406: Ascension, Spirit Guides, Past Lives, Deities + Auras with Shaman Axel Carrasquillo

Namaste, it's Sahara Rose. And welcome back to the Highest Self podcast, a place we discuss what makes you your soul's highest evolvement. I have been getting into so many spiritual conversations recently about ascension, descension, spirit guides, past lives, and really moving past any of our stories or human made story is into seeing the truth of all that is. And I want to have a conversation like those that I'm having off camera on the podcast because I know so many of us are sitting with these questions.

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How we can live our fullest expressions, our most joyful and purposeful lifetimes that embody who we are here to shine as. And there are so many different spiritual philosophi and traditions and lineages out there, and they're all so fascinating for me to dive into, but really underneath all of it is really the same. That we are all connected to the same divine energy that moves through all of us, and that each and every one of us is here to embody our dharma, our souls, purposes. And really there are just so many different languages and tools that we can use to describe this one universal phenomenon as to us being here on this planet Earth and not really knowing why, but feeling into what makes us come back alive. And in this conversation with my dear friend Axel, who is a shaman and doctor of metaphysics, one of the most knowledgeable people I know, really diving deep into metaphysics, quantum physics, as well as shamanism, we speak about all of this. So we really start with the importance of first being here in our human bodies, in this present moment, the path of darkness, descension before the path of ascension, and what that really means. Then we dive deep into who our spirit guides are connecting with different deities, gods and goddesses, how to build a relationship with them, how to call upon them, how to work with them, learn about their mythologies, how to connect to our own past lives, different archetypes that may feel familiar to us as well as scary for us, how to connect to our angels, our support squad, and know who is calling in even the question of whether we need to personify them or not. And then we dive into auras, the different colors of the auras and what they mean. So this is such a multidimensional and.

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Welcome back, Axel, to the highest self podcast. So great to have you here.

Yeah, thanks for having me. Happy to be here.

And the first question I'd love to ask you is, what makes you your highest self?

Openness. Just being willing to dive into things that do not always make sense or may seem a little bit scary. You know, you have to be willing to say, I'm willing to dive into the unknown. And I think that makes you. That makes me the highest self. And I think it really translates across the board when we're talking about spirituality.

Yes, I really think the unknown. It's hard because as humans, like with evolutionary psychology, like we have adapted to fear the unknown. Because the unknown is where I can get hurt, right? If I go into this dark cave, I don't know who's going to be in that cave. Or if I go into this jungle by myself, I don't know what animals are there. So, like, our human biology, in a way, has been conditioned to run away from the unknown. I mean, look at 2020. It was so much uncertainty, and that was driving People insane. But also, if we stick to what is known, I mean, imagine if we stuck to what we knew when we were 10 years old or when we were 20 years old or at any given age, we would never grow and expand from there. So it's like balancing that feeling of safety in your body and your nervous system, I feel, and moving into the unknown, which also requires you confronting your relationship with death, which I know is something you're massively passionate about.

Yeah, yeah. Death is like, this huge thing that I think, like, because, you know, in shamanism, you have to understand that death is part of, like, this Maya illusion thing. Like, we are. A lot of people kind of have had this experience where, like, you know, a loved one has transitioned, and somehow that loved one is still, like, communicating with you through, like, your dreams and stuff like that. And it's just kind of like this. You have to understand that death is like a perpetual state. Like, the moment you decide that you're gonna wake up one day, you're not gonna show up to your job anymore. You chose death over being the slave, the slave that you've been. If you've done it with a relationship where you're just like, okay, this is not for me anymore is this interesting illusion of, like, what we as humans have created, this fear towards death especially, again, coming back to, like, the nervous system, right? Like, your body naturally has this, like, apprehension of, like, oh, my God. Death is, like, the worst thing possible. But think of death as transformation or the ability to, like, rebirth yourself, recreate yourself, reinvent yourself. It's actually a blessing in disguise. And I think that's, like, the hardest thing to learn overall.

So true. So there's so much I want to chat with you about today, and we want to dive into connecting to spirit guides, angels, our. Our support squad. But before we get into that, you know, something that I really feel and I've known in my own journey, like, when I first got to spirituality, I'm like, I want to know who all my spirit guides are, and I want to talk to my ancestors and, like, I want know every single past life and. And what I'm realizing now, it's so much more about first being in your body and connecting to what is in your present moment, reality, connecting to your emotions, your root, the path of descension before the path of ascension. And I feel like so many of us, you know, with Instagram, TikTok, spirituality, we're like, I want to do all the fancy things. I want to astral project. I want to know all this information from the cosmos. But then we haven't mastered being here now. So can you share with us a little bit about the importance of first descending into the physical body before ascending and how it's actually not even possible to ascend if you're not first fully grounded?

Yeah, for sure. Like, so there's this common misconception in, like, Ascension theory, which is the whole point of it is to actually leave your body. Which part of, like, everything's 50 50, right? So you have to learn how to step outside of your body here and there. But it's kind of like a tug of war. Like, you'll leave your body, you'll come back to your body, and then there's times where you're just getting to know your body. And a lot of times people think that the body is just gross matter. It's, it's dumb. It doesn't really retain any information. You can't talk to it. But science has shown us that, like, for sure, like, you can talk to your body. You can tell, hey, I love you, you're amazing. And your skin will get better. Like, you'll start, you know, seeing yourself as more beautiful, and people will start picking up on that as well. So when it comes to, like, dissension, and usually too, like, people think dissension is a bad thing, but really, like, when you're doing, for instance, like, shadow work, shadow work is a form of dissension. Like, you're going deep down inside of yourself to understand what's kind of like in the background driving you to do the things that you do. A lot of times when you've been doing, like, energy healing, you have to, like, almost like, backtrack a little bit in time to understand how it's creating your future. So, like, it's infinity is always coming back and that, you know that that loop that always comes back around, you have to understand that your true potential to access everything in the cosmos comes by integrating both of them in the now, moment and obvious times. People think, like, the now and the present are the same thing, but the now is beyond time. The now is just like, okay, what else is there other than time itself? So, like, a lot of times, like, it's through your own body. Really, like, when you decide, okay, I'm not. Like, you go to a party and you know that the people at that party are people that don't resonate with you. And right before you end up getting to that party, you're feeling all this, like, weird vibration, like, oh, I don't want to be here, the anxiety or, like, you know, you start feeling gross in your stomach, that you want to vomit or something, that's all your body being in intuitive and talking to you. It's trying to tell you, don't go here. You know, what kind of energies here. And a lot of times people will ignore that. And then they wonder, why is it that they can't tap into their intuition so they can channel their guides, you know what I mean? So it's like a mix of these two vital vibrations that will always make you more powerful. When you recognize that we came to the spiritual realm to have an experience of being like super psychic beings that are able to manipulate matter at the end of the day with your mind, right. And like, if you're always thinking that this is your cage, this is your. Is like your prison, this is something you have to escape from, you're still running in this, like, illusion of yourself of saying, like, there's something better outside of this universe. But I mean, if you believe in God or the universe or whatever your. Your representation is, it's everything, right? That's why we're told, we're taught oftentimes to, like, find the love in everything that you do, because then that gets you closer to source.

Yeah, I love that so much. And I think that sometimes we use these concepts as like, spiritual entertainment. You know, it's like we're like, I want to, like, know about the Pleiades, and I want to know about, like, all the colors of my auras. And it's like, again, it's fun. I love doing that stuff too. But, like, that's not where the real work is. Like, the real work is going into those edges, those dark corners, those feelings that bring up a lot for you that sometimes it's the last thing that you want to be in. But that's really where spiritual growth and progress comes from. And, you know, I understand that for so many people, they don't know how or it feels really heavy. So I would love your tips on how we can start to maybe deepen into our shadows or these blind spots that we may be holding onto so we can actually from a more whole place, step into doing the more outer body spiritual work.

