158: 28 Lessons I’ve Learned In My 28 Years—Part 2 with Sahara Rose

Namaste. It's Sahara Rose. And welcome back to the Highest Self Podcast, a place where we discuss what makes you your soul's highest development. My favorite way of reading books is actually listening to them. Yes, I'm a self proclaimed audible junkie. Why? Because I'm able to walk, spend time in nature, clean my house, do all the things I need to do while still getting really high vibe content coming straight into my ears. If you love podcasts, then you are the perfect person to begin listening to audiobooks. If you would like to get started with a free audiobook of your choice, head over to audibletrial.com forward/highestself podcast again audible a u d I b l e dot com highestself podcast and you'll receive any audiobook of your choice absolutely free. Free. Want more video content from me? Well head over to my YouTube channel to check out my new show Ask Sahara where I will be answering your questions each week related to all things spirituality, entrepreneurship, Ayurveda, wellness, self care, relationships and everything in between. Head over to YouTube.com sahararose and if you have any questions that you would like me to answer on Ask Sahara, simply send me an email over@questions eatfeelfresh.com we already have a bunch of episodes live talking about all things from how to know if you're a cross between two doshas and what should you eat, how to become more confident, how do you find the one, how to shift into abundance, mindset and so much more. So head over to YouTube.com SaharaRose to dive in. Welcome back to 28 Lessons. In my 28 years I had a lot of lessons to talk about in the first episode which is why I've broken it into a two part series so well, welcome back to the second half. In this half we're going to continue with the lesson so make sure you listen to part one. We're going to dive even deeper in part two. It gets a lot more personal in this part and I'm really excited to share my heart with you, to share this year with you and to allow you to see yourself in another person. I'm sure a lot of the things that I've been working through, you've been working through this year because energetically we're all connected and I'm so looking forward to hearing about your lessons in your year. So please be sure to share that with me in the Mind Body Balancers Facebook group, which is the Highest Self Podcast Facebook group. The link is on the show notes and without further ado let's dive back into this episode. So number 15, don't think. Just do. You know, people ask me all the time, like, how do you do it? Like, how are you just doing so much? People from the outside are just. You must always just be doing things. And the reason how I'm able to do things is because I stopped thinking about them. You know, before, when I was very, very vata, I would, like, deliberate every decision in my mind for, like, 12 hours. You know, I'd be like, should I do this or that? Was this gonna work or not? Should I. Should I move to Africa? Should I start a jewelry line? Should I start a skincare line? Should I become a nun? What should I do? And I wasn't actually taking action on anything. And that's what most people do. We think about it so much that we don't end up doing it. Hey, guess what? You want to know if it's going to work or not? Just try it. Just get in that zone. You know, I'm never going to know if I'm good at basketball or not unless I get on a basketball court, take the ball, and try to dribble and shoot and see how it goes. And I'm never going to become better at it unless I keep on showing up on that court. And I'm sorry, it's a sports analogy. And I'm sure many of you guys don't practice basketball. Neither do I. But for some reason, we're so clearly able to see it when it comes to something physical. But when it comes to something mental or spiritual, we think we're supposed to just think about it, and it shows up. No, it's a practice. You think my first podcast sounded like this? No. I mean, a lot of people liked that podcast, but it was like me still not even being sure about any of it. I'm like, oh, hey, guys, this new podcast, what's up? Like, you can go ahead and listen to it. You're going to hear a very strong difference in my voice. And the only reason why I'm confident about podcasting now is because I've spent hundreds of hours doing it. You know, I could have spent the past year and a half thinking, should I start a podcast or not? You know, I don't know. Do I have the time for a podcast? Other people are talking about these things. You know, my friends have podcasts. I don't want them to feel like I stole their idea. And guess what? This wouldn't be here. Lives wouldn't be transformed. So many people who've started new careers or shifted things in their mindset. Who I've had the opportunity to meet this year because of this podcast, made incredible life shifts that would not have happened had I stayed in my head. So stop thinking and just do it. Number 16. Laughter is the language of the heart. This one is so simple, but really, like, the deeper you get, the more you realize how true it is. Because we over intellectualize everything. You know, we want to have a million reasons on why this works, why this can be proven, blah, blah, blah. I find myself still doing that sometimes, too. You know, for example, I've been interested in this, like, old dynasty thing called Lemuria. It's really weird and out there, but it's pretty much kind of like Atlantis. But it was like more feminine. Feminine and fun. And I've just been really curious about it. Like, I feel like I was. I lived there in a past life and wanting to learn more about it. So I was at the beach and I'm like, oh, Lemuria. And then I'm like, let me look up every podcast that's mentioned Lemuria. Let me Google everything about Lemuria. Let me see if there's any books about Lemuria. And it's like, this is like a mystical land that was in the ocean. Like, any podcast or book on it is just a speculation. Like, the only way I can really connect with Lemuria and this is really just an analogy to anything, is me going into my truth and me going into my joy. So there I am, this moment at the beach that I could have really connected into. Like, oh, I feel so amazing at the beach. I feel so at home here. Why do I feel so at home here? I don't know. I connect to the waves, and just thinking about those fish, it just really connects me to my true home. And I wonder what it's like. It just like fully being