280: Holding The Light Frequency At This Pivotal Moment with Matt Kahn

Namaste, it's Sahara Rose. And welcome back to the Highest Self podcast, a place where we discuss what makes you your soul's highest evolvement. How are you feeling at this moment? What is moving through your body? What is showing up for you? How are you a different person today than you were even just one month ago? What shadows have revealed for you? What aspects of yourself have you had to look at? What deepest, darkest fears have come to surface? How have you found more joy, more love, more unity than ever before? My name is Sahara, and as I've shared on this podcast for the past three years, and especially in the past month or so, we are in the greatest spiritual awakening in the history of humanity. And right now, we are in the accelerated program, you could call it that, of Earth School of Life School. And we are learning the lessons that our soul incarnated to learn in this lifetime at an expedited rate. And that's not always easy and fun, but it can be. And depending on where you are at your journey, maybe some things you've been confronted with that you never wanted to look at about yourself, maybe it's been traumas, maybe it's been lessons that you thought you learned, you had learned, but you actually didn't. And maybe some of your gifts are coming to surface. Maybe your desire to share in a certain way, to show up in the world in a certain way. Maybe you're just finally owning the fact that. That you want to be different. So whatever is showing up for you at this time, I invite you to really honor that, because that is your unique soul medicine. And at different times of our lives, it's going to be different. You know, we are all experiencing the same thing right now, globally. Every single person on the planet right now pretty much is on lockdown, right? But we are all experiencing it through such different lens, and the lens in which we are experiencing it through is exactly what our soul needs needed to at this time. So it might reveal some stuff about your relationship or your relationship with your body or your work or your parents or your home environment. Whatever is coming up for you know, that that was already under the surface, and it was just this opportunity that gave you, you know, that time to actually, like, flip up the hood of the car and look at what's going on underneath. So nothing is here to harm you. Nothing is here to make your life difficult. Everything is really here to serve you. And there's no better person to really have on the podcast that shares this message than Matt Khan. So if you are not familiar With Matt Kahn. Oh my goddess. You gotta check him out. But he is one of my personal favorite authors. He has a book called Everything Is Here to Help youp. And I listened to this book on audiobook a couple years ago and I just so deeply resonated with it. And there aren't a lot of people that I actually read the books or listen to personally. I just like to focus on receiving my own channel and not really be, you know, getting other information in. So I know that everything that's coming through is coming through directly from source for me. So I actually don't listen to other podcasts. I don't really, you know, if I read a book, it'll be a book that I really respect, the author. And Matt Kahn is one of those people. There are very, very few people in the world like him. And I'm honestly honored. Like, he is probably like out of everyone I've interviewed, one of my most influential to me guests. Even if you've never heard of him, he's been on YouTube, like spiritual author and teacher on YouTube for at least a decade. So I remember early in my spiritual awakening back when I lived in India, I would watch his videos and he's still doing it. And he has a new book called the Universe Always Has a Plan, which is beautiful, short, easy to read, digestible. And we talk about that in this episode. So I have been bringing different experts in to speak about this epidemic from different lens. We just had Mikayla on speaking about connecting to your inner wild women. So practices you can do to connect to your body, connect to your sexuality, connect to your life force. And I'm going to be having another guest on next week who speaks more into politics. And it's very like what is happening right now, very in the 3D, which is also important. I've had Dr. Jess on to speak about the health effects. I'm having a business mentor come on to speak about the business effects. And Matt Kahn is someone who really can speak about the spiritual effects from a very 5D level. So as you know, the solo cast I did last week was looking at coronavirus from a 3D, 4D and 5D perspective, all which can be valid, but really where we are going as society is Moving into the 5D, the fifth dimension, which is based off of love and unity and joy and possibility. And Matt Kahn, when he speaks, it's just such a beautiful channel and example of what living in the 5D looks like. So as he shares with you and as you'll hear on this episode, it really is a place of non duality. It really is a place of there's no victimhood, there's no blame, there's no judgment, there's no, well, they did this to us, or this is gonna hurt us or whatever it is that our survival brain likes to hold onto. And again, these things may or may not be true in that dimension, but in the fifth dimension, none of that stuff matters because you see past it. You see past people's actions and really at their intentions. And then when you can look at their intentions, you're able to see that most people's intentions, not all, but most, are coming out of love and they're coming out of desire to protect. So like I shared in the episode I did on the 3D, 4D, 5D, someone who is, you know, fear vomiting on you or sharing all of the different conspiracy theories, and this is happening and that is happening. Most likely, if they are your friend, they are not doing it to make your life miserable, but they're actually doing it because they think it is going to protect you. They think that this is important information for you to have and they want you to know it because they deem it to be valuable. So they are doing it out of love, even though it is evoking more fear. Right. Like, if there was a big tiger coming for you, I would want to tell you. So that's kind of how they're seeing it. There's a big tiger coming from us and they want to tell everyone. However, the issue is that tiger might just be in their dimension and in their perspective, it might not even be real. And that's when it turns into other people vomiting their fear on others who might not have been in that mindset or that vibration before, but it actually sinks them down into it. And then they in turn fear vomit over everyone else. And it's like this domino ripple effect that everyone is just being like, oh my God, and they're going to cut off electricity and oh my God, this.

And that and that and that.

And you know, again, it may be true, it also may not be. But what we do know is everyone hyperventilating and being in fear is not actually allowing us to be proactive in doing something about it. So really what Matt Kahn is here to share us is that the universe always has a plan and that from the fifth dimension, things are always going to work out exactly as they were meant to. And different people have different roles. So he is a great example of he works with the lightworkers, he is working with the the people who really want to raise the consciousness of the planet. He's not gonna be running for president, right? Unfortunately, that's just not the way our world works. But there are other people, again, who might need to be in the field. They might need to be in the emergency rooms or the courthouses and stuff like that. So another thing we talk about is really everyone is here for a different purpose, and they're here to help in a different way. But also, don't feel guilty about your way, because I know a lot of us, and we talked about this in the episode, and I feel it too, is like, sometimes when you're operating in that 5D level of conscious, you think it's not enough. You think, well, am I really helping people by just spreading love and joy? Like, think about how fucked up that is. Am I not helping people by spreading love and joy? Like, what could be more important than spreading love and joy? But our society that's so based off of fear is like, if you aren't in pain and suffering along with the people who are in pain and suffering, then you are not helping. And all that is doing is making a consciousness of pain and suffering. You know, let's say I went through something really tough. You now being depressed and sad over it isn't going to make my situation better. It's just going to make now you sad over it. In fact, that might actually make me feel worse, right? So this is really an invitation for us to own what dimension we want to be mostly operating from. No one's 100% on anything. We all have our 3, 4, and 5D moments. But if you are being called to be a light worker, as I call a sun being, to radiate like the sun, to bring love, to bring joy, to bring dance. Like, I. I shared on my Instagram today. If you're not following me on Instagram, be sure to check it out. I'm always posting fun little things, but I wrote dance. Dharma and drums are my medicine. And for someone else, that might be sound bath and meditation. And for someone else, that could be, you know, drumming and ecstatic dance. And everyone is going to be different and really own what it is for you and not feel guilty and not be judgmental. Like, I hate all this, like, woke shaming that's happening right now of like, oh, if you were woke, then you would be posting this type of content. Or you would be saying this in this way. Like, no, there's no one dimension of being woke. Like, my woke is gonna look different than your woke is gonna look different from Sandy and Cindy and Cheryl's woke, right? So for me, I'm super energetic and everything I do is going to be like creative and moving and shaking and dancing. Like I am an ecstatic, right? But someone else might be very yin and very subtle and soft and kapha and like, that is their wokeness. Someone else might be like a politician or a lawyer, like kicking ass. And someone else might be like with the plants and with the trees. So we must first learn about ourselves, what is really resonating with us? How are we being called to hold that light frequency? What does that look like for you? When do you feel the most alive? When do you feel the most connected and not feel bad about it looking different than maybe the way that someone else does? You know, like, I don't do like the whole seated meditation thing every single day. And I share about that on the podcast all the time. That is not my thing. I receive a lot more. If I'm like moving and dancing and connecting to my body someone else, it might be different. So own what is your light? What is your sun? What makes you feel alive? How are you being called to hold that light frequency and then step fully into it? So without further ado, let's welcome the one and only Matt Kahn to the Highest Self podcast. And before we get started, I have an announcement for you. Are you craving a deeper experience to sit in ceremony with your sacred sisters, liberate yourself from the expectation of others, regain touch with your divine feminine essence, and finally understand the truth of who you are? Then I invite you to join my goddess Kalima circle. We are in the midst of the greatest awakening in humanity. And Kalima is the primordial goddess who has the power to destroy the world, returning us into the dark void, the sacred womb, the space of limitless potential so we can be radically reborn. 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Well, thank you. It's an honor to be here. Truly is.