Yeah. So actually, I think the best way to do it, honestly, is to pull up your horoscope details. And I know it sounds kind of like lame at first because it seems like, cosmic, but every person's horoscope or like zodiac sign is tied to a specific angel. It's tied to a specific deity from Any pantheon, it doesn't matter what it is. So first of all, you got to be open to the fact of, like, if you have a hard set belief on, like, just angels are the main vibration of the cosmos, you can also talk to, like, an Egyptian God, you can talk to a Greek God. You know, something like that. How I started doing it was I got on this huge rant and I was like, okay, well, this is my horoscope. I looked up my stuff and I said, okay, what are the deities and the angels that are connected to that? And you can go on Google and type in, like, zodiac gods, and you'll notice that if you're an Aries, you connect with the God of war, which is Aries. But also if you're looking at that same information under the Egyptian pantheon, if you're an Aries, you connect with Thoth. So here are some, like, angel, like, some deities that you can automatically be like, okay, well, these are the beings that are based off of cosmic energies. Aligning themselves with me. Doing a little bit of research on those deities or those angels that you really connect with or are part of your horoscope will then give you interpretations as to your own characteristics, which then you have to work on in your body. So me being an Aries and Aries being the God of war that controls my zodiac sign, also thought, being there, I pursue a lot of wisdom through thought. And I also have, like, a lot of that fire anger energy where I can be, like, super aggressive when I want something based off of that war vibration. So by studying those two deities, I can be like, okay. One of the things I got to keep in check is the whole fact that, like, you know, I do have, like a. This temper that randomly just surfaces, right? And can be, like, problematic, but also super beneficial at times. And then also looking at the vibrations of stealth and being like, okay, well, I really pursue wisdom. I love wisdom and learning. And like, what is it? What are the things that make me feel like I'm nourishing my soul through that, like, kind of similar vibration. When you start kind of just looking at those quick details, you can then start focusing more on the material world through those, like, cosmic lessons that are vibrating through you. The same thing will happen with, like, Native American shamanism. Like, based off of my chart, I associate myself a lot with the falcon. The falcon is very strong. It has confidence. And you start noticing that if you're not embodying these things already physically, then you're not in alignment with those higher beings, those higher energies that you want to start, like, really connecting with. So then you start to sit down and be like, okay, well, where am I not feeling confident? Where am I not taking action? Where I know I should be taking action? And how can I become more of these cosmic vibrations incarnate? Because once you start really doing that, you start analyzing your characteristics, the actions you've done in your life, and what you're planning on doing next. That's where the cosmos starts shifting. Then you start seeing all these, like, angel numbers. You start just seeing all the synchronicities come through. And you feel like you've grown. Not because you've grown in your body, but you've grown in your aura. Your aura is part of your body, but you've grown in your energy. Therefore, your whole entire universe has grown. Your consciousness has grown, and it's coming back to your physical self. A lot of times, like, when you do this type of work, too, you'll notice that there's a lot of resonating factors with. For instance, and in my horoscope, I have the vibration of Autumn Raw, which is the vibration of being able to create things easily, but also the ability to destroy things. And I've had to sit down, looking at my charts and being like, okay, when I destroy things, why do I destroy straight up out of anger? Does it naturally happen? The moment I think to myself, like, oh, I don't want to do this anymore, Even though they asked the cosmos to shift something, I just felt that feeling. And when you start taking, like, this mental registry and you start understanding how your body reacts to specific things, like, when you really want to get to know your body, you talk to it. Like, one of the best things to do that I've taught my students is like, get a mirror. Stand in front of the mirror, and stand in front of it naked and just hear all the thoughts that come to your mind. If you start hearing, oh, God, I have, like, a lot of fat on my ass, or, oh, man, like, I could definitely, like, get Botox. Or you start hearing all these, like, negative narratives. You know, automatically that that's what you're creating in your reality. So you have to then come back and be like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Like, okay, you know, my fat on my body may not be kind of ideal right now, but you know what? It's who I am, and I'm going to accept that. Because if you can accept those, like, basic emotions, especially physically, when you're looking at yourself in the mirror, you get closer to accepting those other, more difficult emotions that are in your ego that are in your shadow. And then you can then sit down through your meditations and be like, you know what, I understand that, you know, maybe I had a fallout with like, my sister and like all the details that played into that. And I accept my role in it. I accept their role in it and I accept our role in it. Like, your body is always going to be a representation of everything that's going on in your reality. That's why when you feel like you're not really wealthy, your legs feel really like tense and they shake and you almost feel like this constant anxiety that you got to keep running and you've never had a moment to just breathe because your body's taking your internal beliefs and it's turning it into like a physical, like manifestation. And that's what always happens in any form of energy work and any form of esoteric guys. Just like you are the cosmos embodied. And like everything that you carry with yourself, every belief that you have for yourself is going to somehow give you a response on that. Because this universe is just a huge mirror. It's not really changing itself to cater to you. It's changing because you're telling it to change at some subconscious level.

So, so much there. So, first piece, if we want to look at what deities are connected to our birth chart, what do you recommend for doing that? Are there any websites or. If you just Google it, you'll find things I know in Vedic astrology as well. There are also gods and goddesses that represent the different signs too.

Yeah, yeah. So I mean, really all you have to do is trust the universe, trust Google. And I just type in gods and horoscopes, like horoscope gods or something like that. And then you'll start. Usually they'll pull up all the Greek or Roman gods, but that's still a really good starting point. You can look up Egyptian horoscope. Usually those horoscopes were built off of the gods so that you can understand and they'll tell you like multiple different kinds of gods as well. I don't really have a specific website that I go to because a lot of what I do is just like channel the word. But if you allow yourself and you trust that the universe is going to give you that information, you just go on Google and you, you're playful with your words. It might take you a minute or two, but you'll start finding the information for sure. I usually start off with like Native American type stuff. So I'll look up like Native American totem Animal. And most people don't think like, your totem animal is your spirit guide, but it actually is. It has a lot of different information as to, like, what people resonate with you, what your life goals are, what you should be focusing on. And you got to be open to exploring all the different pantheons. So, like, it's okay for you to type in, like, you know, Taino shamanism, zodiac, or like Hindu zodiac and stuff like that. So, like Vedic zodiac. So you can go ahead and start getting different perspectives and you'll notice that what the most important thing about it, I think by looking at all the different cultures that do it, is that you'll notice that they all came down to the same kind of conclusions on, like, your personality traits. But one of the things that you really got to understand is, like, just because you're reading these things, they're like a basic blueprint to help you understand what's the next level and what you should be focusing on. But they're not the thing that you can use to, like, you know, I often times hear people say, oh, you know, well, I'm an Aries, and I can't. Like, that's just my default. I just can't fix that. That's. No, I'm sorry. Like, you can't really say that at the end of the day because you do have free will. You can change the things that are in your chart by being conscious, by working on yourself, you know? Yeah.

And I feel like, too, I mean, it would be a good, fun project. I want to do this, look up every single system. Astrological system, Mayan calendar, Chinese zodiac, Zoroastrian system, Toltec, Vedic, other sidereal, the galactic. There's just so many systems out there. And write them all down and then see what are the similarities that you're seeing. What are the differences? For example, for myself, in Western astrology, I'm a Capricorn, so I'm assuming that's going. I don't know if you'd know what the date is, but I'm assuming it's going to be a pretty, like, grounded one. Whereas in Vedic astrology, I'm a Sagittarius, so it's more of a Durga, more of a fiery energy. In human design, I'm a projector, so that's more of an air energy. So someone might be like, well, it's earth and fire and air. Like, that doesn't make sense. But it's like, well, you are all of them. You know, in some areas you have fire, in some areas you have water in some areas, you have this. And also, too, I like to work with goddesses that have the energy that I don't have. Like, I love to work with the water element because I want more water in my life. I surround myself with water. I end up being friends with a lot of water people. So I think, too, it's like, harness your strengths and your gifts and call in what you are seeking more of to bring back that balance.

Absolutely, Absolutely. Yeah. I love what you said about, like, the elements. Like, oftentimes we think about, like, our zodiac, where I'm a fire sign and I can only be with fire people, but it's like, too much fire will burn you out eventually, right? So you got to be able to be like, okay, what are the opposite traits that I can surround myself with? Like, my significant other. And I like, he's a Pisces. He's a water sign. I'm a fire sign. And because of that, like, we have, like, a really great balance. Because when I'm way too fire, he has that flow, that water, to just allow me to, like, see things from a different perspective and even, like, calm me down in different ways. And we kind of, like, compliment each other like that. So it's really important to kind of, like, even take a registry from time to time. Don't be, like, a weirdo about it, but, like, try to find out what your friends are like, you know, when it comes to, like, their zodiac. Just, like, the most basic stuff. And it helps you understand why you're closer to certain signs, certain energies versus others, because they bring a certain something in your life. I know for sure. Like, I surround myself a lot with, like, rather water or fire people because the fire people really help me stay creative and motivated. The water people always challenged me to think outside of my normal spectrum, which is, like, we gotta, like, win, right? Because, like, I have that energy of winning. So it's very interesting when people are able to kind of just explore this, because what I like to do, too, is, like, I'll pull up a spreadsheet, and I'll just keep, like, a sheet of everything that I've looked up. And sometimes you're going to look up all the information and it won't make sense to you right there. And that's where patience comes in. You have to be like, okay, I'm going to explore this. I'm going to start looking for it in my life. I'm going to try to figure where I'm holding these kind of energies in my. In my own body. And by doing that, you start seeing manifestations shift. You start actually reprogramming your subconscious because you're shifting how you look at yourself ultimately.

I love that so much. So when working with deities, I would love for you to share. How can we know which ones we we most resonate with are meant to work with? Like, for myself, it's always been a certain one draws me for a certain period of time. Like, I have my lifetime girls like Lakshmi, Saraswati, they are my lifetime queens. And then I have certain energies that I'm like, okay, a little bit more Kuan Yin right now, a little bit more Durga right now, etc. So I would love for your advice on how do we know which deities we're meant to work with and for how long?