in that presence in that Lemuria. Instead, my mind decided to intellectualize it and remove me from the moment. And we do this all the time. So why laughter is language of the heart is because there can be no mind when there is laughter. You know, when you're laughing, you're not thinking about what's going to happen next. You're not intellectualizing, oh, well, how many calories am I burning in this laugh? You know, you're just fully being in the moment, and it feels so good to laugh. It's a trance. It's a trance like state, but we don't do it enough. You know, we think laughter is Just like, listening to a comedy show or something. And, yes, that can provide you with laughter. And I love comedy shows, and I like comedy movies, too. But that's a really different type of laughter. You know, the laughter when Amy Schumer does, like, a funny dance is like, oh, Amy. You know? But it's not like, when your best friend just did it in public. Like, that's a. Like, a raffle laugh if you don't know what ruffle is. It's roll on the floor laughing, FYI. But that's a different kind of laughter. Like, when your friend just, like, did something silly or tripped. It's like, oh, my God. Like, that actually just happened in real life, and we don't have that enough. You know, when we were kids growing up, we spent so much time with our friends, with our peers, other students that were always laughing about things, and it was just, like, deep, like, hysteric laughter. Like, do you guys ever remember being in a classroom? And, like, you and your friend had, like, some sort of inside joke, and you looked at each other and you couldn't stop laughing. And the teacher's like, stop laughing, guys. And the more they told you to stop laughing further just like, took you into that laughing fit. Like, there are so many times, like, I'd be, like, sent outside of the classroom because I just straight up couldn't stop laughing. That doesn't happen anymore. You know, it's so rare for it to happen, which is such a freaking tragedy, because it's the best feeling on earth. You know, why don't we just laugh our asses off? We can. It's free, it's fun. Everyone enjoys it. No one gets hurt. It doesn't add calories to you. Just laugh. So I want to have more rawful moments in 2019. That is true connection to my highest self. So if anyone wants to, like, laugh and make fun of things and make fun of ourselves, like, let's do it. In fact, I had a moment like that on New Year's Eve. My fiance was, like. Had some. His hair was sticking up like alfalfa. And I was just, like, in such a, like, happy mood that I just let myself, like, laugh about it for, like, a solid five minutes. And he was like, what is so funny about this? Because it's almost, like, weird for someone to be laughing for that long anymore. Like, now we're like, adult laugh. It's like this fake, like, I'm laughing to be polite to you right now, but I'm not actually laughing. But when someone's like, really, really laughing. You're almost like, is something wrong with you? Like, are you drunk or high? It's almost weird to be laughing that much. So I know I've talked about laughter a but it's really freaking important. So please, let's all laugh more. Big lesson number 17. Nothing compares to in person connections. You know, I've spent a lot of my life online and I love living online, I love sharing my life online, I love connecting to this podcast and blogging and Instagramming and all that stuff that it compares. But really nothing compares to those in person connections because when you're able to see someone heart to heart, eye to eye, and like feel their energy, it's a totally different experience. And it's something that I realized I have really been depriving myself of because I was very just, you know, online online, business work online, book launch online, and everything's online that I wasn't, you know, giving myself space to go to, you know, meetups and in person connections like how I used to when I first moved to la. I was really making an effort back then to like network with people, whatever, go on meetup.com and I stopped doing that because I was like, okay, whatever. I have a boyfriend and I have a busy ass job, so I'm doing that, which my job is writing and doing this. But it still was taking up all my time and I wasn't meeting with people in person anymore. And just meeting with people in person is why we're here. It's why we're humans. I mean, we as humans were not meant to live on our own. We were not meant to do everything on our own. We are not like, you know, freaking jellyfish that are totally cool on their own. They don't need to ever hug, hug anyone or even have a conversation like they're chill. But we as humans, we can't live on our own. You know, when we're born. You can't just like let us fend for ourselves. We're not gonna like walk away, you know, humans require like at least 13 and in our society, 18 years of upbringing from another human, and not just one other human, a tribe of humans to be okay. And it doesn't stop there. We still need these in person connections. And I think a lot of us have faded the line of what is an in person connection? What is a friendship? What is a social media relationship? And we think that us having some people that we comment on social media with regularly is the new replacement of a friendship. Guess what? It's not you know, you may be seeing what that person eats for breakfast every single day. You may know every quirk about their kid, you may know their deepest fears because they're posting it on their Instagram, but you don't really know them. And it's not the same as having an in person connection. So something I really want more of in 2019 is more tribe, local tribe. People who live around me, who I can be like, hey, do you want to go for a walk? Do you want to go for a dance class? Do you want a silent disco on the beach? Do you want a garden? Whatever it is, and just like, have that experience of being in someone's company, you know, A lot of my friends are long distance and I love those friends and they're always going to be my friends. But, like, sending voice notes back and forth has turned into friendship of 2019, and it shouldn't be, because even in those voice notes back and forth, it's not even a freaking phone call where you're actually able to pause and listen and respond. It's just like a narration. This is what's happening in my life. Let me tell you everything, okay? Let me tell you everything happening in my life. And there's no connection