And the first question I'd love to ask you is, what makes you your highest self?

That's a great question. I think a lot of times people are under the misunderstanding that being your highest self means you have to know everything your highest self knows. One of the things that's amazing is that the highest self, one of its functions, you know, to give a modern day example, is that our highest self is like the cloud of our infinite wisdom, that I don't have to carry everything that's on my computer, on my desktop, or in my pocket. It's in the cloud. Right. For infinite storage, we have infinite wisdom that our higher self knows for us. What I think is the most pivotal definition of being your highest self is are you an embodiment of the attributes of the responses of the behavior of that wisdom? Right. Your wisdom, like everything I've ever channeled for the 15 years I've been teaching, every book I've written, it's all in the cloud. I don't remember any of it. But what is always within me is the conduct, maturity and responses of that wisdom. So if no one ever knew a single thing I taught, they could watch my behavior and get the essence of what I have learned and integrated.

I love that so much. And I think that this is really where the spiritual world is going right now. What does embodiment look like? What does integration look like? It's not so much about. I had these amazing visions and I took ayahuasca and this showed me the key secrets of the universe. It's like, okay, and what does your life look like now? How is it different otherwise? It's again, watching a movie and then going back to living your normal life. That doesn't satisfy you in any way. So right now, I think at this pivotal moment in history we're looking at, what could that look like, that stretch to? Maybe as you write in your book, say thank you when someone says something criticizing to you, something that stretches you, but also feels like coming home feels natural.

Absolutely. I think, you know, on a collective level, we're still kind of shaking off a little bit of the religious residue. And when I say that, I mean the residue that says, live my life like I'm at a bachelor bachelorette party in Vegas and then go to on Sunday, go to church and give it to Jesus. You know, all this kind of like back and forth, one foot in the ego, one foot in the light of the soul. And really what we're finding and what I found to be true in my own living testimony of awakening is that for me, one of the most incredible attributes of your highest self is respect. And I think that what happens is when we get emotionally triggered, we are so focused on how someone's disrespecting us. And in a moment of being aware of what someone is withholding or not giving us, we're equally not aware of how we can respect the spiritual crisis, the healing crisis that someone must be in in order to cause their conduct to come from such a low common denominator. Right. As we wake up, we learn through the teachings of compassion and loving kindness that if someone is not acting from their highest conduct of character, as you would say, not from your highest self, what healing crisis must be going on? And in particular, most people that act from their lowest standard of conduct are going through a level of spiritual they have not been taught to understand or even fathom or recognize. And so when people are not being their highest self, that gives us the chance to say, if I can respect the healing journey, you may not even know that you're on. I cannot make their conduct about me. And then my response to them can be holding a space of healing, whether it's offering forgiveness. And then I can walk away having had that opportunity to deepen the respect of my higher self and saying to that person, thank you for giving me a chance to go deeper into my relationship with respect instead of getting mesmerized by whatever someone is saying or doing in our presence. It's a very clear invitation.

So I want to go into that because I feel like sometimes when we do that, we do it with a bypassy to it, like, oh, you're just in pain. Instead of maybe like, how can we have that balance of, let's say someone criticizes us, or someone comes forth with the different energy that we are currently sitting in and taking maybe the potential truth that could have come from it without either trying to fix the problem or feeling attacked by it.

Well, that's a great point. I think the first part of it is when we feel attacked, the emotion of discord or pain or contraction that we feel from someone else on one superficial level can be said to be, this is how I feel because of how they treated me. The deeper interpretation is the pain I'm feeling in my body in response to what someone is saying to me is actually me empathing and feeling the pain therein. So not to bypass and say, oh, you're in pain and dismiss it. But to say, wow, how painful I felt in my body when you said that to me is actually giving me a snapshot into how you feel most of the time. And so in that moment, we can say, wow, this isn't my pain necessarily. This is the pain. I'm becoming aware of this person's body. And if I just can say, thank you, our time is done here. Create a boundary or wow, that really hurt when you said that. If we respond with kindness, we are reflecting back the energy but sending it back as blessings of evolution. So I think what's really important is people want to wear the armor and get very spiritually righteously dismissive. That's a new phrase we'll make up righteously dismissive because people don't want to feel the pain. When we don't want to feel pain, we are dismissing the pain of someone else's experience. So the first step is feel what you feel in response to someone's behavior. And if you say to them, wow, that really hurt. I'm sorry for your pain, we are then giving back the projection, but as a blessing for their evolution, whether they receive it or not. So we feel what we feel, we reflect it back as a blessing, and we participate in someone else's healing. And if the behavior continues, of course we say, hey, this doesn't feel good. I'm going to have to leave. I'll see you later. And we create a boundary. So we don't put up with it indefinitely, but we allow ourselves to feel what we feel. But we start to make the distinction, I'm not feeling my hurt, I'm feeling their hurt that my kindness can help transmute as I make my way from this moment to the next.

I love that. And you share a really great story in your book of your cousin saying, oh, you're so weird. Who do you think you are? You're a healer. And you just responding to his words, thank you. And he's like, why are you thanking me? And him feeling realizing the hurt that he's saying in his words and not being able to, he wanted you to be hurt back so he could kind of play ping pong with you. And then when you just said thank you, it really hit him to like, no, don't be thanking me. You should be angry at me right now. And it was just such a beautiful reflection because I think so many of us, especially at this time, are feeling extremely triggered. Maybe people were quarantining with et cetera and how to not, you know, let it escalate, but just kind of like let it, let it end with your own gratitude for the, for the lesson of it.

I think the magic in that is that when we show gratitude for things that we, that our egos aren't truly grateful for, we allow other people to naturally have the awareness to realize, wow, they're responding as if I gave them a gift. And I'm now fully aware that I didn't give a gift. Like with that example with my relative, they wanted to instigate me into an argument and their, what's called secondary gain, which is consciously, no one wants to be in an argument. But on the subconscious level, there's a motivating factor. And for this particular person, they wanted to rope me into an argument because they have a history of being traumatized by anger in their family and they wanted me to fire back with anger so that later that night when they go back to their home, they could justify their functional addictions. As for all that I put up with today and this person yelled at me, don't I deserve a little space? So it's also very curious that for a lot of people, consciously, no one wants to be triggered and roped into conflict. But because our society is so divided between beings awakening at such a fast rate and being steeped in addiction at an equally fast rate, that a lot of people find themselves manifesting experiences they don't rationally want, but that justify how they get to go home and they get to nourish themselves with the things that are rather self destructive and that are almost very seductively saying, you've been through a lot, you overcame so much today. Don't you deserve a little you time? And it's actually the propaganda of subconscious addiction. And that's actually something that when you become aware of those influences, once you start addressing that, you really can't be touched or roped into argument. Because the only thing that can rope you into an argument is an addiction that wants to be fed while pretending it's a form of self care.