Yeah, so like, it's just like hanging out with any friend. Like, one of the things I really like to focus on is not putting them on a pedestal. Yes. You have to understand their cosmic beings. They know more than you. You definitely don't want to disrespect them, but they're here to be your friend. And if you're coming from it, from this authentic space, you're not going to have a really negative experience. One great example is Chinnamasa. Like, Chinnamasa is one of those Hindu goddesses that she cuts off her own head. And her imagery is really almost violent and dark. But when you start to hang out with her, she's super down to earth. Like, she's like a bullshit zero type person. And like, if you like those kind of vibrations or you understand that your friend is that kind of person, then when she says something to you and she said, you know what? You got to stop hanging out with so and so you got to stop smoking cigarettes. You guys stop doing this. You know, she's telling you that because it's the best, most highest vibration that you need at that moment. Now, the deities and the energies, they switch because they're cosmology energies. They're like natures of reality. So, like, this year is all about the energy of Mercury or Hermes basically is the messenger energy traveling like movement. Last year was all about Rahu and it was a lot about like Saturn energy with Saturn is also another God, which is basically Hades. And you end up, well, it's debatable, like Hades. But yeah, you end up like, kind of like seeing, okay, well, if this whole entire year is ruled by this particular energy, I can talk to that deity this whole year. Like, I've been talking to Hermes all year long. Asking him, what should I do? Where should my focus be? And you're not going to be talking to them all the time. Like, you don't hang out with all your friends 24 7. Like, you have to be okay with that because you need your time to grow. So a lot of times you're going to be rather looking at the astrology and figuring it out. It's easy to just find that on the Internet. Or other times you'll have dreams like, my hubs the other day, like, well, a month ago, he was like, he woke up and he literally said, have you ever heard the name Baglamuti? And I'm like, where did that come from? He's like, I don't know. I was in this, like, dream. And he described her dimension, which is like the turmeric ocean. And he was like, I don't know. She was talking to me and she said her name was Bhavamuti. And I was like, yeah, well, she's the Hindu goddess of, like, basically, like, stopping gossip and negative energy being spoken at you. And he was like, mind blown because he didn't know anything about her. But she showed up and she was like, hey, what's up? Let's hang out, right? So you got to be open to those kinds of vibrations, especially because they want to hang out with you if you're a conscious person. And, like, they'll show up rather through text, they'll show up through a friend. And you can also choose who you want to hang out with if you tell the cosmos, like, you know what, I really want to learn more about, you know, manipulating time. I want to learn more about finding love or becoming a better mother. And you'll start. You'll notice that if you want to become a better mother, out of nowhere, Isis and Egyptian alchemy will start showing up. Or if you want to become better at bending time, Makahala is going to show up and. And he's going to want to hang out with you. So it's more so like this intuitive thing because they're all listening to you. Like, sometimes we think about ascension as like, the deities and all of them are like, super high up, but really they're just like on the same playing field because there is no distance or time. They're just waiting for you to be willing to talk to them because they still abide to free will. So sometimes people are like, oh, what are my guides? But you weren't specific enough as to what guides you want to talk to. They'll hang out with you for as long as they got to hang out with you. Some of them have been with you for many, many lifetimes. And like, when you start like doing like a kasha record channeling or like a channel my guides kind of reading, like, they'll show up first. And those are usually the people that are like, they roll with you all the time. You probably have even been incarnated with them in specific lives. But other ones, you just come through as an experience just to, you know, it's just like social networking and any, any other level. Like, you talk to somebody, you get to know them, you keep their contact. If something comes up and you know, you know that they're capable of taking care of it. You're. Hey, you know, I like, I need a quick favor. You know, you got to keep that, like, openness when you're doing your own energy work, because everything is energy. Your own consciousness is going to always allow, like your own consciousness can be your own spirit guide. That's the other thing. Like, it's taken me years kind of like to sort of realize this, but your future self can be in a meditation right now talking to the present self, which is the past to them. And they're guiding you, you to do X, Y and Z to get to the next level. Like, you are your own spirit guide. We're all interconnected. And it doesn't always have to be a deity or an angel that's talking to you to guide you.

Yes, all of this so, so important. So with deities and goddesses, I know for myself, like at the beginning it started with certain ones, I would see, like, their statue or their image, and something about them called me in. Like, certain ones, I would just look at them and I'm like, I want this energy in my life. And certain ones actually scared Kalima energy, China musta energy. And it's funny you mentioned she knows that because she's actually in my oracle card deck, a yoga path deck. And you know, I was like, I don't know if people are going to want to pull Cheetah master. She has like, you know, headless bodies with, like, blood gushing out of them. But, like, she is also that important energy, that kind of we're all going through right now of death and letting go and rebirth. So sometimes too, it's. It's energies that it may feel frightening at that time, but you can feel that you're moving through that. I know with Isis energy as well, like, like so many high priestesses, people who resonate with that archetype, like Isis is the goddess of that. So looking at images of different goddesses and gods and seeing what calls out to you, I think also, like, what they stand for and certain lessons in your life you can personify with them. Like, you know, I love sacred sexuality, so Lolita Sundari, she is the goddess of that that I will always have. You know, if I'm in a situation, I'm like, what would Lolita Sundari do? And I, like, use that as almost like a reflection of someone who's embodying completely that path. And the beauty of the goddesses is like, they're so kind of, like, single focus that, like, Lolita Sundari can just be about sacred sexuality. But us as humans, we're so multidimensional, so it's like we're able to pick and choose. Okay, I'm going to use this energy in this area of my life and another energy in this area of my life and. And have that beautiful dance of like. Like, harnessing that archetype and stepping into that archetype without thinking that that is a person that knows better than us. It's like that fine balance of, like, it's not like, now it's like, Lolita Sundari knows the answers and I don't, but it's like, how can I have more of her energy in my everyday life?

Yeah. Yeah, for sure. I also think about them as, like, coaches, you know, in a way. Like, I don't know too much about this one subject matter. And just like, in the material world, you technically would hire somebody to help you master those kind of skills. You can still have that kind transaction with the deities or the angels or whatever you're talking to. Like, you just be like, you know, I'm gonna offer you a shrine just so that you can educate me until I learn the things that I want to. I want to learn. One of the things, too, is, like, not too long ago, they gave me a mantra which is, like, so powerful, and it made so much sense where I was getting psychically attacked, and I have this thing where, like, if you're psychically attacking me because I know the amount of power I can do, like, I don't want to directly involve myself in that because it might be overkill. And then I was in this weird place, and then Kali came in, and she was like, you know what? Don't you have friends in the other world that back you up? Like, let us take care of what you need to be taken care of. And I said, cool. Like, I'm Going to sit back and I'm just going to let you guys do it. And they did it. And I heard the mantra of, like, my friends always help me when I need it, but when they need me, I help them as well. And like, it's a two way relationship. Like, sometimes the deities come through and they want you to kind of like they need your help in some way. Like, not because they're ultimate divine beings that are limitless, because they too are still learning specific things. And sometimes they'll learn through your own experiences why it is that humans do a specific thing, right? Why they hold themselves back from fully fulfilling themselves. A lot of times we think that they're all knowing beings, but there's many times where you'll, you'll talk to like a God of war and what you really want to know is, is love. And you'll ask this God of war, this love question, and they'll be like, you know what? You're asking the wrong person. Because they're only specified in that one particular subject matter. So you had to be okay, like kind of jumping around. Coming back to what you were talking about, like those statues, right? There's been plenty of times where like, I've seen statues and I've been like, they're scary. Some statues are definitely scary. And you're like, I don't know, I should be diving into this. But there's like this magnetic draw. And like the statues themselves have, like, they were created as a visual representation of the energy you're connecting with, but also it's a representation of like, what you carry inside. That's something that I've definitely learned a lot with hanging out with Makahala, which he's wrathful compassion. And like, a lot of times we think of Kuan Yin as compassion in like loving, mercy ways. But also Makahala can be like, you know, you know what? Like, the most compassionate thing for me to do for you right now is to not give your bullshit space, right? Like, you have to be like, really direct with that. And sometimes, you know, you can be merciful through the Kwan Yin energy and help someone really grow. But then other times by setting a boundary and be like, you know what? This is not okay. If you want to continue being in my reality, you got to look at what you're doing, and that's having like a very stern compassion from the Makahala vibration that then can help a person be like, whoa, oh, I got to wake up. Like, you know, I mean, I'm about to lose something that's like, really important to me. Whether it's a friendship or a relationship or whatever, it's one of those things that you really got to be open to. And even if you have that fear and you feel the calling, like, just dabble, Do a little bit of research. I never recommend going to work with any deity or vibration without doing some research first. Like, figure it out. Like, read what as much as you can and then see why this energy is calling into your life. Like, because if you can be aware of, like, why Sekhmet is showing up for you, and you're like, okay, well, she's all about embodying your personal power, your own radiance, taking action. And then you're like, well, yeah, I've been actually kind of, like, stuck for a while, and I don't really know which way to go. That's why she's showing up to you. That's why she's highlighting herself to you because you had a cosmic level, are asking for help, and she's like, yo, I can help you through it. But you have to, first of all, like, be conscious of who's there and then invite them into their reality. Because just being conscious of them is not enough. You actually have to say, like, all right, let's go hang out. Let's go chill, because that's how they get to your house.