there. And I get it. We're busy and it's hard to find times in our schedule that we can meet up with people at the same time. But we have to do it. We have to, because that is how we can feel whole. So more in person connections hit me up. I'm definitely going to be hosting some silent discos in LA and doing more things to connect with people. I've been doing a lot of events and being able to talk to you guys in person. My book launch events in Miami and San Diego and New York and la. It was so incredible to meet hundreds of you guys and to hear your stories and to hear how this podcast affected you and to see what you're up to and what you're cultivating and to, you know, be humans together. So freaking rad. And I'm so excited to do more of it. Number 18, you will never stop evolving. And if you ever do something is wrong now. This is so important because we often think spiritual evolvement is this period of time. Like, okay, I went through my spiritual evolvement and like, now I'm here and now I'm good. Like, this is the new me. Like, I drink ayahuasca now and this is me now. I only wear white now. I practice yoga. Oh, I'm a vegan. A ketotarian vegan, like, you know, whatever it is that we say. But guess what? That identity as an ayahuasca drinking, keto terrian vegan that only wears white is temporary. And next year you may decide you're gonna wear black and fishnets and get a lot of tattoos. And the year after that, you want to dress like a geisha. And the year after that, you only want to wear tribal prints. Your personality is always going to evolve because that's what a personality is. A personality is a reflection of the outside world. The personality is actually a fabrication. It's not real. The soul is never changing. The soul is omnipresent, but the soul does not have a personality. The soul is the observer of the personality. And I know I'm getting very Deepak Chopra on your asses, but I want to share this with you because we get so, so attached to our personalities thinking that this is who we are and it's not. It's an experience in time. And that experience will change as every experience will, as every relationship will, as every dynamic will. Every, like, dislike, interest, skill. These things will shift. They may become stronger, they may become weaker, they may go through ebbs and flows. So we as humans will never stop evolving. And it's so important to embrace this instead of fighting this. Instead of saying, oh, my God, I've gone backwards, I've changed, or letting other people say that, that's oftentimes what happens. Other people are like, you've changed. It's like, thank God I changed. Because that would be really scary if I remained the same. I mean, imagine if I was who I was when I'm 12 years old. I would still pretty much just wear pink and listen to NSYNC forever, which I still do. But we have to keep evolving. We have to. We're on a moving planet. A moving planet that is moving forward. So if you're standing still, not only are you standing still, but you're actually moving backwards. Think of it as like that conveyor belt that I talk about. If you're not moving forward, you're getting pushed backwards. So we have to be taking strides towards the direction that we want to be moving in. And then also accept that sometimes we're going to evolve in ways that we could have never expected. You know, like you may never expect that you're going to go through a massive kundalini awakening, and kundalini yoga is going to become a big part of your identity. Or maybe you're going to go to a torque class, and that's going to Become a big part of your identity. Like, you can't expect those things. All you can do is listen to your intuition and your intuition is. Speaks to you in excitement and enjoy. So listen to what feels exciting for you right now. Like, what are the things you like to Google in your free time? Like, I think, I think that's the best way to get to know yourself. If I just gave you a day to Google, what are you going to look up and that's going to tell you right there? Like, I'm going straight for the nutrition stuff. I'm going straight for the personal development. I'm going straight for Pinterest fashion boards. I'm going into wedding planning. What is it that you would just be Pinteresting? What do you want to read a book about? And it doesn't have to do with anything in the outside world except for what you want to learn for yourself. So follow the excitement. That is how you are meant to be evolving. It's never going to feel like a drag to evolve. Evolvement sometimes is going to feel some pain. There are some growing pains, there are some people you have to let go of. But it will always feel expansive, never feel contractive. Remaining the same will eventually feel contractive because it's like you outgrow that shell. So if you just try to say, oh, I'm good here, I'm good here. I figured everything out. Like, I just want to stay right here. Don't let me move. Guess what? That sweater is going to get really uncomfortable real fast. You got to keep on unraveling, unlayering, stripping yourself of your identity. Because that is how we evolve. Number 19. When you embody success, you achieve success. So most of us, we have it backwards. We think, okay, I'm going to do XYZ things and then I'm going to be successful, and then I'm going to embody the success. I'm going to have successful friends. I'm going to whatever that version looks to you, that could be money, that could be having a book, that could be being friends with certain types of people, living in a certain place, whatever that version is to you. But it's actually backwards. First you must embody the success. You must be that abundant person. You must be that person that those types of people you seek friendships with would want to be friends with. You must be that generous person, that superstar, whatever it is you're seeking, first you must embody that. And then from that place of embodiment, then you can achieve it. So I noticed drastically this year Things shifted and moved really faster for me was because I stopped doubting myself. I stopped saying like, oh my God, am I good enough? I mean, that's for sure still came up, don't get me wrong. But I was able to embody the success so much more. And that came from, you know, a track record. I think that that does come with it. When you do things that you're proud of, then you're like, oh, I have some confidence from that. And then it allows you to move forward. I have this whole episode