Hmm, I love that. And that goes so deep into it because I think a lot of us, all of us have that thing that maybe keeps showing up, right? And we're like, I don't know what's happening, but I keep getting angry or I keep getting annoyed or sad or depressed. So I want to go into how our traumas began. This. Is it typically something that begins in childhood? Do you think it's something that the soul came in with? How does that begin? So we can. And then how do we become aware of it.

Well, it's a great question. You know, modern day psychology would say it begins with an original wound. And we trace back to my, you know, our earliest impressionable years of, you know, during the first two, three, four years of my development, what was I exposed to? What did I see? What did I create in my mirror neurons? You know, and that's one way of looking at it. But I look at it as all the experiences we have in childhood are actually just reminders of what the soul came in with in the cellular body. You know, like I've. I've had experience, and I can give you a thousand experiences, one of which was a woman who birthed a child. And she held her child for the first time and looked into his eyes and went, oh. And just the child had this look in their eyes, and the child grew. And what the child had to go through was much torment for the family and for their own path. And of course, superstitious spirituality would say, oh, the mom looked at her child and said that and projected that. And the was doomed for their life. Which is not true. The truth is, our conditioning doesn't make us who we are. It reminds us of what we incarnated to heal. Because in heaven, we're in such a selfless place. We go, here's the world that needs to wake up. I'm going to take on these particular patterns. And when I heal that, when I'm in the body, I'm going to free that out of the collective and create less density so more light can be embodied and raise the frequency of Earth. Right. It's a mission. Then we incarnate into the exact families. And again, we didn't choose it with our egos because egos love to think, I can choose differently. We choose how to respond to things, not what happens. And it's a very sobering realization. But we come in, and then the first so many years of our life is getting to know what it's like to be in a body seemingly with separate characters. And everything that happens to us is just reminding us of all the things we carry in our body that we're here to heal and unpack so that these themes can be healed in others at a more accelerated rate who may not be as aware as those of us who incarnate to assist in this ascension process.

Beautiful explanation, and I love that. And it just shows so much of how this world really is. Okay, a lot of people are saying, is this earth a school? Or is this Earth something that is just meant to Be enjoyed. And our egos are trying, trying to turn it into a school in lessons. What's your take on this?

Well, it's 100% a school. It is a simulation of consciousness created by consciousness. If you look at the world and a lot of people right now are steeped in conspiracy theories and all these kind of things, there are degrees of truth. But if you go behind the scenes of all the puppet masters you're going to find who's even pulling the strings of those people is consciousness. And so this is a simulation of consciousness. This is consciousness giving angels in training opportunities. This is the practical course of our, of our school. This is where we come down here and we remember to put into action all that we've studied throughout our curriculum. And as those of us who are doing this kind of deep work for the planet are experiencing the ascension of humanity, when it's our time to go to the next level, we then become spirit guides for newly incarnating souls which are just the next wave of students going through this practical simulation. So even though life, yes, enjoy your life, savor it, follow your joy, explore your passions, hold your loved ones close, right, that's all a part of it, of course, but with the awareness that every day I have the opportunity to redefine what it means to be worthy of change. Because if I am not actively changing without trying to do it in such an impulsive way, if I am just regularly always willing to change, then things like adversity or self quarantining don't really have an effect on us. Right now the world is being challenged by self quarantining because the world has prioritized seeking desires and inflating a self image and who I need to be to other people instead of looking at the interchanges that need to be made. So this is, this is just a gangster level meditation retreat that the world never remembers signing up for. And this is where everyone gets to get real self reflective. And when we were talking about addictions, isn't it weird, and I say that jokingly or ironically, that like when I talk about the subconscious influences of after the day I've had, don't I deserve to have a little treat, right? And people used to say that after working their asses off at the office or grinding in the factory, now we have this really weird story. We say, after all the sheltering in I've done all day, after all this self quarantining I've done, after all the much nothing I've done, don't I deserve and It's. It's interesting how you don't even have to have done anything to let that addiction pattern kind of lead the way. So my big thing, one of my big things in helping people during this time is this is a time to become aware of and to really feel into. What do you need emotionally in order to not look for some external, superficial chemical or something to fill that void in you? Can we start nourishing ourselves and can we come out the other end of this quarantine process less resonating or less in allegiance with addiction than ever before? If we as human beings make that individual choice, we are going to find ourselves coming out of all this more aligned in spirit and more in the flow than ever before.

Yes, I do see this as a global vipassana that we're all being asked to sit totally, but most of us won't sit in it. We look for our phones. We look at what does make Matt Kahn have to say about this? What does Eckhart Tolle have to say about this, this person, that person, Instead of, like, letting your. Your spirit tell you what is the lesson? Because the lesson in it for you is going to be different than the lesson in it for someone else. But if we're so tapped into everyone else's interpretation, we miss having this experience. And another thing that I, And I'm sure every listener struggles with is just the different dimensions that you could look at this experience from. Like, there's the very 3D of, like, people are dying. The hospitals are overflowed. Stay at home. And then there's this 4D of, like, all of. Is it 5G? Is it, like, the Epstein things? Is it this? Is it that? And that can like, also really stimulate the mind of, like, trying to figure things out and decipher and pull things apart and feeling like you've solved the riddles of the universe. And is Bill Gates good or bad? I can't figure it out. I keep changing my mind. And then. And then this 5D, which is like, you know, everything is working out for us. The universe has a plan. But then, like, for example, I was speaking to Marianne Williamson about this, and she was like, that is us bypassing the response responsibility that we have right now for the people. So I'm like, how do we balance these different dimensions?

You know what it is? And I appreciate Marianne and her and her fire. I really do. But, you know, it's unfair to say that because we all have a different contribution to make. And, you know, that might be her on the front lines. I'm on the front lines vibrationally and I'm leading this world energetically. You know, we just last Saturday had a bunch of meditations globally. I did my thing a rather large number of people through a big process during a time when portals were open. That's where I work. Even as I live in downtown Seattle, literally in full view of Amazon, three blocks away from the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation. I'm anchoring light and I'm doing my part with as much fire and passion as that she's doing on her front line. So I think it's unfair. It would be unfair for me to say everyone's got to anchor light the way I do, and for her to say that we all have a different part to play because we're interconnected energetically. Just the changes you make within yourself or with the dynamics of your own relationships with your heart, with your partner, with your relatives, whoever you're self quarantining with. Relationships are how unity consciousness spreads light throughout the planet. Because we're all connected in this quantum reality. What you do to facilitate positive changes in your self quarantine environment is literally sending out positive energy to motivate, inspire that change in all people. And I think right now the anchoring of light is so popular because we're being recommended not to leave our home. So to know that in the privacy of your home, you can do some of the greatest soul work for the planet. And your ego consciousness may not perceive it immediately, but your emotional body is showing you not just the changes you're making in yourself, but the changes you make in yourself. Is the positive contribution or the rippling effect happening throughout the planet. And everything is valid. Everyone has a part to play. There are people that are meant to be the watchdogs of a crumbling, deceptive old regime. There are people that need to talk about, hey, beware of this, that that's their role. There are people that need to go in and create a new political system. That's their role. We all have to just tune in and say what resonates with me. When I did this transmission last Saturday, I did this teaching and it's something I just channeled and it's become one of my newest favorite things. And I called it the essential question. The essential question is whenever you're making a choice, you can ask yourself with this option, whose life am I improving? And as long as nine times out of 10, or as often as we can, with no pressure on ourselves. We are coming from the standpoint of what I do in the Privacy of my home is like an energetic game of follow the leader. And I'm making choices that I want everyone in the world to start making so that the positive choices I make to take care of my body, to love my heart, to forgive my roommates, or whatever's going on, it's because I'm spreading that throughout the entire quantum field and I'm helping this world ascend.