Pretty much, yes. And also, reading about their stories is so helpful because the mythology is there to teach you lessons. Like the lesson of Sekhmet. It teaches you what happens when anger gets out of hand. You know, like, she is that lioness, and her anger and her rage is her power. But then when it goes out of hand, she ends up, like, killing everyone that the God of Ra had to, basically, then. I don't remember exactly, like, basically had to, like, kill her and stop her from destroying everyone else. And it just is the example of allow yourself to release your anger, but don't let the anger run you. So that's why it's so powerful. And I mean, especially in so many of the goddesses, they are the same energy, but they transform into each other. It's like Durga. It's like a pantheon, right? She also is Lakshmi. She also is Saraswati. Then she turns into Lilitha, Sunara. She turns into Parvati. She turns into Kali. They're not different people in different points of time, but they're really energies that we're all simultaneously turning into. And reading about their stories teaches you these overarching lessons that can help us when we are feeling really fiery or feeling really emotional or feeling really creative. For example, in the Saraswati story, Saraswati is the goddess of creativ. You know, for so many musicians, artists, she. She is the goddess for them. And that's why I love her. However, in one of her stories, her husband basically left her because he was saying it was. I think it was the embodiment of Vishnu was saying that you're not like a wife material. You're not taking care of me, you're not taking care of the home. All you care about is your literature and your art and your music. So it's like, again, it's that lesson for, like, so many of us as women who are inspired to live our soul's purposes of, like, sometimes the shadow aspect that we can experience is someone saying, well, you're not maternal enough. So, yeah, like, diving into their mythologies and their stories can really teach us so many lessons in our everyday lives as well.

Yeah. And that's like coming back to, like, ascension descension. Like, a lot of times you'll work with a deity and it seems like they're testing you and things got really out of hand and you're like, oh, my God, I don't know what's going on. But it's only so that you can see past your own limits and past your own, like, like limitations in general when it comes to, like, how you perceive your reality. Like, I know I've hung out with a ton of deities that have put me in a really uncomfortable position. And sometimes they give you a heads up. They're like, something's about, like a lesson's about to show up, just letting you know you better be ready for it. Other times it just catches you off guard and you're like, in that moment, like, so uncomfortable. And you have that opportunity to, like, step outside of your ego, your normal framework, your normal limitation to then ascend. It seems like a dissension moment, but only until you choose to, like, not let it make you go down again, you know?

Exactly. And it is that perpetual balance because if we're only, you know, there are some people who. They think the entire world is just whatever is physical. I am my body and that is it. And there's nothing beyond. So they could benefit from a little bit more of the air energy, the angel realm, you know, things that are a little bit more cosmic. And then there are some people who are just like, plant medicine every weekend, like always in the other realms, but they haven't mastered being here in their body. So it is, you know, the universe is in a spiral. Like every single thing in this world, if you look at even a plant, it's always spiraling and spiraling and spiraling. And really, it's that lesson of we're never done with anything. It's going up, it's going down, and we're always going to come back around from a deeper and deeper and deeper understanding that you may have a certain time period with the deities, and then you may like, kind of just go into meditation, and then you may come back and then you're into the angels, and then you kind of just like go into this other. This other realm. And I think so many of us were so used to, like, the Western school system of, like, you need to stick to one thing, and like, that is the only one thing. And if you bounce away from that, you're a failure. It's like, no, your. Your higher self, your. Your soul is really guiding you towards what lessons and what realms and dimensions you need to experience. And then, then when those soul contracts are complete and it's important for us to now learn from these other realms and perspectives that will take us to the next spiral of growth that we're in.

Yeah, no, definitely. The way too, that you can look at it is, for instance, if you look at, like, Sekhmet and then you look at Kali, both of them are like pretty intense vibrations, but they kind of sort of bring you back to the same concept from two different levels of understanding. So it's like, it's okay if you're. If you're wanting to learn, like, power or something like that, and you jump through different deities that will teach you power because ultimately they're all cohesively coming back to give you perspectives that you wouldn't learn with one versus the other. Another thing that's really powerful with that kind of like, self mastery is like, a lot of times people will go ahead and they'll try to take a ton of psychedelics. And I think that the only way to access the other realms is through those psychedelics. Psychedelics. When in shamanism, what we learn is like, you take psychedelics to learn the vibration and integrate it into your body. And a really, really powerful shaman is a. Is the kind of person that, like, you're in their presence and you can just feel their. Their lucidity, like they're in a different realm, even though it seems like they're still standing with us. Right. So you have to allow yourself not to always just like, piggyback and depend on a specific practice. Not even Meditation, or there's even mantras, right? Like, you can chant mantras over and over and over and over and over again, like, like him, for instance. But if you're always just chanting the mantra and you're never, like, integrating it into your body, that's what they were made for. They were made for you to be an embodiment of divinity. And we are like, like, almost like a soup of all the deities, all the vibrations in the cosmos, and they're just waiting to surface through us. Us rather do an experience or do something else. Like, I've definitely learned that, like, with my career where there came a point where I was just kind of like, okay, well, I want to hit the next stage, because I won't have to deal with a lot of the drama at this lower stage that I thought I was dealing with. And then when I ascended, right, Quote, unquote, from one step, one level to the next, I noticed that, like, the same patterns were still there. They just changed their forms. They weren't that intense. And I had to learn, like, a different format of what I was dealing with before so I can get even better at, like, doing what I do on a daily basis. So a lot of times there's like, this escapism, vibration when it comes to, like, ascension, even where, you know, like, you're always relying on something else to almost, like, come through and save you. But a lot of times when you really become really good friends with these vibrations, they'll put you in positions to test you on your own willpower. Like, we're not always going to be there to save you. Like, this is your life that you have to experience. We're here to teach you, to help you embody and make it easier. But we're not here to, like, do the heavy lifting for you. You're the one that decided to come to the third dimension, have that experience to learn polarity. And a lot of times people are like, oh, well, you know, looking at Tinamasta, she's like, really intense. Like, she must be evil. It's a natural human perception to see her images and be like, oh, you know, like, whoa, I don't want to be involved in that. But then when you take the time to get to know her, to get to learn her, you end up realizing, wow, this is one of the most, most beneficial things that could have happened to me to grow and become more of who I was supposed to be. It's like, they're all part of your greater soul purpose at the end of the day.

So true. So now moving into spirit guides. So many of us, we are seeking to work with spirit guides, but we're stuck because we don't know who they are. So first of all, how important is it to know who they are specifically? Do you think they are like. Like certain maybe people or archetypes? Or do you think it's more our ego putting on a face and a name around energy?

Yeah. So that one's one that like the Egyptian God thought had taught me. He was like, you know, I'm. If we're all interconnected, I'm just another version of you that has acquired all this information that you don't currently perceive. And I was like, well, that was kind of like mind blowing. But yeah, when you're connecting with them, like, you don't really. They're like informations, right? So like, if you can embody the vibration of catastrophe, which is basically pleasure, if you're finding pleasure in your life, that the just the vibration of pleasure is ascension and will lead you to certain places. Every vibration has a decentral ascension vibration like we were talking about, which, you know, you can take pleasure and really make it toxic, but you don't necessarily always have to know their names. And I think a lot of times people get stuck and they feel like they can't move forward because they can't see them, they can't hear them, they can't feel them. All you have to know is that they're there, right? And then be willing to take steps into the unknown and just be like, okay, show me what is going on. Like, show me what I need to do next. A lot of times my. My spirit guides, I just hear voices. Like, somebody will chime in. I think I have like hundreds of thousands of them. And they'll just like show in and be like, hey, you need to do this right here. Here. I don't always know who's saying that. I just know it came from a higher vibration that is obviously trying to guide me to the next level. And I'm just like, I might as well just listen. That's the point of it. Like, you could ultimately say that every spirit guide, deity, angel, everything is just another echo of Source, which is just another echo of you. And who's to say that sometimes you hear a voice or like a prompt, a gut feeling, and that's not just Source transmitting itself through you. A lot of times people even think that Source is so far beyond them that they have to connect with the spirit guides first. And it's just like, no, you can choose Your experience, this is like a la carte almost like you can choose to become, you know, really well versed with a bunch of angels. But I really do recommend that you understand that angels are part of a greater vibration, which is called daemons. Right? So that means demons also fall under that category. So demons and angels are daemons and they just have different philosophies on life. And automatically people. People will see like, the word demon and be like, oh, negativity. Not all demons are negative. You know, some demons are. Are actually really well intertwined with other gods and deities that have existed before. Like, a great example is baal. He was the Canaanite God of like, wind and like, harvesting and the sun and stuff like that. And when the Canaanites basically started fading out, BAAL got turned into a demon of pestilence and. And also a demon of cure. So it's like there's that double vibration, Amon, in Egyptian vibrations as well. He was the God of secrets of the unknown, of, like, your unconscious mind. And as, like, Christianity started stepping in, he got turned into a demon. So you have to be willing to even just allow them to teach you who they really are. And sometimes that's just going to come through as like this random instinct. Like, you got to buy this one book about, you know, Egyptian gods and like, you start messing around with Tarot. There's. I think tarot has been probably one of the best ways to really connect with specific deities. There's two tarot decks that I really love. It's like the Goddess and Sirens and the gods and Titans, and they have so many different kind of gods and goddesses in that, where you shuffle the deck and one day you just pull out, you know, freaking Apollo, and you get to embody his vibration, which could be, you know, like luminescence or becoming very determined towards a specific vibration. Like, a lot of times it's just synchron too, because you'll ask for an answer and you'll be like, okay, should I quit my job? And you look at the clock and it's like 11:44. That's technically a spirit guide talking to you. You didn't have to know his name or whatever. It talked to you through the numerology and numerology, geometry, mathematics, all of that is a spirit guide as well. We can't just put it into like, this position of a physical body because we are the mathematics that creates the rest of the cosmos. There's no separation between. Between us.