that I did this summer about how to become more confident, which I love. I actually re listened to that one and I was like, damn, girl, that's some good advice. But that is so important to see that to embody confidence, you have to be your truest self and to be totally authentic and to not be afraid of that. So most of us, we are too shy, we're minimizing ourselves and we're never going to be successful when we're just like hidden in the back corner feeling like no one cares, no one wants to hear what we have to say. You're never going to embody success from that place. You need to show up, you need to own it. And from that strong energy of leadership, even if you don't even consider yourself a leader yet, but from carrying that energy, this is what allows you to achieve success. So think about, what do I want? You know, is it a certain job, a certain lifestyle, whatever it is, and how can I start embodying that today? If I was super abundant right now and I had millions of dollars in the bank, how would I be acting differently? How'd my energy be different? How people I surround myself be different, what I would do, how I would spend my time, how would all these things be different? And to really take it seriously, not like, oh my God, I would just retire and do nothing. Well, guess what? Then the abundance won't stay. You'll lose it. So what would you do to allow yourself to remain in that state? To not just be handed, you know, a lottery check and to lose it, but to allow in that state, what are the habits of abundant people? What are the mannerisms? What are the characteristics? What do they have in common? This confidence, self worth, valuing themselves, showing up, not gossiping, not putting other people down, not being jealous, not having comparisonitis. That is what abundance, success, worthiness is all about. So take a deep, honest look at yourself and see where am I still. Yeah, where am I like language, where is my language at? You know, am I still Putting people down, because that's just, like, how I'm used to bonding with people. You know, I realized that sometimes me and my brother would, like, send, you know, memes or whatever and be, like, making fun of the person. I was like, that's so wrong. You know, even if it's like a meme, I don't want to be making fun of anyone, because that's not right. I don't want to be like, oh, look at that guy. Like, that's such a horrible thing. It's coming from insecurity to be like, look, I'm better than this person. What a fool. I don't want to be operating from that. So I stopped doing that. And even that changed my vibration. So it's the littlest things. Like, I have a podcast episode from earlier this year called the little things that are altering your vibration. And I think it's like, 28 or something. So many people have sent it to me and said it changed their lives. So I know it's like 20 something. But I talk about how I realized that every day I was going through this alley to get home, and this was in my previous apartment, and I could have, you know, passed the alley, walked on that main street, which is by the ocean. I could have walked into my apartment with seeing the ocean, beautiful entrance. But instead, to save, like, three minutes, I kept going through this alley that smelled like piss, and there were a lot of homeless people. And I was always feeling really unsafe just walking through that alley because I want to save the three minutes of my time. So every single time I made that decision to save time, I was actually lowering my vibration. I was actually putting myself in fear and disgust. So the littlest things you do like that, like choosing which road you're going to take home, makes the biggest difference in your subtle vibration. Number 20. You are always being guided. The signs are everywhere. This is something I've fully stepped into this year when a personal tragedy happened in my life. And I realized instantly when going through it that this was happening not to me, but for me, and that this is a great lesson and that every time anything happens, you're being guided to something else, something that is better serving you. And sometimes you experience pain, sometimes you made the wrong decision, and the universe essentially is pushing you in the right direction by blocking that thing off. So, for example, let's say, you know, you are meant to become a health coach, and you love to help other people. And, you know, you're always that person who's making everyone healthier and making Cool salads, whatever. But you have this really big fear that you're not gonna be able to make money. And you're offered a high paying job doing something else. So you decide to take that job. And the first day of work, you know things aren't feeling right. And there's this girl, she's super mean to you and your boss sucks and you injure your ankle on the way to work and you know, all these things, you just feel like they're going wrong. But this is a high paying job and this is what you're meant you're supposed to do. You know, take the high paying job and things just get worse and worse and worse until finally you have no choice but to quit. In fact, you may even get fired. And being fired may feel like the worst thing that ever happened to you. I mean, you just lost your job, how are you going to pay for bills? Like all of your money fears are now coming up. But this is the universe actually just cutting you off from what is not meant for you. It is protecting you. It is saying, nope, we're not going to let you go down this path. We're going to make it really, really hard for you to go down this path so you can find the strength and find the alignment to go down the right path. So oftentimes, tragedies, breakdowns, those moments that you feel like, oh my God, like why is this happening to me? Is because it's exactly what needed to happen to you in order for you to look at things with a new perspective. And that could be being cheated on, that could be finding out your best friend was talking shit about you, that could be losing your job, whatever it is. But just know that the universe is benevolent, the universe wants the best for you. The universe is not out there to conspire and make things hard for you. We as humans make things hard for ourselves by not listening to our intuition. So if we can totally accept that perspective that we are being guided and that the signs are everywhere, and that if I follow the direction of excitement and expansion, I will always be guided to my North