deep desire in them wants to provide. You know, motherhood is innately distilled in all of our DNAs that even if you don't have a child but you're handed one, you instinctively know what to do. So this is our superpower. While it can be our Achilles heel, it is our superpower because the maternal instinct is what keeps life moving. Without sacrifice, the child would never be raised. So it is a beautiful energy, the energy of the earth's wisdom, of mother nature, but it can also turn into forgetting who you are. So CAFAs will often find themselves in jobs where they're providing service for other people. They may be in customer service, human resources. They really care about relationships, and this is what they do best, and this is great for them. Kaphas don't want to be the CEOs and have all of the expectations on them and have to persevere every day. They like to be able to turn off. They like to help people, they like to provide. But when left out of balance, they end up taken advantage of and depleted. And the thing is, for them, it's not even taking advantage because they don't realize it. It's almost like human nature for them to, you know, go out of your way for someone, even though it's not even work hours, or to not sleep all night because a friend called you on the phone. That's just how they are. That doesn't even seem like a sacrifice for them. And as long as that feels okay, it's okay. Until it doesn't. And when there are no clearly defined boundaries there, the people around you don't really know what's okay and what isn't. You know, you may have been annoyed that your friend wanted to talk and call all night, but you did it anyways. So then when your friend does it again the next night and the next week and the next month and is always calling you with all of their problems, they honestly think that you like doing it because you've never said anything. So you've sort of created this expectation of, I'm always here whenever you have a problem. And you did Mean it it. But you didn't always mean it. But you didn't really say I'm here unless xyz, because that just sounds kind of bitchy. So there isn't this skewed understanding of what's okay and what's not. And Kapha, if you're in this kapha dynamic, you have to know that it's never too late to set a boundary. And you can say yes and then say, actually, it's feeling like a no, or, you know, that was okay with me before, but I've shifted some things in my life and now it's not. Or I would prefer instead of texting me all day, you sent me an email or once a week, we can meet in person and talk on the phone. And I'd love to also share with you what's going on in my life if you're interested in hearing. And most of the time that person's going to say yes, of course, thanks for telling me. But they just didn't know that you felt that way because you didn't express it. So, Kapha, you have to let people know what's up. They can't read your mind. They're reading your actions. And when your actions are always yes, it seems like it's an always yes. And it's never too late to begin standing up for yourself. It's never too late to say, this doesn't feel right anymore. I know I agreed to this, but situations were different at that time. And this is what's going on now, and I hope you can respect it. And I love you so much and just come from a place of love and compassion and say what it is you need to say to be okay. Because no one wants you to run yourself dry. No one is deliberately doing that unless. Unless it's the narcissist. But most people think that your boundary is just something different than what it is. So exercising that, speaking up for yourself, that saying, this is actually how I do things. And it's a little bit differently than how we've been doing things, or I'm gonna make a shift in how. And I hope you can respect that. And I respect if you no longer wanna work with me or you wanna be in a relationship with me, or you wanna be friends with me or whatever that thing is, is. And again, you don't have to be a Kapha to be in this situation. We've all been in this situation, especially in this day and age. It's like we are all, like, asking for favors for each other. All the time, because there's so much going on that we don't really know what we can ask for and what we can't. And back in the days in the villages, there was, like, a few mothers who took care of the kids, and they all took turns, and different people had different tasks, and there was no real question about it. Everyone was like, this is your role and this is how you serve in society. But now we are playing so many different roles. We are all so many different archetypes and wear so many different hats that it's hard to know what you can ask people for, what you can do yourself. All of this is really blurred for everyone right now. And this is the time that we all have to practice speaking our truth and setting our boundaries and being open also to the fact when someone else may change your voice, their boundaries. Because we've also been in situations where we were doing things and things were going well, and then maybe that person we were working with was like, actually, I wanted to tell you that this isn't working. And you're like, huh? What? We've been doing this the whole time. And part of you is sort of angry at that. You do sort of get into this pitta state, but you have to also have compassion because you have been the other person in the situation, and you will again be the other person in the situation. So when someone says, yeah, I know that we've been posting giveaways on each other's Instagrams every week, but now I don't really want to do that anymore. My vision has changed. And I'm sorry, like, this is just where I'm at right now. Don't be like, well, we've been doing it this whole time. Why did you change? This was set in stone. Don't be that pitta. Be like, okay, cool. Thanks so much for expressing that. I appreciate it. And let me know how you can envision us supporting each other in the future. And I'm all ears. Because then that person's gonna be like, you know, that person's probably really nervous to tell you, so they're gonna be like, breath of relief. And then you're gonna be able to tell other people things because you're gonna see, oh, wow, this person told me that. I responded calmly. So people can have these calm reactions. And you're also manifesting those sort of understanding reactions as well at the same time. So everyone's able to have a more clear law of communication than this, like, rigidity set in stone pitta dynamic, which the patriarchal era was very full of. So be open. Be open to new rules and new conversations and potentially uncomfortable moments that will make your life a lot more comfortable in the long term. So how is this connected to our Dharma, our life purpose? So each dosha has its own strengths and its own weaknesses, and it's only when we truly get to know ourselves that we can find out what our purpose is. So I created a system called the Doshas and Dharma program. And it's where I discuss these three doshas in depth, help you understand how they show up in your life, and then guide you through a four week journey on how you can discover your life purpose. It comprises of five group meetings with your Doshas and Dharma coach, four weekly calls, live calls with me, five videos and PDFs, all made by me, all about finding your purpose, discovering your strength, finding the things you're good at, what you can make money, doing, what can support the world, and how you fit into all of this. And we end the whole four week program with writing out your purpose statement and speaking it out into our group in a safe, clearly held space where all voices are welcome. And you will leave this program knowing clearly why you're here, what your purpose is, what your mission is. To serve the world so you don't waste any more time. End up in situations that you easily could have diverted, like the narcissist giver situation, or not being able to speak your truth, or floating around to too many jobs and too many things without grounding. All of these things stem from doshik imbalances. So when you address the imbalance going on in your mind and in your body, you can address the imbalance in all areas of your life. So I invite you to join my Doshas and Dharma program. You can find it on my website, iamsaharrose.com and we begin on January 28th. This is an annual program once a year, so it will not be held until next year. And it is my only live coaching program. So if you're interested in working with me, asking me live coach questions, if you think my podcasts are good, these go so much deeper. I'm giving you step by step approaches that you can integrate into your life for actualized results. And this is the second time I'm guiding the program. I already have 22 graduates, all of which are living out their dharmas now. So I learned a lot from that first time that the message was, is the exact same, which was all channeled through me in just a day. And I created instead of to this program. So I'm so excited to share this wisdom with you and watch it transform your life and the lives of those around you. Because we are all interconnected and when you rise, the world rises. I look forward to having you check it out on my website again. Iamsaharrose.com youm can also click the link in iTunes or SoundCloud wherever you're listening on highestselfpodcast.com we begin May 28th. It's application only and I can't wait to meet you there. And if you loved this episode and you'd like a little gift for reviewing it, I would love to send you the first half of my unreleased book. 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