So true. Yeah, I feel that it's all energy. And our human minds cannot compute energy if we do not have personification around it. And really like, even deities like that ultimately is why they have names and statues and stories. It's so like we humans can grasp these energetic lessons. So what can be helpful to just trust that there is a higher power that is supporting you and cares for your highest good is to begin journaling and practice some automatic writing and write down. You know, I meditate. I'd like to connect to my spirit guides, those who support me, those who are here for me. And then you can start writing what is your name? And then just let your hand. Sometimes you could use your other hand. That allows you to be a little bit more receptive and see if your hand starts to, like, come up with a name. I know for myself, it. It did. Now, looking back on it, I think it was like my own highest self writing a name so I would believe it. Like, now I don't hold on to spirit guides as much as, like, I have my spirit guide, which is like this Indian man. And from this time it's more like I have support. And I know when I make a decision, I know when I'm guided somewhere else, I know I have the support. But what helped me now trust that and not question it is to have this personification, this practice of like, who's my spirit guide? Like, where are they from? What are their name? Like, what do they look like? Because that just helps you build a relationship with the unknown. And then eventually what happens is you don't really need to hold on to the identification as much because you're just like, truthfully, it's beyond my human understanding. So I'm just going to just trust that it is.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. And that's kind of like the divine force of movement that goes to the cosmos is like what you're pretty much going over for sure.

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One of the things I think is like really important too is like the whole perception of non attachment that you know, like is in Buddhism like attachment is the root of all suffering. And a lot of times like when we're like oh I got this one guy and like this is my ride or die. Which is like okay, you could have that person. But if you're constantly Just attached to that person. You're going to notice that eventually you'll get cut off from them because they don't. They don't have that level of attachment either. Like, a lot of the deities and stuff that like, that they are like polyamorous. They're like, they're willing to explore not being like, almost like shackled to anyone's situation. So you have to be willing to say, okay, like, for an extended amount of time, I worked with this person or this energy, because sometimes they also shift themselves. Like, you'll start working with a specific vibration, and it showed up as a person or being that you could talk to. And then out of nowhere, that energy kind of like disappears and. But it's still in your aura. And it starts showing up as, like, life lessons. It starts showing up as conversations. It starts showing up as, like, dreams that you're still in the vibration of that deity and that deity is still in you. But you have to remember like, that, like, just like Gaia, right? We look at Gaia. Gaia is not only the celestial planet that we live on, which is an extension of our body. She's also a spirit that you can talk to. Ultimately, you're always talking to the spirit guide when. Which is Gaia. If you just go out into nature and you allow your mind to clear out and connect with nature, it doesn't have to be super complicated. It's just you're. Eventually you end up learning these different perceptions that will then teach you how to become more of yourself. Definitely. Like, with like, automatic writing, I think that's one of the best things that you can do is like, you start like, asking a question like, who's my spirit guide? And you might not get an answer. So a lot of times people are like, oh, this is work the moment they don't get an answer. So you have to be like, okay, let me change it. Like, what do my spirit guys want me to know right now? And they'll might just give you like, one word, like love. Okay, okay. Love. What does this word love mean to me? And you almost like, create like a tree map that is basically all these word associations, and that's you channeling maybe one or multiple different deities that are talking to you at the same time. And another thing that you need to understand is, like, even your past lifetime has to be like, they're like spirit guides as well. Because, you know, if you lived in a lifetime that is associated to like, Atlantis, for instance, then you'll notice that a lot of things that happen in The Atlantis story are replaying now. So, like, your past lifetime to experience all those things back then is coming through right now again and reminding you, like, hey, this one pattern, this is how you defeat this one pattern by practicing meditation. Sometimes you're doing yoga and, like, you just have a revelation in general. And that revelation in is just pure energy. And a lot of Egyptian alchemy, there's this reference towards the waters of chaos or like, infinities. And I think that's what's really powerful is, like, you can never define infinity, therefore, you can never define anything in the cosmos for what it really is. Like, it's always going to be continuously expanding, growing, and changing from your current perspective. So you have to be willing to dive into the unknown of those other perspectives. You have to be willing to even be wrong and say, like, what if you know know everything that I've been working with, everything that I know, everything that I've gotten accustomed to isn't the full spectrum of what is infinity? And when you start really considering that, you're like, it can't be because infinity is infinite. Like, infinity is eternal. You cannot define it. That's why it doesn't have a specific calculation to it. So what is that? And I think that's where the ego really starts to kick in and be like, no, you got to work with this one deity. No, you can't step out of the, like, you know, just working in the light spectrum, for instance. And that's where you can fall into, like, a common term where people today call it like, the false light. Right? Like, the false light is essentially just your ego telling you this is your limit. Right? And that, like, when you believe that limit in any way, shape or form, like, rather, it's good or bad to be one way versus another, that's where you're, like, creating a holographic reality that is going to always supply a limitation at the end of the day, especially when you want to step out of it and grow. Like, you have to be willing to say that your ego knows about a specific kind of reality. Maybe you're a chef. There's a part of your ego that knows a lot about cooking, but there's another part of you that is well versed in tarot. And you've never been able to explore that because you've subscribed to the chef identity. And a lot of the deities will even show you that, like, through the work that you do with them is, like, they don't even subscribe to their personalities. The goddess Isis is Really powerful to teach you that. She says, like, you're. You're a being of 10,000 names. Like, your name ultimately doesn't matter. It's the vibration behind what embodies each one of those names. And today you have to even look at your own personality and say, okay, like, Excel, you know, is just so much of what I understand myself to be be this lifetime. Like, who am I if my name is no longer Excel, Right. And who am I if, like, Excel can't subscribe to the story that he's lived in? Like you? That's where power really comes from. That's where ascension truly lies. So uncomfortability.

Absolutely. Yeah. Imagine if you just didn't have any of your stories and you were just placed into this reality right now. Who would you be?

Absolutely. And it's just like, this is weird. This is weird. Like playing grunt.