Star, then things move into flow and things move into ease. And if you just say, well, things are supposed to look like this and I'm going to choose what makes sense, what I've been told to do, what looks right on paper. And I'm not going to listen to things being hard. Things are always hard. Then guess what? You're going to find yourself in a situation that you have no choice but to surrender in. And sometimes it can get really bad because that's exactly the lesson that your soul needed to finally shift gears. So if we can become a little bit more sensitive to the signs, hear them a little bit sooner before they manifest into these big issues, that's how we can always live in alignment again. It's making those alter alter shifts in that steering wheel before we crash on the side road. We take a quick break from this episode so I can share with you an amazing opportunity. Are you interested in having a career focused on health and wellness? Well, if so, then the universe is calling you to become a holistic health coach. 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But guess what? You're gonna die. Like, if no one's ever told you that before, I'm sorry to be the first person to tell you, but you're going to die. We're all going to die. This life is temporary. We cannot take things so seriously. It's not the end of the world. Let's say it doesn't work out. Let's say the person you believed was the love of your life left you. Let's say something happened that you feel like you're never going to be able to get through the other side of. It doesn't matter, because in the grandiose of things, this is just an experience. This whole lifetime is just an experience. We are all part of this greater ocean and we are just waves. And eventually those waves are going to crash on shore and a new wave is going to come. And when we can accept this and we can realize how small we are, we're able to enjoy life as it is. You know, we think we're like these massive giants living here and everything else is an ant. We humans, we run shit. Not really. Earth runs shit. We're actually the ants. Even our Earth is just an ant in the greater galaxy and the greater universe. So when we can take that perspective, realizing how small we are. You know when you're on an airplane and you look up and you're like, oh, my God, all that drama's down there on the ground and whoa, I'm up here. Like, that's life, guys. You don't have to be in anything if there's a friend group that there's just constant commotion and drama in. Like, guess what? You don't actually have to be around those people or with your colleagues in your work situation. Like, guess what? It actually doesn't matter if you want. You can never see them. Like, this is just a joke. It really is. Like, we were just put on here with these, like, goals and desires and ambitions. And, like, source energy's up there is like, I wonder what they're gonna do next, you know, like, if we can take that perspective and stop taking life so seriously, life becomes so much more enjoyable. Like, I don't have the answers. I don't actually know why we're here, but I do know we're not here to be stressed out all the time. That's for sure. We were not put on this planet. Like, I'm going to create humans so they can be stressed out all the time, and I'm going to take them to this level of evolvement called anxiety, where they suffer from constant FOMO of knowing what other people are doing and being mad that they're not a travel blogger. Like, that's why I'm creating humans. Like, that is not what happened. You know, we are animals with a consciousness who are meant to enjoy, play, discover, be curious creatures, and to not take this damn thing so seriously. Seriously, number 22, create more content than you consume. I've been saying this. I keep saying this because it's a lesson I learn every single year when I realize I'm going down that Instagram story rabbit hole. You know what I'm talking about. You watch one person's story, 10 minutes later, you find yourself watching Aunt Alberta's cousins neighbors story. You don't even know why you're following this person. Actually, you don't even know who this person is, but you found out they have an Aunt Alberta, and you're like, why am I watch watching what they're eating for dinner. We've all been there. You know, it's. It's low in our life that we do, like ten times a day. So every time I catch myself going through those stories, just going through that feed, like, as if I'm like, looking for something. I'm like, I just need to scroll a little bit longer. I just need to see if there's, like, one inspirational quote that's going to change the day. Oh, no, it's not. Okay, let's just. Let's just move on now. Like, that doesn't happen. And I catch myself. I do this all the time. I do it in the morning, guys. It's the worst. I wake up and I open up my Instagram. That's something I still need to work on, but I rationalize it for myself, saying, well, I'm only following inspiring people so I'm pretty much just reading, like, what full moon it is right now at all times in, like, 20 different ways. And then, like, quotes about how I'm a soul. Like, yes, it's so much better that I'm following people like that. But I still catch myself scrolling until I'm, like, gonna find that one thing that, like, knocks my socks off and, like, enter my day in the right state when you know that that thing is you connecting to yourself. So when I catch myself doing that, I remember, create more content than you consume. What can I create right now? What can I put out based off of how I feel? And another big thing I did this year, I used to listen to lots of podcasts every time I had a moment podcast. And now I really. I mean, I don't really listen to that many. And if I do, I'm very specific about what I'm listening to. I make sure it is something that is improving me, that is teaching me that I'm relating to, that makes me feel good. Did. And I don't listen to just anything that's, like, coming my way because I feel like I should, because I feel like an awkward space in my life is, like, too much to be had. And that allows me to connect to my own voice. That allows me for this podcast to come through my own voice, not a rendition of, like, Aunt Sue's spirituality for the modern day. I just made that podcast up, but, you know, like, not being a reiteration of someone else, but being true to myself. So, I mean, you can keep listening to my podcast, if you know what I was saying. But you don't have to. You