I absolutely love that. And, you know, I so deeply resonate with bringing in the joy, frequency and the light. But I think myself and a lot of people, we struggle with the guilt. Is this enough?

Yes. Well, and then what we would say is the fact that it doesn't feel like enough is not the real experience being had. The guilt is because what you're doing is so enough. The universe is now saying, the lowest vibration on this planet, one of them at least, is guilt. Vibrational guilt, one of the lowest. So you are doing such a good job that we are going to give you the assignment of tackling guilt. So as you start to raise your vibration, the universe is bringing to those that shine the brightest some of the lowest vibrational patterns. Because people who are truly identified with guilt are so lost in it, they need lightworkers to help lift them out of it vibrationally. So when we feel guilt, it's actually not because we're doing something wrong or it's not enough. That's the. We get lost in the narrative because we're feeling the gravity of how many people on this planet are lost in the narrative. So not only are we unpacking what we can heal in the planet, but we're also empathing the very narrative that seduces and gets people so lost. So if someone listens to this, has a feeling of guilt, is this enough? The shift is saying, this is not my guilt. This is the guilt that my light is transmuting for all in this planet. And one of the things we can say which comes from the transcendent awareness of eighth dimensional consciousness is, thank you for reminding me what my light has already transformed in all. Because 8th dimension is transcendence, which means everything has already happened. And so I'm not looking at this as if I'm guilty. I'm not looking at it as I have to heal this guilt. I'm saying to the universe, thank you for reminding me what my light has already trapped, transformed for all. And we cover all bases, and then we find it melting away. And we can sit there and go, I just sent out energy that is going to help a large amount of People be freed of guilt. It came in, and we send it out differently. And this is the way we work as lightworkers.

And it's so true, because a lot of times the projection of guilt is just coming from people who feel guilty. You know, people who are very much in the 3D doing, and because they're so overwhelmed by how much there is to be done, when they see someone who's not as proactive in their specific doing, they project the guilt that they have of not doing enough to. You should feel guilty because there are people suffering in this and that. And I think that when we attach that guilt onto ourselves, we really deflect ourselves from actually healing the very issue that they're feeling overwhelmed in solving.

Yeah, absolutely. And then they would go back to gratitude if someone says, you're not doing enough, which, of course, they in their lives may not feel very productive, which, as you said so clearly, and I love that, you know, and then we respond back by healing and them saying, thank you for sharing with me what you're so passionate about. You know, what's the most redeeming thing? You know, it's not about if what they say is correct. We don't need to correct other people's projections, but we say, you're obviously passionate about correcting me. Thank you for sharing with me your passion. Thank you.

Yeah.

And then we transmuted it, like, in that kind of interpersonal level. So there's the. I transmute it when I'm alone quarantining by saying, thank you for showing me what my light has already transformed and all. And if I'm talking to someone trying to project, I transmute it through my language with simply a thank you, which doesn't mean they're right. And I certainly, for everyone listening, there's no benefit to trying to be someone's life coach and correct them and help them see the error of their ways. We just come from the light and we invite people into the radiance by responding more thoughtfully than they are responding to us.

I love that because right now, I think a lot of it is happening on social media. So it's, you know, people who are in whatever projection that they're in, and they're so adamant about sharing it. And then when you read someone else who's coming from the situation in such a different way, it can suddenly make you think, oh, was I not seeing it at this angle? Or they're wrong, or they're this, they're that. What do you recommend in terms of social media right now? Like, how can we be a part of it, Maybe be part of the conversation, know what's happening without getting so taken away from our experience and also maybe defensive and all of those things showing up for us.

I think the simple shift, and it has to be a simple shift because people get sucked in real quickly, is we have to learn to respond to people's intentions instead of the content of their sharing. Right. If someone's sharing a content about, you know, what's really happening underground, or vaccinations, I mean, I'm just saying, because these are the headlines, you know, what's people's opinions of Donald Trump? And I say all these things because I really don't have an opinion about anything. Because what I work with is the evolution of reality. I'm working with the planet becoming more enlightened and in a higher frequency, which doesn't require opinions. It's just my job is to help people remember their true nature and to move through this transmutation process of awakening as expediently and lovingly as possible. But when we're on social media, and I say this as someone who I really don't respond on social media, every once in a while, someone asks a question and I'll jump in and I will respond whether someone's being polite or not. And I do it to demonstrate consciousness in action. But if people are engaged on social media, we respond to people's intentions, not the content. The content is always roping you into, am I with you? Am I against you? Are we on the same team? Are we not on the same team? That's where we get into competition. That's when we get into this. You know, the mob mentality. People have that intense sporting events. This is how we get into division, separation. You take a side, I take a side, and we go back and forth and have this tit for tat conversation instead of saying to someone, the intention, I appreciate you sharing with me what is so important to you. Thank you for your time, thank you for your service, thank you for your sharing. And then if they come back and say, well, do you agree? I'm really not in that position to agree or disagree. I'm only here to honor your sharing. And we hold the position of I'm here to honor this person who in their mind thinks they're doing something good on some level. If you think you're doing something good, most of the time you are. And even if you're doing something catastrophically out of alignment with our societal values, it could lead to something devastating. But in the aftermath of devastation is always some form of greater good. And that's on a spiritual level, how we're able to say, I honor the intention behind your sharing, thank you for your time, or thank you for what you're sharing. And then we have an opportunity in that moment when we're not in this, I agree or disagree or how do you know? Or prove it? And all this nonsense that we realize. I have an opportunity to help this person feel as if they have greater value within them. And once they feel better about themselves, perhaps their contributions will raise a vibration and even help more people. So I think the question we have to ask ourselves is, are we trying to be right? Are we trying to defend our position? Or are we here to help create more radiant lightworkers? And what my opportunity in every moment is, how can I honor this person's intention? I don't need to get roped into content, especially because, and this is, I think, a really big one for a lot of people to realize. You're going to get into a conversation with most people who are spreading things that they have not had an eyewitness accounting of. Someone watched a YouTube video, someone heard an interview of someone else, and it's usually someone else's hearsay of someone else's hearsay. And now we have a third meta level of hearsay of, hey, I heard this, it compelled me, and I want everyone to know. Now, if you jump into that argument of here's what I think about you, you have equally not have any eyewitness account of this stuff. If you yourself have gone underground and seen for yourself, share it. But the argument is between people that are not having direct experiences. It's just one person's opinion against another. And neither one of those people are helping each other feel better, and then they're going to go back to their homes at the end of the day with more justification of why I need to soothe myself with addiction instead of really transforming my worthiness. So we have to really ask ourselves the question, what contribution do we want to have in the world? And can we put aside people's content and just honor the intention? Or are we so rooted in righteousness that when someone says something that seems completely opposite to what is true for us, we just can't let it be.