I know when I go into it, I'm like, but one thing just to bring it back for people just starting on this journey. What really helped me when I first started of, like, what are my past lives? Do I have spirit guides? I remember I was like 20 years old. I was in this study abroad in Paris, and I had no friends there. It was completely by myself. So I had all this time just like, by myself to think and contemplate. So I started to write down, down. What are the historical time periods that, like, really resonate with me? Like, when I think about them, I feel like I was there. I love them. What are the languages? What are the cultures? What are the archetypes? What are, like, the types of people? So I started to write down, like, I love, like, indigenous medicine woman, like, something about them. I just. I just feel a connection. An African young girl in a village who's like, dancing to the drums with a big smile. I feel a connection to that Hawaiian culture. There's something in me with that. So I just started to write them down. That really created my first connection of, like, there's something here. There's also certain time periods and archetypes I really have a rejection towards. Like, for me, it's the going to, like, the south, seeing plantations. Like, I get the heebie jeebies because I have been a slave in many different lifetimes. Like, or I grew up in Boston and seeing all the colonial buildings there. I'm just like, something shit hit the fan here. Like, get me out. That's why I left as soon as I could. So, like, also there has been trauma, inserted lifetimes, you know, the witch hunt wound, et cetera. And then when I started to move into my spirit guides, they really are a reflection of those lifetimes, like the indigenous medicine woman, the African dancer. And certain ones I feel a greater pull to in certain time periods of my life, when I was writing the books on Ayurveda, very deeply connected to the lifetime that I was an Indian Rishi man in northern India. I actually had this dream once that I was flying over India and. And something pointed to me. It was like I was flying over a map of India, and it was like, this is where you're from, the Sarasavati River. And I was like, sarasavati River. I woke up and this was, like, way before I even knew any of this stuff. And I Googled it, and I found out that that was a river that dried up, like, thousands of years ago. It doesn't even exist right now. And it was where the original Vedas were written. So I know, like, that was proof to me. It showed me that I was there. So. So for me, it's like kind of one in the same. My spirit guides, my past lives, the goddesses, they all come from these similar energies, archetypes, historical time periods that I feel most resonant with, that I know I still have karma to play out in this lifetime. For me, Lemuria, like, that is such a huge mission of mine to bring that Lemurian frequency, to bring heaven on Earth. And I literally had to play out out an exact situation of how I died in Lemuria in this lifetime, again with someone who was very Atlantean. And I even remember the Atlantean lifetime. But I didn't have a good time in Atlanta. So you're super Atlanta and I'm super Lemorian. It's so funny because you're all in the science and technology. So I share this all because it doesn't mean you have to sit and wait for your dreams to tell you this, but it just comes from writing down, okay, what are the time periods, what are the historical figures, et cetera, that I feel most resonant with? And then from there, it will kind of show you, like, what's next. Can I read a book about it? Can I start listening to music? Like, because of my Lemurian lifetime, which I still probably feel the most connected to out of all my lifetimes, I went to mermaid school. Like, I live by the ocean. Like, I live my life thinking, how can I bring the Lumenorian frequency to Earth as my North Star? So it starts with just having this feeling of, like, I Connect to fairies, or I connect to dragons or whatever it is, and then letting that guide you towards. Towards what's next.

Oh, totally. Like, and what's crazy is when you end up sitting down and you think about. Because hindsight's 20 20, right? So, like, once you have the level of consciousness where we're at right now, you look back on your life and you're like, oh, damn. Like, I've always known who I am. I just kind of, like, forgot who I was. You've been doing the same things over and over again. I know. Definitely. When I was a little kid, I used to be super obsessed with mermaids. And, like, all of my classmates hated me because, you know, it was just like, I always had to create a project around mermaids. And then same. Fast forward you. Yeah, fast forward 20 years, it's like, oh, damn, I lived in Atlantis. That makes a lot of sense. Like, the water energy and, like, who knows? Like, the mermaids probably were an actual species of people at some point. And then you end up reading about, like, Sirius A and serious B series. B is a lot of, like, that water energy, like, mermaids live there. And you start kind of like, realizing that, wow, like, you have, like, this. You've always known. You just haven't known. You haven't been aware of it. I know when I was a kid, I was drawing a lot of. Of, like, Star of David, which in alchemy means, like, the balancing of all elements, and it also means the ether. So, like, nowadays, like, being an alchemist that's been able to study all this stuff in shamanism, I'm like, oh, duh. When I was, like, a kid and I used to be in church or someplace, that made me feel uncomfortable, I was drawing this symbol to stay balanced and stay grounded in my own power. And I didn't even know what I was doing, you know? So it's like, it's really interesting thing, especially too, like, if you feel like this draw to go to specific place. Not too long ago, my hubs and I, we went to Provincetown. And being from New England myself, I've always had this. Even as a kid, I had this, like, really huge draw to, like, the Native American culture that's, like, all around there. And I, when we went to Provincetown, we went into this one, like, pilgrim museum that's there. And being there, I was having flashbacks of, like, oh, this is why I don't really like the pilgrims. And this is why I don't celebrate Thanksgiving in a specific way. Or, you know, for me, it's always been like, I'm celebrating my ancestors, not the people who migrated here. Because there's so much. Almost like it was a really huge awakening that, like, okay, the reason why I'm so huge into Native American shamanism is because I've lived that life before. And the reason why I've had these traumas, especially living in New England area, and a lot of, like, the trials and tribulations that you experience living in Boston or certain places is because, like, I was almost, like, attached to the story of, like, my land being taken away from me and, like, you reincarnated in those places, almost hoping to make a difference. And that's the karma. Like, you have to sit down with yourself and be like, why did I get so attached to this? Why am I coming here? And a lot of people go to, like, Egypt and then all of a sudden have, like, an epiphany as, like, what they have to do and change their life to become happier. And that's just like that. The generalized energy of history, infinity. And basically, I guess, your spirit guides, if you really want to count it as that. But a lot of times you don't even need that to be, like, in your own power.

Yeah. When I was a kid, I was always drawing yin yang, Yin yang. And it's like the balance of the feminine and masculine energy, like, that was my thing. And then also roses. And, like, the rose lineage is the divine feminine, high priestess, goddess lineage of the sex rituals from goddess Isis, who trained Mary Magdalene, and, like, the entire Temple of the Rose and, like, the Venusian lineage, which I feel such a resonant with today. But as a kid, I was just like, I don't know, I. I love roses. I'm just going to keep drawing that. So it's like these codes are within us. And go back to what were the. Maybe the characters, the symbols that used to naturally draw as a kid, and what could that mean for your life today? I also think, like, that location alchemy is so important and where were you born? Because our souls chose to be born in that place for a reason. So, yeah, both of our souls chose to be. Were you born in Massachusetts?

Yeah, I was born in Springfield, Massachusetts. Grew up in Boston.

Yeah. So we both chose to be born in Massachusetts. And yes, that Wampanoag, that Native American culture. Same. I, like, have never celebrated Thanksgiving, like, since I was a kid. I'm like, this is wrong. This is the atrocity. And, you know, just feeling such a deep connection to the Native Americans, to the Salem witch Trials to, like, just all of the historical things that took place when, you know, Massachusetts is the first place that the pilgrims came, that we had some, you know, unfinished business, some karma. So look at the place that you were born, because it's not an accident. Also look at certain locations that you may feel drawn to go to because there may be some codes there for you. Like, I mean, astrocartography is a huge thing. If you look up your birth chart online, if you look up astrocartography, you can actually see all these different lines. Your Venus line, Pluto line. And it's says, what places around the world carry significant energy for you? But for me, India, obviously, huge one. Like, the moment I got the opportunity to go to India, I am like, I am there. This is me. But then from India, it was Bali. Like, I did not know why. I never met anyone in my life that went to Bali. I just knew that I needed to go. And me going to Bali is when I really let go of all of the conceptions of who I was and like, rewrote and reprogrammed my entire state of being. And I wouldn't have been able to do that if I hadn't come back to, to the womb space that is Bali. So certain places that really draw you. Like, each land carries its own energetic frequency. Like the land there, the nature there carries such potent medicine. And that's like the thing that concerns me with all this, like, metaverse virtual reality stuff. People are like, you're never going to need to travel again because you could just go to the pyramids of Giza on VR. I'm like, it doesn't have the energy. Like, I can be in a waterfall in VR, but it's not going to have the energy of the waterfall of being there in person. And I think, I think travel has really slowed down for so many of us and has become really difficult. But if there is that one place for anyone listening to this of like, I've always felt drawn to go to Morocco or Iceland or Machu Picchu, whatever it is, there is something that your soul needs to learn that it can only learn through being there. So, like, try to do whatever it takes to go there, because that will teach you the next step of where you're meant to go.

Absolutely, totally. Well, okay, like, astrocartography is a great example of like, cosmic free will because you get to see, like, what lines will be better for business, for like, self development, for romance. And depending on where you're at in your life, you're like, okay, well, I want to work more on my business. You would want to just look at those lines, right? You. You with your free will, you're choosing to be in that certain vibration. A lot of those lines are associated to the planet. So, like, let's say that you go closer to your sun line, and that's more so for, like, spiritual development. Development through that, through the sun vibration, you can still connect with, like, a lot of deities that are associated to that particular cosmic body. Like, each cosmic body has a set of deities that work with them. Like, if you've always been drawn, like, I've always been drawn to the sun. So, like, a lot of the things that I do is I look up like, you know, Apollo raw. Like, anything that's like. Like sun, fire, base. If you've been always drawn towards, like, Saturn, you can look up your guides and still have that energy too. And then you'll be to. Able. Able to see, like, how those. Those life lessons on your cartography and those particular deities will even present themselves in that one location. The other thing too, that I've noticed with, like, astrocartography and those, like, specific locational alchemies is, like, some of them make you feel uncomfortable even before you decide to go on your trip that way. And you should still go, even if you feel like some sort of, like, terror or something, because you're almost like, telling your body it's okay this lifetime. Like, we, yeah, we went to some shit last time, but now things are different. Like, we don't have to be, like, carrying that everywhere, and it's almost like a purge from your energy. Like, when I went to Aruba, I went to the top of this, like, volcano, and I didn't know why I was so obsessed. I was like, you know what? I will skip so many different things with so many different people that I'm supposed to be hanging out with here just to go to Volcano. When I got to the very top of it, like, I had a few revelations and, like, it was just. It was really interesting just how it all came together because I was like, oh, I've lived in Aruba before. I've lived somewhere around here, you know. And you end up. Even through the astrocartography, you'll see, like, how you've had multiple lifetimes. Like, on mine, Puerto Rico is one of the places that I'm supposed to go to. I'm freaking Puerto Rican, you know what I mean? So then Egypt, like, freaking Cairo is another place that I'm supposed to go to. And Cairo is where I Used to rule when I was a pharaoh back then. So it's like all these different things where you. You go to. I got drawn one time to go to the Anastasia City. I think it's in Utah. Utah or in Colorado. And, like, paying attention to how you feel when you're there. Because when I was in the Anastasia City, so high up, like 10,000ft up, I felt this extreme peace. I was like, man, I'm home. Like, I've missed this place. And I started crying because I didn't. I didn't even understand why, but it was like, man, like, if only people could see what this was, you know? I mean, and then I just had this feeling of feeling blessed that so long has passed and now I can still come here and see, like, what's happened to the world and how things have changed, how I have changed across the lifetimes, not being here anymore. And it's a very beautiful experience when you treat everything as being a sacred. Like, every step you take is sacredness.