know, maybe not every podcast is for you. Maybe not every episode is for you. If you're ever listening to my podcast and you don't like the episode, you're not jiving with the person, hey, guess what you can hit next. You can stop listening. You can listen to music. You can listen to something else. I'm not here. This is not the podcast Nazi. I am here to provide value when that value is being received. But if you feel like you're not actually gaining value, it's just a lot of words and a lot of information, and it's not helping you connect deeper into yourself, then you know that it's time for you to maybe sit in silence, maybe listen to some B2K, maybe do something else that helps you connect to yourself. Omarion. It's always the choice number 23. You become the people you spend your time with as well as the people that you listen to. So this is major, and I've touched on this before, but really getting selective on not just the social media content, getting in the people who are sending you emails and messages, but also like, the people who are in your inner circle. You know, there are some people in your life that are taking more energy than they are giving you. And it needs to be an exchange. You know, there may be a period in someone's life that they require a lot of support. They're going through something and you can totally be there for them. And there may be a period in your life that you need more support, but in the grander scheme of things, it should kind of like equal out. But if you are just the life coach to all of your friends, guess what? That's not actual friendship. That's you being an unpaid coach. And I realized I was doing this with a lot of people. I was like, so tell me all your deepest, darkest problems. Great. I'm so glad I just listened to all your issues for three hours. I really think you should have that conversation with your dad. Oh, yes. You should achieve your dream. And the thing is, I liked doing it. I liked coaching. So I thought that friendship was me to be of service of other people and help them go through their shift. And I realized that that's not what friendship is. I realized I should be a coach because I'm really good at doing that and I can get paid doing that and create boundaries around doing it and actually doing it in a way that's going to be effective in those people's lives. Because people are way more likely to take advice and to implement that advice from a coach that they're paying because they're having that energy exchange of a dollar value than to someone who's a friend that you just talk their ass off for an hour and then you're like, I feel so much better. Why do they feel better? Because they just unloaded for an hour. They could have been talking to, you know, a walkie talkie or to a. And they probably would have had that same result, you know. So again, it comes from our own guilt feeling like we have to be there for other people, feeling like we're only valuable when we are fully listening. I see a lot of women doing this. I see, like, my mom, she like, prides herself into, like, I'm always that friend that listens to everyone's problems. And I'm like, like, now I've learned that's actually not what friendship is. That's her feeling like she needs to be of service to everyone around her because she's been taught that that's what a woman is supposed to do. And a lot of us are like that. So that is not friendship. So if the around you are bringing you down, they are just offloading issues on you and not asking you how you're doing and not holding space for you and not bringing fun to your life. You know, not every friend has to be your everything. You can have different friends for different things. You can have that friend that you just. You have fun. Like when you want to go out dancing, like, that's your friend. You have that friend. When you want to, like, really dive in and go deep, that's your friend. You have that friend. When you want to do something spiritual and witchy, like, that's your girl. You can have different friends for different things, but it should always be making you and that other person feel higher. Like, you should leave the interaction feeling higher. And if you're realizing you're leaving any kind of interaction feeling lower, like, that person just left your house and you're like, okay, she's gone. Oh, my God. You know, like, I've definitely had friends like that, that if you feel better when they're gone, then they should not even be there in the first place. And it takes a lot of guts to admit that to yourself and even more guts to, you know, do whatever it is that you need to do to walk away from the friendship or set boundaries within the friendship or to have that conversation or to do the slow fade away or whatever your move is, wherever it is, depending on strong the friendship is. I mean, if it's like you just met and you're catching the vibe that it's not going your way, you can kind of just like, stop making plans. But if it's a really good friend and you're realizing that, like, this is not going to work, you can't slow fade away on that. You have to have a conversation. And it's conversations I've had before with people. It's really, really difficult to have. It feels like a breakup that there's never been a rule made about before. Because at least a normal relationship breakup, it's like, you get it, we've all been broken up with, like, we can expect it. But a friendship breakup, it's really murky territory. But it's essential both to you and to that other person. And sometimes out of love for both people, you have to set that boundary and you have to create space. And maybe in a different time in your life, you're going to be in each other's lives, and it's going to be in a different energy. But maybe right now, if there's someone in your mind right now, you're like, sahara's talking about that person. I know that person. Like, you know what to do. I don't need to speak anymore. Number 24. You can say no. For real, you can say no. Hey, can you come over? No. Oh, can you help me with this? No. Oh, can you do this? No. Like, you can actually say no. Like, that doesn't make you a shitty person. I mean, if you go no, no, no. That might. But we have been programmed to say yes to everyone. And again, it's the guilt. This has been a major thing for me this year. I don't have to say yes. Me saying no does not make me horrible. They're not going to, like, talk about me behind my back. Like, oh, my God, she did not want to, like, collaborate