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And you know, to give a personal example, I remember many times my mom was a very beautiful woman. My parents were wonderful. We had a great relationship, although a lot of tumultuous patterning in my family, as we all do, you know. As we all do. But I remember once, you know, my mom was one of these many times when a mom, you know, when she felt she was right underneath to make a point, my mom would scream and she would scream and just unload until she felt as if you had enough. Which is obviously a very uncomfortable way to live and to help a child learn right from wrong. Right. It's a fear based way of just, you know. And she was yelling at me. And I remember, you know, I forgot what age I was. I wasn't a kid. It was a little bit older because I wouldn't have this awareness as a kid. And I said, why are you yelling at me? And she goes, because I just want you to be safe. And you did something dangerous. I said, you're trying to protect me, but the tone of your voice is harming me. And I said it just very calmly. Something came through and just said this and she stopped. I said, so if you're trying to help me, help me. But the sound of your voice and the tone and the intensity is harming me. I'm in fear right now. I don't feel protected and safe by you. And it was just. And I say that as an example because we don't have to be so altruistic. Care Bear, in my joke about that in my videos, where, oh, you know, they're just being loving and we really feel assaulted by people's intention. You could say to someone on social media, I know your intention is to help, which is why you're trying to correct me, but your approach doesn't feel good in my body. Thank you for trying to help me, but no, thank you. We can even be assertive like that. So we're still holding a space for our consciousness. We're not emotional doormats for other people were saying, I think your intention is you're probably trying to help me, which may not be even their agenda. In our hearts, we're saying that because we know on the soul level that's the truth. In your heart, I know you're trying to help and protect me and correct me at every turn because you want to make sure that I get it right like you did. But the way you're going about this is not feeling good in my body. So thank you for trying. No, thank you. I'm done engaging and may you be blessed. That's how we learn to communicate when we are awake beings. We're not afraid to disagree with people. We can still honor the value of their intention. We can also let people know by the way, you tried to do this and you fell a little short. You wanted to protect me and I feel unsafe. That was a miss. I appreciate you, I send you love and goodbye. This is how we can engage. We just need to have the worthiness to know that we have the power, the right and the privilege to represent our frequency and consciousness and not just wait until we're around people who we feel safe around. We learn to feel safe in ourselves by representing our consciousness and not letting the intensity of other people's righteousness, you know, put us into the background or into the shadows.

I love that so much, and thank you for that example. And growing up, my dad was also very angry. And it did allow me to, in the middle of someone's anger, to hold that frequency of, like, calm and even speaking softly so they. So they realize how loud they are being and it just turns into a reflection of themselves. And so I think my soul chose that for the same reason your soul chose it, you know.

Oh, no.

He taught us some lessons early.

You know, I will tell you just point blank, you know, my family, they were wonderful. I would. They idolized me and they supported me in becoming who I am. And, you know, I grew up in a family where mystical spiritual experiences. My parents had. Had a. Had some experience with it. So I would go to my parents and unlike most people, my parents didn't think I was weird and we could talk about it. And they gave me a book when I was a kid and I read it. It was a spiritual book, and it just confirmed everything I knew on the inside. It was. It was just this elation of, oh, my God, this is all real. And at the same time, my parents both had this complex bag of tricks called conditioning. And so my training ground, not only, you know, being, having dialogues with the universe every day, all day, as an intuitive, is that I, on Some level. When I was a kid, I didn't know why I was doing this. I was studying people. I would always study people's behaviors. I'd watch my parents. I would track patterns without knowing I was doing it. And I would just watch and observe. And I will tell you the education that I received in learning how to observe and crack the code of my mom's conditioning, which was so complex. So complex. And then the dynamic between my mom and my dad and that complexity. You know, what happens when you grow up in a family witnessing borderline personality symptoms combined with socialized addiction patterns. And these are two people who love each other but are just colliding in patterns. And I watched this day in and day out, and it was the greatest education I've ever received. And it gave me this intuitive ability of being able to feel into people and, like, almost like Sherlock Holmes, crack the case and solve the puzzle, like, instantly. Because the patterning I grew up in was so inconsistent and so complex. It took me literally 20 years of studying my family day in and day out to understand what I was witnessing. And then it just allowed me to kind of, oh, this is what's going on. This is what's going on. And again, I went through a lot. I healed a lot. My parents and I have been on such good terms even when they were still alive. And I talked to them in the afterlife, and they're wonderful. But it was such a great training ground. And it's the training ground we're all in.

Yes. We're all given the front row seat to whatever thing we're here to transmute. So I love that. And I think for a lot of people now who are maybe looking at. My childhood was so tough. I was born into these horrible conditions. It's not fair to see that as the lesson that they're here to solve. So thank you for sharing that. So there's something that I love about your book, and that is how you look at Law of Attraction from this more advanced level. And you talk about how a lot of Law of Attraction is such a buzzword. Everyone's heard about it, such the secret. There's Abraham Hicks. There's so many people talking about it.

Yeah.

But it's this, like, simplified version for, like, the common person to understand. And because of it, we're actually doing things that are preventing us from attracting the very things that we want. So can you go into, like, what are some of the most mis. Common conceptions people have of Law of Attraction?

Well, you know, and I appreciate you bringing this up. It's something I love talking about. And it's not against any particular teaching or what someone puts out. You know, spirit asks us to each put out what is going to affect different percentages in the quantum field. So I can only follow in what I'm being guided to do, which is to say, look, these teachings brought us to a certain point, but like any textbook, textbooks need to be updated. If we studied textbooks from many, many years ago, you'd go on Expedia and try to book a. You try to book a flight to Gaul, but Gaul is now called France. We have to constantly update things. It's against no one. It's just consciousness is always evolving. And when I was inspired to look at the Law of Attraction, it's because I have always been taught by the universe directly. I've never had a personal teacher, even though I play that role for a lot of people. And I was shown things from a different perspective. And when like the secret came out and I saw it and I go, wow, you know, this is really exciting. I see how people get really jazzed about this. Like self help was in the 80s and walking across fiery coals and breaking boards and you know, the ego likes to feel empowered and capable. And people can mistake that for a high vibrational experience. High vibrational experience is not as much about excitement as it is about how relaxed your nervous system is no matter what comes or goes. So it's more of like the Buddha statue than it is about, I'm hopped up on this high vibe sauce. And so in Law of Attraction, what I think is interesting and I think it's if we get down to the nuts and bolts of what I think the big misunderstanding is, the big misunderstanding about the Law of Attraction is it's taught in a way that suggests if I do this, then this will happen. Which then creates a self judgment that says the reason this must not be happening is because something I'm doing or not doing. I think what's really clear to understand is destiny is the outcomes that are meant to happen. Free will is how you respond and what you do to use the circumstance to either help you evolve or to stay stuck. There's no going backwards. There's just you move forward or you press pause. Those are the only options. So free will is like, it's not, you know, we do this negotiating when we're kids, right? Santa Claus, if I do this, I'm going to be on the nice list. And if I'm in the nice list, I'm going to tell this dude who's dressed up like Santa Claus at Sears to bring me all the shit I want, you know, and as kids we have that. So Law of Attraction has been taught, like adult Santa Claus. And in reality, if you have a desire for something that means this, that you are desiring is somewhere up ahead. It could be this lifetime. And some people will groan when I say it could be other lifetimes. That's how quantum reality works. So when you have a desire, how fast that desire comes to you is showing you your level of alignment with spirit. Meaning when you're aligned in your soul, you are only desiring the things that are about to happen, which means you are the flow of synchronicity. You are connected, right? I want a sandwich. And as I say that, a sandwich food truck rolls up in front of me, me that's showing alignment when everything I want is somewhere else or doesn't seem to come my way. That means, yes, I'm in attunement with the things coming my way up ahead, but I'm desiring what is far off instead of being in desire with what's happening now, right? And so when I say I will attract so and so, and then it comes very shortly thereafter. It wasn't as if my thought created it out of nothing. It was that I was intuiting what was already coming my way. And I intuitively was reminding myself this is about to happen. So I think true Law of Attraction is actually about being in alignment with spirit, being clear in your intuition, and becoming the kind of human being who is only desiring what is and about to happen. And when we're truly our egos, we are under the belief that something that isn't going to happen soon must be exactly what I need to feel better than I feel right now. And that's a recipe of stuckness.