Yes. That feeling of being home. I remember being in Bali that I realized this is my soul's home. Like, this, the culture, like, every aspect of it just feels like me. And I also really feel that way. Way with Hawaii, though not the commercialization of it and the way that it's been stripped from the local Hawaiians, that brings up a lot of triggering for me because I definitely have had lifetimes as, you know, a local Hawaiian. But then there are certain places for me and even temperatures that bring up a lot of fear. So for me, the desert, I really don't like the desert. And a lot of people, they love the desert. But I did a quantum hypnosis healing technique, which is Dolores Cannon's past life regression modality, that they take you to the deepest level of hypnosis. I've done two podcast episodes about this. Anyone wants to listen? If you just look up quantum hypnosis healing technique. But in one of the lifetimes, I went back to this lifetime in ancient Egypt, and I was a peasant and I was just, like, literally living in this, like, little, like, hut that I put together with some scraps that I found. And it was night, and it was so, so cold. And I was just shivering and shivering and I was sick. And then that night, I just died. I just died of freezing to death and being sick. That for me, when I'm cold, it's like I don't have a normal reaction to it. It's like I like I'm dying. And like Steven, my husband, he loves the ac and like, typically, men run hotter than women. So he's always, like, wanting to crank up the AC at night. And I'm like, you don't understand. I'm in pain. Like, my body hurts because my body is responding as if I literally might die. And also, being in a desert, I feel that, like, I might die here. I might just not have enough water and hydration. And also, you know, my ancestry comes from Iran, and Iran is like a desert. And I'm sure there has been. I mean, I know there has been so much atrocity that has happened in my lineage. So sometimes it also comes with, like, facing those fears of, like, I'm not going to die of being cold in the desert in this lifetime. I am safe in the desert. But if I don't know this, my body's going to respond. Even, like, the fear of bleeding out, that's a huge one for me. I've always been really afraid of blood, needles, particularly veins, because. Because, you know, I have died from being stabbed in different lifetimes that for me, a little bit of blood, it just sends my nervous system into, holy shit, we might bleed out and die. Whereas for some people, it's heights. For some people, it's public speaking. For some people, it's et cetera. And I think it's important for us to recognize that those fears can come from previous lifetimes, because you may not have actually had a trauma in this lifetime to have caused it. But when we can understand it comes from another lifetime, then you stop beating yourself up about it and taking this personal, and you can tell yourself, it is safe for me in this lifetime to. To bleed. It is safe for me in this lifetime to speak. It is safe for me in this lifetime to drive in a car. And that creates such a healing, to remember that what happened in the past is in the past. And we don't need to replay those fears over and over and over again, otherwise we're actually going to recreate that same karma again in this lifetime.

Absolutely. And, like, you know, talking about, like, reprogramming your nervous system, that's how you do it. You know, like, you can do it through, like, energy medicine, but you can also do it to, like, traveling and, like, connecting. Connecting to these sacred spaces and then kind of just not only just, like, creating a new narrative around it, but allowing space for you to overcome that karma, because it is ultimately whatever response is holding some level of power over you. It is your karma to overcome. And, like, I need to be with.

A bloody person in a cold desert.

Fuck.

Happy birthday.

Right? But, you know, like, I know a lot of people who have been like, yo, you know, I used to be a witch, and, like, speaking out of magic and stuff like that got me burned at the stakes. So I'm afraid to speak now. Like, if you have that level of knowledge internally that's come to you some way, force yourself to do the opposite of what the trauma is, no matter how difficult it is, put yourself in that position of saying, like, okay, I'm going to do the opposite so my body can recognize that this is not going to be the same situation. I oftentimes try to put myself in an in, like, boats, and I go out into, like, the sea and stuff like that. Because I died in Atlantis, I would, like, I went down with the city because the king told me, you got to make sure specific people do not get off the island. You, unfortunately, you're going to have to go down with it. And some of the last memories I have is, like, when the city finally went down, I was floating in the depths of the water, and it was getting darker and darker and darker and darker, and I'm like, wow, like, I lived around water this whole entire time, and I never knew. I never thought that the water would take my own life. And nowadays, like, I'm like, as soon as I'm in a huge body of water, I start freaking out. I start thinking about, oh, my God, where are all the things I could, like, a shark? Like, there's massive sharks that live in the ocean. What if it just jumps and, like, takes a bite out of the freaking boat? Like, you know, you start going to all these things, and that's where you start meditating. You're like, you know what? I'm not gonna manifest this, because if I keep putting my attention on this, I will probably manifest a freaking shark showing up, you know, And I think.

That it's so important because, yeah, it's like, we can only focus on what feels good for us. And, yes, it's important to have pleasure and also go into what feels good, but it's also conquering those fears. Otherwise, they're going to keep, you know, having control over you. Like, you know, if you're afraid of going on a boat, think about how much you'll miss out on in your lifetime if you're letting that fear of, like, Jaws taking over your boat take you. And. And then sometimes, too, it's like you go, like, I went to Burning Man. I did not want to go, but I went, and I didn't love it. You Know, because I kind of went into it like, okay, I'm going to try my best. And I realized it still wasn't for me. However, it. Let me see. Oh, I can see why people love the desert. I can see why they have fun in this dimension. And it's probably just not going to be my place. I want to be in the jungle with the water. So it's important for us to have those different experiences and then also step into, okay, what actually is my highest truth.

Yeah. And another thing, like, while you were saying, saying that, thinking about, like, the energy of the desert, like, the desert itself can be a spirit guide. Like, so many shamans, like, especially in the Amazon, they've gone by themselves into the Amazon to learn from the Amazon. So, like, you can go to these. These locations and then just not even be going to, like, a specific thing like the Anastasia city or the Great Pyramids. You could just be in that element, and the element will almost, like, resurface a lot of internal knowledge that you carry from being that element. Because there are times where we. We're not even incarnate in between dimensions or bodies. Like, we can leave our body. And there's a possibility that you probably even had a lifetime as a freaking falcon for whatever reason. And, like, you have always been drawn to that particular animal. Look at what its metaphysical meanings are. Look at why you've always been drawn to water. What are the metaphysical meanings of water? All that is part of the greater temple template blueprint that is your cosmic self. Like, you have so many details. And what I like, what I really like to focus on when I do onto high is all that information's in front of you. You just have to allow yourself to say, okay, I'm just not perceiving it. Like, show me what I'm missing, and the universe will literally respond and show you that stuff.

Color alchemy, too, has been so massive for me of, like, certain days, I feel so drawn to certain colors that I, like, wake up and I go on Pinterest and I'm like, coral. Like, I just want to see things that are coral or, like, lavender. And it. And then I'm. Every day I'm like, I'm changing the whole furniture to coral or lavender, like, whatever the color is. But it's like that color has medicine for me. It's that energy that my soul is craving more of. So really tuning into what colors are alive for you right now. Which would you want to surround yourself with? And, like, certain time periods, too, we do have. I feel like, contracts with certain colors as well that, like, you know, you might have your deep purple couple of years or your forest green or a certain color combination. And it's like that energy is soothing or enhancing your soul in some ways. We also have colors that really repel us, you know, like, certain colors. You see it and you're like. Like, for me, actually, I used to love red, but now I don't actually love red. I know you love red, but I'm like, something about red. It's like, because in my life, maybe I'm already so, like, doing. And, you know, there's a lot of red energy in having a business and all of that that I'm like, I want to have more of the, like, softer colors, etc. But yeah. Do you ever work with different colors and, like, meditating on those?