with me on that project. She didn't want to work with me on this. She didn't want to have me on her podcast. Like, she must be the worst person on earth. Like, no. People get it. Like, people say no to you all the time, and you don't, like, you know, dream about how shitty they are at night. Like, it's a normal fact of life. Like, we can't say yes to everything. So practice. Practice saying no. Like, it could be something small. Like, the person at Starbucks is like, would you like a large? You're like, no. Or someone can ask you for something. You just practice. Maybe, like, you and your friend can, like, have a little practice of, like, let's ask each other for things and just practice saying no. And it may feel really silly at first, but even the littlest no gives you strength for the bigger nos. And most of us are saying major yeses to major things that are nos, like careers and relationships, living situations, things that. That really our nose and our hearts. But we're still saying yes. And maybe it's not even saying yes with our words, but it's saying yes with our actions, saying yes with us. Keep showing up and not taking the initiative to make the change. Guess what? If you're not saying anything and you're acting like everything's okay, you're essentially saying yes, this works for me. This serves me. And you're never going to get what you want, so practice saying no. No. You can say yes. Confusing, right? Is it a no or is it a yes? Well, guess what? It can be both. Because the more you say no, you're creating the space to say yes. If it's not a health yes, it's a hell no. Know what I'm saying? So when you say no, you create the space that you need to really step into what you really want to say yes to to. So that could look like, for example, I'm not going to be on other people's podcasts for two months. I actually did that in December and this month in January. I'm not really being on other people's podcasts because I want to say yes to me learning how to dj. That's actually what I really want to do. I want to learn how to dj. I want to make conscious music. I don't know if that's what I'm going to do with my life, but it's feeling really exciting for me. So I bought DJ equipment. I've been on YouTube learning. I made my friends first song with my friend the Cosmic Quest, and I'm really excited for that to be launched at the end of the month. And I'm stepping into this music space, which I. It's something I have wanted to do for, like, 10 years, but I never felt like I had the time or space to do it. I was like, oh, my God, like, no one's gonna take me seriously from a dj. Like, I can't. I have to focus on writing my book and this. I had other things that were a priority to me, which is fine. Everything happens in its due time. But I realized, like, I still really want to learn how to dj and. And it's not going to, like, implant itself in my head overnight. I have to take action and set boundaries to do it. So what that looks like is I'm not going to be on a bunch of different podcasts and using all my energy into, like, re explaining what Ayurveda is for the 10,000th time. You know, instead, I'm going to look up cool mixes and learn how to, like, combine them together and attract and use this different part of my brain that I never get to use before because I'm so used to doing my work work. So me saying no allowed me to say yes to being a conscious DJ. So stay tuned for that. DJ Sahara in the house, number 26. Ooh. This is a realization I had two days ago. So I was in this little, like, you know, conversation with my fiance, and he said, like, something I had done had, like, you know, not drived with him. Well, well. And I went straight into my, like, getting defensive about it and taking it personally and like, you know when someone says something they don't like about you, you're like, no. And like you're trying to defend yourself mentally in your head to like, no one. You know, this doesn't happen to you guys too. And I was at my exercise class and I was like about to go in and then I just asked myself, I'm like, is this the emotion I want to hang out in? Let me repeat that. Is this the emotion I want to hang out in? And just that simple question, I was like, no, I don't want to hang out here. This emotion feels heavy, it feels resentful, it feels anxious, it feels defensive. I feel like I'm in fight or flight and I'm not actually even having a conversation with anyone. It's all in my head. I don't want to spend the next hour of this workout class going over ways why I'm right and things that I'm going to say back to him when I get home. Like, I actually really don't want to spend this hour doing that. So not the emotion I want to hang out in. What emotion do I want to hang out in? I want to hang out in fun. I want to hang out in joy. I want to hang out in presence, I want to hang out in peace. I want to hang out in comfort. Like, that's actually where I want to be. So that's just having that acknowledgement of where I was and where I want to be. I'm like, okay, well, I'm not actually doing, doing anything important right now by having this conversation in my head. So why don't I shift this emotion to, I'm gonna have a lot of fun and I'm gonna focus on my breath during this workout class and then the conversation will happen after. So I did that. And the moment that I would hear myself, like thinking of the response I'm gonna say to him in my head, I would be like, come back to your breath. Come back to the present. Have fun, Listen to the music. Isn't this good music right now? Woo. Good music. Like, like I was kind of being my own wing woman right there, there. And it was working. And guess what? I came home and my fiance's like, let's go on a hike. And that was actually what I was mad at him about, that he never wants to go hiking with me and doesn't want to do like fun activities and stuff. He's like, more just wants to stay home. And that's what I was getting really upset about. So me changing my vibration around it and being like, you know what? I'm not going to worry about it right now. I'm just going to enjoy myself. I'm just going to be present and I'll have the conversation with him and fully be present when I'm having it. Instead of going through this shitstorm in my brain. Actually made the situation disappear. And then we spent New Year's Day going on an epic hike and now he's all about hiking and the situation literally resolved itself without me doing anything all energetic. For me, asking myself, is this