So do you think that the action of writing it out or declaring it is helping make it more clear for the universe, for the universe to help bring it to you? Or do you think that we are just basically writing something that we already know and the writing is, is not really a bonus action towards it?

I think it's really. I don't think it's a matter that when you write it out, you're telling the universe what you want, because the universe is what's dressed up as you living each moment. So the universe knows you more than you know yourself and knew you before you knew you were a self. I think what it is, when you write it out, you're basically coming into consciousness and saying, this is what's already been created for me. My desire for this thing means I'm ready to receive it. And writing it out is my declaration of saying, I consciously declare that I'm worthy of having these things that are already on their way. So to me, writing it out is an important declaration of worthiness. And to imagine that the universe and its infinite wisdom that keeps every person alive and evolving with a single breath in every moment, that with one breath of the universe created all of existence in all dimensions, time and space, that a universe of this incredible perfect magnitude is somehow unaware of what you want. I mean, the assumption there, if you really think of it, if people stop and really think of the assumption, it's a way of oversimplifying the complexity of indescribable ingenious proportion that is the universe. So I think sometimes in the name of having an understanding, we try to simplify things to make it make sense. But it doesn't mean we're truly fathoming what is actually happening. So, you know, oh yeah, it makes sense. You write it out and it's gonna happen. I mean, this is, it's a very egocentric way of perceiving things. And the ego needs superstition. It needs to know, if I do this, I'll be punished, if I do this, I'll be rewarded. It needs to make the universe into a parent. But what we learn to do is say, if I do this, does that feel good to me? Is that building worthiness or is it keeping me feeling unworthy? Is it helping me love myself? Or is it making other people more responsible for my feelings? Am I blaming more often? Am I forgiving more often? We're really learning to feel into what are the options that bring out my best? And like I said with the essential question, whose life am I improving? I'm playing a game of follow the leader. I want the world to be a certain kind of world. So I'm going to be that conduct for the world. And even if I'm just making good choices for me alone in my self quarantine space, the choices I make to improve my life are sending energy to improve the quantum field for all sentient beings. So it's, you know, the law of attraction is an entry point truly into a deeper discussion about surrender. But I think people are just. I really love what's happening in the world. I mean, when I say that I don't love that people have died in large numbers and that families are grieving the loss of their loved ones, I don't mean that, but I mean on a bigger level. I love the fact that right now on a spiritual level, people are getting a much needed break from desire. And some people are going through the same slower than others because people are still hanging on to I desire this quarantine to end. When's it going to end? And they're lost in their phones and all the things we're talking about. And one of the things I wanted to address earlier you were talking about watching a Matt video or Eckhart video. Eckhart and Matt Khan have a very similar mission where we transmit healing wisdom through our words and the vibration comes through. So even if someone is hopped up on their technology and doesn't want to sit and meditate and just watch my videos all day, the energy I transmit is the same stillness that you get in meditation. It's just watching me is just like me vibrationally sitting there and holding your hand. And if that's what soothes people and helps people feel comfortable to drop into this awakened consciousness, that's just the universe being very clever. That's why the universe makes me funny and approachable because I am cleverly disguised as helping to entertain people and enlighten people into a different inner orientation so that all the doing can come from the being. And sometimes people don't want to sit alone because it reminds them of how alone they felt in their families their whole life. And I'm just one of many characters like me and Eckhart who are just there to hold the hand and say, I'm here with you.

So what do you think of when people say, you know, this portal is a good day to manifest or this full moon or there are certain times to manifest because the veils are thinner and your thoughts are three times the amount of speed. What's your take on all of this?

Here's the thing. If someone says to you, hey, this Saturday the veils are going to be super thin, we're having a super blood wolf moon or whatever, we're having a super wolf moon and. And all your houses in Venus are open and whatever the trajectory is, if that brings you excitement to do a personal practice on a day, and it's true, there are days when things are more open or less open, doesn't mean the universe isn't always listening and responding. But if that brings you more joy, then do the thing from the basis of I'm really excited that this Saturday is going to be this harmonic concordance or whatever it is, this convergence and the moon's going to amplify blessings. And I think the most mature thing is participate in the things that bring you joy. And while you're manifesting for yourself, always remember to manifest for humanity. So it's not just about the veils are open. Here's a way we can hack the universe and get more of our shit faster. You know, that kind of of thing. Like, if you're going to manifest, manifest for you, your family and the world. That's the holy trinity of manifestation. And if it feels exciting to be a part of it, do it for the excitement. But if it comes from a place of like, oh my God, here's my opportunity to make things fast track so I can get out of hell. A mature spiritual being would look at that and go, let me address that. Let me really work. Let me really work on what I'm avoiding. So I think it's just we have to feel into what it inspires. I mean, you know, when I hear from people, because I'm not really into astrology, I'm tapped into the universe, but I get very different information. When I hear from my friends, they go, matt, this Saturday, set your intentions. I get texts like that all the time. I totally do it because it's just fun. But I'm doing it for myself. And usually for me, I'm just thanking the universe for what I already have because I've been given so much and there's really not much left personally that I haven't really received. And I say that humbly. So most of my blessings are thank you for what you've given me. I received more of what you wish to provide, Letting it be up to the universe. And then I focus on, here's what I'm going to manifest for my family, for my friends and for the world. Because I'm really good at manifesting. And I think that one of the ways we learn to get very good at manifesting is you sharpen your manifestation skills not by telling the universe what you want, but by using the passion of manifestation to manifest for others what they want. And that's part of the secret is first step of initiating yourself as a co creator as you manifest for others. So if I talk to a friend who says, God, I need to get a new car, I am literally going to go work with Archangel Michael and say, michael, please manifest a car for this person. And I will feel it as joyfully as if it were for me. And when you then can manifest for others, then when you have a desire, you just put it out. You say, hey guys, I love this. And you'll be amazed as how it will come to you. But if you're trying to do it for that reason, it won't work.

So do you ever with your manifestations, Like, I feel like for me, the way that I would manifest is I would kind of declare out how it's going to serve humanity. So, for example, when I was writing my first book, I really wanted a forward by Deepak Chopra. And I met him and it was this incredible thing. And I was like, universe, like, if this forward by Deepak Chopra can happen, my book will reach more people and we'll be able to serve more people and it will be better for the All. And then it ended up happening. So do you see that the universe will provide what is best for the all, or it's just going to provide? And we are just saying that, I don't know, out of our own justification of why we want things.

Well, it's interesting. It depends on your intention. If you're saying it like, hey, Universe, please bring me a new Vitamix so that all beings can have clean water in the world. I mean, you could play that game with yourself. I like to say, and I just like to be more in a state of surrender. And I like to say, using your example, dear universe, if it serves the greater good of all, if, right?

If.

Let the universe tell me, please bring me a forward by Deepak Chopra so that my book can reach more people. Thank you. Either way, namaste. Peace out. Hakuna matata. You know, signed, sealed and delivered. Put a stamp on it. And so it is. But I always like to frame it of, if this serves the greater good of all, please bring me this.

Yeah, I think it comes down to the conversation of, like, magic versus miracles, right? Like we want to create magic in ourselves and create outcomes, but the miracle is just letting the universe create what is meant to happen.