the emotion I want to hang out in? I'm going to make a little, like, quote about it and post it on my Instagram. I am Sahara Rose. So you can screenshot it, you can set it as your background. It is like the life changing quote number 27. Now this is another realization slash quote I just came up with after. Right before this episode, when I was going for the walk, I was on the beach and, you know, I'm looking at the beach. I've walked on this beach like a bajillion times. I've lived here for three years. But I was just looking at the mountains and I was remembering how I had just gone hiking there a couple days ago. I was looking at the mountains and I'm like, I wonder which mountain it was that we were hiking. And I'm like, well, it must have been one of those really short ones because there's no way we hiked up that big one. But then I saw there were like houses on those short ones. And I was like, wait, does that mean we climbed to the top of that big one? And I realized that when we had gone to the peak, we were actually at the highest point. There was no higher point than that. And I just realized that sometimes you don't realize how high the mountains you've climbed on are. Let me repeat that sometimes you don't realize how high the mountains you've climbed on are. And you can see this as in so many different perspectives. But we don't give ourselves credit for what we've achieved. You know, we don't give ourselves credit for that mountain that you've really climbed over. You've triumphed. And you're like, oh, that was nothing. And it's a physical mountain of me not even realizing I've climbed a million times to that top of that big giant mountain that I'm looking over. And even the smaller things like the mountains you climb on a daily basis, you know, the child's care that you provide your kids, the studies you do in college. The way that you show up at work, for your colleagues, for your friends, for your family, these are incredible achievements that we don't give ourselves enough credit for. We don't realize that we're already doing so much, and we don't celebrate our wins nearly enough. So this year, I really want to take time to celebrate, take time to notice. Like, yes, I made it to the summit. I made it to the top of this mountain. And there are more mountains and there are taller mountains, for sure. But I'm really going to acknowledge that I climbed this one. And I think all of us really need to do that, to step into our own worth and step into how much we do, how much we create. And this is something that the masculine doesn't have as big of an issue with, but the feminine sure does. We're like, oh, yeah, you know, I. I haven't done anything in my life. I just raised, like, three kids. That is massive. We don't give ourselves credit because we think these are just things that you just do. We're like, oh, well, I've never written a book. Oh, I've never starred in an Academy Award movie. Like, it doesn't matter because there's so much that you're doing. You have climbed so many mountains far and wide, and it's time to give yourself some credit for all that you've done. And when you give yourself credit, you gain the confidence, confidence to climb more. So keep climbing. It's Capricorn season. I'm telling y' all to climb. And number 28, the final lesson of my 28th year. One I also just thought of right now on the beach. Remember to remember. We can look at this and again, a lot of different ways, but what this really means is that we often don't even remember to have these moments of pause, of reflection, of looking back, of looking forward. We're so busy on this spiral of life that you do one thing and you go to the next, and you go to the next, and it's just like, boom, boom, boom, like you're on bumper cars. But we need to remember that. That sacred pause, that space, that little pause between the inhale and the exhale, it's only going to show up if we actively create the space for it. You know, oftentimes we go to the ocean, we go to the mountains, we go to a beautiful place, and we find ourselves still in those old thoughts. How many of you have, like, been on a vacation? You're somewhere beautiful, somewhere that you've been dreaming about. Going for months. You've saved up your money to be there. You're finally there and you're still thinking about all the stuff that you were thinking about at home. And this is why travel on its own is not what's going to change our mindset. It's time for us to travel deeper internally into our consciousness and to remember. To remember whether you're in Tulum or whether you're in Egypt or whether you're in your living room. To just remember. To honor yourself, remember to connect to your truth. Remember that you are a soul having a human experience. And yes, this life is full and beautiful and messy and fun and crazy and all of the above. But really who we are is the witnesser of all of these emotions and all of these experiences and the spectrum that we call life. So remember to remember whatever it is that you seek to remember. I hope you guys enjoyed this two part episode series. I would love to know which lessons really responded well with you. What are the lessons that you're still learning? And if you have any lessons that you have, maybe you can record your own podcast episode. You can do my Rock the podcast when it's out and record your own episode with your lessons. Maybe you can journal right now and write the number of lessons of your number of years and share with me what stuck out with you. What are the lessons that you've also learned this year? What is it that you're still working on? So please let me know on the iTunes review store. I read every single review. It really helps me out. It's a beautiful way of offering a token of gratitude for this free podcast that you can just share some words, some love and let me know what your favorite lesson was. And as a favor for writing for this beautiful review, I will send you back my unreleased book Eat Right for your Mind Body Type. This book is now part of my Eat Right for your mind body type 12 week program which you can also get on my website or you can take my quiz and it leads you into that. But this book is unreleased. It's different than my book Idiot's Guide to Ayurveda. It's different than Eat Feel Fresh. It's really about my modern approach to Ayurveda. So I'm gifting the first half free for all of you who leave a review on the iTunes store. I hope you loved this episode and I'll see you on the next one. Namaste J.