Well, you know, it's like running a company. You know, if you're the head of a company, you don't do the work of all departments. You out outsource to other people departments. And whether they're on site or off site, I think what people are doing is people are trying. Their egos are trying to be the universe instead of outsourcing to the universe, right? Like, they have all this pressure on their shoulders as if it's up to them. And it's like, look, my job is to desire what I want, to put it out and to do the best with the choices at hand, whether it matches what I want or not. I mean, that's the path. That's the balance of surrender. So, hey, I would like this universe, whatever it is. I'd like a romantic partner. I'd like a new Vitamix. I'd like a book Forward by Deepak Chopra. Whatever the thing is, and if it serves the greatest good of my journey and the journeys of all, please bring it to me now. We let it go. We take another moment. Thank you for all that I have. We seal it with gratitude and we move on. And it will happen whenever it will. So I think part of it is the attachments spiritual egos have to manifestation as they think. This is what I'm going to use to get my way, right? And that's the big problem, because how do we know that what you want is the highest path for you? Most people think until I have different things, I can't feel different things. That's not really true. And the universe is certainly not going to give you what you want if it's going to anchor a belief of unconsciousness. So nothing that you attract is going to make you feel better. It's not going to. It's just going to be different things. It's going to be wonderful. But we in ourselves can actually feel better right now. And a lot of egos get scared of that because they think, I can feel better right now. Maybe the universe won't bring you what I want, even though being shut down doesn't bring you what you want either. So you have to get into this level of maturity where getting what you want or not has nothing to do with how you feel. And once we get there, you're in such a state of detachment. You can call. I call audible. So you can call audible. Hey, bring me a parking space up front. And it just happens. And it's just for the hell of it. It's just because we want to experience our magic, but we can't control or contain it. We have to surrender into it. And when magic is what you surrender into, magic become miracles, as you said so eloquently.

I love that. And I think part of it is our fear of not getting it. Like, for example, if you're single, and if you say universe, if it's in the greatest alignment, please bring me my partner. And if it doesn't happen, then you're like, shit. Then maybe it was not in the greatest alignment, but I want it so badly that how could it not have been in the greatest alignment? Because many people don't want this lifetime to be their lifetime of Learning how to be alone with themselves and finding the partner within themselves. So a lot of people say if we have the desperation, we repel the manifestation. Do you see the same thing?

I don't think it's that because I think that's just more superstition. I think it's more of, like, people trying not to be desperate when they're desperate, you know? And I think that desperation isn't what blocks manifestation. Again, that's more perception of cause and effect. Desperation is what we feel when what we want is not ready to manifest. So I don't think desperation is what blocks manifestation. I think desperation is what reminds us, despite what I want, this is probably not the time I'm going to get it simply because I have not become the partner in myself yet. The autonomous, loving, whole and complete version of myself that is going to be the perfect counterpart to the partner I'm calling in. So, you know, but the people interpret it, you know, rather superstitiously, and they go, and there are God bless coaches and people who are. Who will teach this stuff and go, oh, you were too desperate. You blocked. You blocked it, right? What's the most insidious and subtle form of nonsense on the spiritual path is you did something wrong. Which is why in my new book, what's Golden Rule number one, you did nothing wrong. Your desperation didn't block it. Your desperation is the energy that says you want something so bad and this is not the moment it's meant to happen. That's what desperation teaches us. Because otherwise people are trying to learn to not be desperate, to hack the universe like it's a computer. And because you are the universe on the highest level, you can't outsmart you. You certainly can't outsmart the smartest you, that there is an existence that is beyond comprehension. So I think this is really a great time in history where the gravity of what's happening on the planet, and I say it with respect to people who have perished, to families who have lost, to business owners who have lost their businesses, people who are living out their dream of bringing their culinary skills to a restaurant, who won James Beard Awards, who have succeeded, and overnight it's gone. And I say it with respect to that, that this is a time in history where we all get to ask ourselves, what is more important than wanting what isn't here? And can I build a relationship with present moment reality where I go, no one wanted this. Let's make the best of it. And it's where we really start to unpack our bags and really start to step into the path of surrender instead of trying to satisfy and appease an ego that is never designed to be satisfied. Because if your ego could be satisfied, it would have nothing else to seek. And with nothing else to seek, it would be melted in present moment reality and it would be transformed into light. And that's what awakening does, is it returns our egos back to the light and it integrates inside of us so that our egos can be expressions of our divinity instead of reflections of our learned patterns of density. So this is all a great opportunity to actually redefine the law of attraction as my ability to ask the universe to work this out for me. And I'm going to equally use this opportunity to come into a more meaningful relationship with life, not negotiating and demanding my way every step of the way. This is where we really start to respect the gift of life on the most sincere level of reverence.

I love that so much. And I think it really shows us that at any given moment we have the option to choose. We have the option to choose how we feel. We have the option and I think to. Also today I was thinking, because last night I went into all these conspiracy theory rapids and like I don't have to figure out everything how the world, I will never figure it out. You know, I'll just drive myself crazy of trying to figure it out. But what I can do is control how I feel in this moment and this whole opportunity. Because we can't plan anymore. We can't have six year, six month goals. That's gone. The whole Q1 to Q4 goal setting and tracking. It can no longer happen because we just don't know. And we're really being asked to surrender to the present moment and take each day as it comes.

Well, you know, you said that about the rabbit hole, the conspiracy theory. I actually wrote a post on Facebook yesterday addressing it rather in a rather wonderful and heart centered way. And people really resonated with and I was grateful for that. But here's something interesting to consider about that. Let's say you go down the rabbit hole and you figure out the conspiracy of all conspiracies, right? Which there are many videos right now that are getting a lot of views. And I'm not saying people shouldn't watch them and enjoy them. Everyone's got to decide how they're going to serve the greater good of all. I can't tell people how to choose. I certainly won't tell people. There's one way. Everyone has to choose. I will just Give a great invitation for a way in which we're capable of choosing. And we all get to decide. With that in mind, let's say you go down the rabbit hole, you watch these videos and you put all the pieces together and you got it. Okay. Now what are you going to do? Okay, next option is you're probably going to go online and tell people, here's the truth. And you're going to be the whistleblower. Totally fine. But because you are not an eyewitness to this, you just put pieces together. And because people can't go to the characters playing out these dark agenda, they can't ask them questions. So who do they go to? They go to you. And you've got to answer all the questions for the Illuminati, for whatever the hell's going on. You've got to answer all the questions about the tunnels. And you have never been in a goddamn tunnel. No, you know what I'm saying? You don't know. So you're now going to give people who are seeking clarity more conjecture. And it's getting into this interesting conversation about what we think is likely. So that's pointless. Let's say hypothetically, you whistle below this whole thing and every single person you're connected to goes, you know what? I feel that's truth. You just woke me up. I am born anew. Now what are you and all your people gonna do about it now? You're gonna walk to Area 51. There's a guard station. If you take another step, we have the right to shoot you.

Right?

Well, we tried. Guys, let's go to the alien diner and have some eggs. What are you gonna do? So what's interesting is people are down these rabbit holes because they don't know what to do. What there is to do is change for the better. Tracking the stuff, watching this stuff. Hey, I saw this Trump briefing. And look at this symbol. Look at, look what's not in that picture. Look at what's in. Do that if you need to do that. But that's what we do when we don't know what to do. And that's what we do when we think having a bigger understanding is going to make things change. What makes things change is by spreading light and raising the frequency of the world. And when you simply raise the frequency of the world by calling the universe in to this reality, then you bring a light to this world that must automatically transmute creations below that vibration. So you're not going to create more light by tearing down a dark agenda. You're going to transmute off of this planet, any of that stuff, by just anchoring light. And because people don't think that's enough. And it's only not enough because the not enough is in their field to be healed for the world. They hide in the shadows. They hide behind their keyboards. Everyone gets this built up idea of on this date, this is when it's going to happen. Then the date comes and goes another Y2K. Internet still works. I can still call my friends. And then they go, nope, the date got changed. Of course it did.

Right? The 10 blackout days. I've been waiting for it. I'm like, I can't wait to get off the Internet for 10 days.

Before all this happened. I will. Honestly, I was not prepared for any disaster because I just, I'm busy. I didn't think I have, I have like 2, 2 liters of water in my pantry. I mean, nothing. So I took this as an opportunity to really adult and go like, okay, let's just prepare if in the event, you know, I've done water cleanses. So God forbid anything, I know how to go without, not a problem. I'll breathe in the sun vapor. I mean, I'm not even afraid of this, but I stocked up a little bit just to be smart, have things in my pantry, some water and water purifier pitchers in case I don't have any ball. You just being smart, you know. And I was like, well, maybe this three day blackout's going to happen. And I told some people in my life and I go, look, we all know we deal with quantum reality. I'm not saying it is or it isn't. I'm just saying if this happens, here's what might be happening. That's all I did. And I gave it no other thought. It comes, it goes. You know, I wake up each morning looking on my phone, don't see. My fellow Americans, the storm is upon us. Well, life as I know it continues. I think, I think it's just. This is an opportunity. Everything is an opportunity. This opportunity in history, waking up out of the dogmatic superstition of law of attraction. It's all an opportunity to surrender to a higher reality while also allowing that higher reality to enter this world through our most inspired actions. You know, if a million people want to gather on the White House lawn and say, we will not leave the until you disclose, blah, blah, blah, I would love to see that. I would love to see that. My lifetime. That's not my personal mission. My personal mission is to Gather the lightworkers of the world and anchor the light so that those who need to do that can do it in the most peaceful, aligned way. We all have to choose our contribution.

Yes, yes. I love that so much. And I think it comes down to taking action without fear. You know, for a lot of us it's like, how can I stock up and not be afraid and not think, oh crap, what if I have to live off of these crackers forever? You know, so it's like to not let your mind go. I mean, this is a whole other conversation, but it's like, do we let our minds go to that worst case scenario and completely pan out the apocalypse in our heads to show ourselves that even if this were to happen, I'm fine, we would be fine in the worst case scenario, we die and then we live again. Or do we try to stay in the positive vibration and not let ourselves get there and have that, like, rain on our mind to, you know, keep. Keep the horse in check? So.

Well, I think when you try to stay in a vibration with no perspective on the validity of your fear, it's just kind of like a topical ointment, you know, it's just kind of like, you know, your dog went to the bathroom in the kitchen and we're just going to sprinkle potpourri and go, well, it smells better. So, you know, but it's still there. Like, if you have a fear, it's important to go, okay, well, you know, and some people like to play out the fear like, you know, layer by layer. And if the worst happened, I'd be okay. And then everyone has a breakthrough. I like to look at it as, you know, and I've asked people in dialogues and I've asked myself this question, what is it about that fear that is most scary? You know, what is it about that? And then this would happen. And what's most scary about it, and what we get down to is that most people are the most afraid of moments where they have no will or they seemingly don't have a lot of choices. But what we learn by living through these times is in moments that inspire the deepest heroism and courage, that inspire so many people. You ask a hero what caused you to step into action and be so selfless, to do so much for some other people, they said, I didn't have a choice. I had no other choice. So what's amazing is the ego is the most afraid of a moment where it has less choice. And the moments when you have the least amount of choices is the Greatest opportunity to inspire others and be your most heroic, higher self.

I love that so much. So beautiful. Yes. It's those moments where the mom picks up the car off of the child and suddenly becomes heroic. And when we let ourselves actually be in those situations that we're just guided and we don't even know what's taken over our bodies, that's our full power.

Right. Instead of, like, sitting there and going, okay, let me first Google how to lift a car.

Right. Yeah. Let me lift enough weights and do enough online fitness videos to prepare myself for the moment. Yeah, well, we're never going to be prepared. I think really the biggest fear for us is the fear of the unknown and the fear of, you know, I was saying how we're kind of like on a roller coaster right now, and do you want to hold on to the sides or do you want to just put your arms up and enjoy the ride? Because either way, we're all going the same place.

And all roller coasters lead back to the place in which they began.

Yes.

You have an experience of going on such a ride. You drop in the roller coaster, you first, maybe you go up in that big. Before you do your free fall, and you twist around. And your experience of the roller coaster is, wow, I went so many places around the amusement park. Right. It's like I went so around the amusement park, the circumference of it, faster than I could walk around on my feet, and yet I was brought back to the same place in which it began. So it's like I went so far and I went nowhere at the same time. I think that's the journey of life is we seem to go so many places, do so many things, and canvass so much of the terrain of this world, and yet we all come back to the same point. So I think it's just more of this egoic fantasy of I'm trying to do everything to get ahead. And when I feel like I have no chance to get ahead, I must be falling behind. These are just perceptions we have in time. I'm ahead, I'm behind. Instead of just, this is a ride.

So beautifully said. Love it. Yes. I just had a vision of, like, you know, someone going on stage and, like, doing this dance, and they're flipping and they're this and they're that, and then the dance is over, and you just go right down the same steps and shows over. Yeah.

You go to work so you can spend a day preparing to go back home. You go back home so you can prepare to go Back to work. You go on vacation so you can resent having to go back to work. And you go back to work so you can fantasize about your next vacation. Like we're just, we're all moving back and forth and then at a certain point your consciousness breaks open and you go, oh, what am I really doing? What's really happening? And the unknown becomes a moment of perspective instead of a moment of intimidation. So when we're afraid of the unknown, it means we are getting close to the edge of awakening, but we're not quite there when awakening happens. The unknown is clarity. The unknown is liberation. And when we are afraid of the unknown, it means I'm being prepped for this, but I may not be ready for this. And I think one of the most mature things we can do as souls is to honor. Here's where I'm going. And it's okay if today I'm not quite ready. Like being really honest and authentic of where you're at is like high level form of intuitive clarity.

I love this so much. So many good gems of wisdom you shared with us today. So where can listeners get your new book? The universe always has a. A plan. Connect with you and watch your videos.

Well, you know, my videos are always on YouTube. I put a new video out every month. You know, I just did a Facebook Live global cell gathering for the world on the date I was supposed to do an event in Portland. I decided to do a Facebook Live self quarantine edition. And as far as my book, you know, in this kind of a situation in the world, my book can be purchased on Amazon. I usually say wherever books are sold, but. But Amazon is the only place right now. So if you could, you know, this book that I channeled is something I'm so proud of. It's so raw, it's so cutting edge, it's so practical and it busts apart the old spiritual superstitions. So I would say to everyone listening, this is a perfect opportunity to become our highest self as the name of your podcast. But a lot of us don't know how to do that. And the book is like a step by step, that process to give you a roadmap of how to do it. So I really invite everyone to buy a copy of the Universe Always has a Plan. It is truly, I'm proud of all the books I've written, but this one is just such an extra special something that came through me and I'm just delighted for everyone to receive it.

Yes, I absolutely loved it. It is the kind of book that you can honestly read in a day when you're just in that zone and feeling it. And it's so light, timeless. So thank you so much for sharing your wisdom with us and for taking the time to be on the podcast.

Oh, thank you. It's been an honor, truly.

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