Yeah, color therapy is huge in, like, alternative medicine. Like, one of the things that you. You'll notice is that if you're drawn to specific colors, they tell you about your personality. So you can look up, like, gold, the meaning of gold, the color gold, right? And I'll tell you, like, prosperity, royalty, whatever, and you might notice that, like, oh, damn, those are the things I'm always trying to manifest in my life. That's why I really like that color. Same thing happens when you look at the specific color you really dislike. Like, maybe teal or something like that. If you look at the metaphysical meanings of that, those are the things that are deficient in your body. Those are the things that you should probably be contemplating that would then balance you out and bring you to, like, a better place. Like, color, like, has been shown that if you wear it, not only does it stimulate a specific chakra, but it also, like, starts creating different formats of looking at life. That's why, like, if you live in a house that usually has, like, really muted colors, like gray or something like that, oftentimes it's hard for you to kind of see the positivity in reality or, like, to grab a lot of, like, creativity to create the things that you're looking for.

And research has fueling, too.

Yeah, you're not fueling your. Your consciousness, your unconscious mind to, like, be in a different state. So I usually recommend people, especially through, like, the laws of feng shui, like, pay attention to what crystals are in what areas of your house. Feng shui will tell you, like, you know, you're, like, the furthest portion of your house in this area should be pink. Like, just attempt putting pink sheets on a specific area. Look at your body if you're somebody who deals with a lot of, like, you know, liver issues, you can look up the qigong colors for liver and then notice that, okay, it's probably, like, a red color, and you'll start wearing red more often, so you can get rid of that energy. Or you. You might start sleeping in that color so you subconsciously start absorbing those vibrations. A lot of times we think, like, energy, work or, like, spirituality always has to be, like, a conscious effort, but you can do a lot of subconscious, passive things that still help you ascend and get to the next level. Absolutely.

Yes. Yeah. I have been really called to, like, all forms of orange. Like, that has been like, coral, peaches. I just love them. And it's, you know, the sacral chakras, Creativity, abundance, pleasure, Lakshmi, like, all of the qualities that I love and am seeking more of. And then, yeah, I think for me, the red, even though red is very similar to orange, but something about the red, it, like, has an energy of maybe anger for me, of, like, this, like, power and intensity and aggression that it repels me. So I don't know, maybe I need more of that in my life. Who knows? But I'm like. I feel like the world is already so, like, red and inflamed. I want more sexy orange. So, yeah, that's super, super fascinating. And different crystals as well. Like, I love citrine. And again, it has more of that creativity, energy. And two, I've learned that my aura has a lot of orange in it. So it's like, you know, I'm drawn to the color that has it. So I'd love for you to also share. How can we tune into what color our auras are?

Oh, that one's real easy. You can just close your eyes and you start kind of, like taking deep breaths to clear yourself away from. From, you know, the stuff that's happened yesterday, the things that you got to do in 20 minutes, you gotta, like, especially you should find a moment where you pretty much don't have anything to do for a couple hours so you can feel more comfortable in your own freedom. You take a couple deep breaths, you let go of all that stuff, those anchors, and then you just allow your mind to open. And usually what I tell my mind is, like, my mind expands infinitely in all directions, and I'll just let it, like, say that and then actually feel it happening or imagining it happening. And usually when you open up that doorway, you'll end up seeing a specific color that shows up to you. Now, that color that shows up to you is something that's currently in your aura and is currently something that you need to be paying attention to vitally, because that's why it's making itself available to you. The darker the hint, the more kind of, like, toxic needs to be worked on. So if it's closer to a black shade, you need to basically, like, find the element that's going to heal that. And if it's a little bit too light, almost reaching a white color, then there's. It's deficient. So black means overload, and lighter ends up meaning, like, not enough. You always want to have, like, a really rich, vibrant, bright color of any color that shows up to you.

Yeah. Oftentimes when I meditate. Meditate, like, when I actually really drop in, I see the color purple, and I thought, oh, everyone must see that, because it's the, you know, the color of your third eye that just must be happening when you meditate. But I asked other friends, they're like, no, that's never happened to me. And then I learned that also purple is one of the colors of my aura.

Yeah. And then two, what you can do is, like. I mean, they have aura cams, too, that you can check out.

Like, how accurate are those?

They're super accurate, actually. Yeah. Like, a lot of what I've done with. Because I have two different kinds of aura cam cams, and I've done tests with people where I've been like, okay, this is what I'm looking at. Let's put you through the scanner and see if that's actually what's happening. And the scanners actually pick up on it, because each one of your fingers, basically, in your whole entire body, your whole hand is light. You can't perceive, like, the different kinds of spectrums of light that are coming out of your hand, but the cameras can pick up on that, and they can pick up on the luminosity and then tell you not only what color your aura is, but what body parts and stuff like that are deficient and, like, they need a little bit more attention. If you ever checked out the Gateway Way process, that was really huge for a while on TikTok, I think you can do meditations where you're imagining, like, a specific color, like, coming into your body and feeling like even your. Like, you can see yourself in red. Right. Like a silhouette of red. And then you end up getting more vitality out of it. You can see a silhouette of green, and all of a sudden you feel like your. Your body's starting to breathe again. So, like, there's like this really interesting thing that your aura is even responding to your thoughts. And a lot of times people think like, your aura is like this fixed cross color. Like, oh, yeah, my aura is always gold. But really, day to day, moment to moment, your aura will change based off of, like, a thought that you're carrying the food that you're eating. And like, aura is essentially like energy, sweat. And the kind of aura that you produce on a regular basis is also working in tandem with the law of attraction, bringing in more of that energy into your reality. So people who typically have a lot of pink in their aura, those are the really loving people. And you just like you're around them and you just can't help help but like to be thankful for life and thankful for that person.

I've heard they're very sensual too. Like Britney Spears, Marilyn Monroe. They all have pink auras.

Yeah. And those are the people that you can't help but like, almost give your attention to. Exactly. It's exactly what it is. So if you wanted to become more of a loved person of those people that you just mentioned, you start imagining that you're always surrounded in this vibrant pink color. And all you have to do is imagine yourself doing that. Stand in the mirror, drawing, draw, like, take a picture of yourself even and paint it with like a highlighter that your aura is that way and look at it every day. And eventually your aura is going to start adapting to that and you'll start manifesting the events that come with that aura color.

So if you can just share a couple of the other aura colors and what they represent. So what, what does a red aura represent?

A red aura is usually associated to a person who has a lot of magnetism. They definitely know what they want. Now, there's different shades of red, obviously, so like more of a crimson. Red usually deals with a person who is. They're not necessarily honest and they're more so, like, vicious. So it's not always a bad thing. But they have like this, like, if you cross them the wrong way, they're definitely going to take it out on you. You know what I mean? If it's a lighter red color, then those are usually people who have a passion for life. They want to have more adventure and more fun. If it's like this cherry red color color, then those are usually the people who are like, they feel real sexy about themselves. Those are the people that really go out of their way to, like, look high.

Jennifer Lopez, is she one?

Yeah, Jennifer Lopez, she has a lot of red she has a lot of yellow, and she also has a little bit of green. So she's super creative with that yellow. The red is that sexual. Like, you know, I'm just. I'm hot. Right. And then, like, the green is because she's authentically. Like, she cares about the things that she's doing and the people she involves herself with. So a lot of times when you're working with these auras or you'll be able to tell, like, once you get used to it, too. And if you want to start seeing auras, you have to make a narrative in your head that says, like, you've been able to see auras your entire life. You just have not given the time of day to actually process that information. So then we go into orange. Orange is usually people who. They want to obviously manifest. The more vibrant of an orange, the more wealthy that person tends to be. Also, if the orange is more on a darker side, that person is carrying a lot of emotions that they. They can't, like, you know, let go of it. For them is the lesson of acceptance. If it's a lighter orange, then they're not embracing their emotions enough. Like, they're usually pushing it away. Like, I don't have time to, like, process this right now. I've got to do other things. Usually a lot of business people who are so involved in their business that they don't cater to themselves and their family have a lighter orange energy because, you know, they're suppressing emotions instead of actually dealing with them. Yellow is the color of creativity. Yellow. Yellow has a spectrum where it can even be like this gold color. If the yellow is more so, like this holographic gold, it means the person's mentality is extremely lucid and progressive. So those are the philosophers. Those are the people.

You can have a really yellow on you.

Yeah, yeah. So I carry a lot of, like, yellow and a lot of orange. A lot of gold as well, because of that. That's just, like, my personality. Right. If it's a lighter yellow, then those are the people who are constantly fatigued. They're always, like, carrying a lot of anxiety. They won't let go of the past. Things like that. When we go into green, green is associated to your relationships and, like, how you nourish your life. So the more vibrant of a green color you see on a person, it means that they're healthy to some degree, or they're like. They're really. Their focus is creating the ideal life. If it's a darker green, then they're. They're holding on again to a lot of like resentment or pains that are associated to like the relationship realm. Like versus like an orange, right? Sometimes like a darker orange involves like they, people just, they just get triggered very easily and they don't have a way to let go of it. Versus like a dark green will say like, okay, my mom hurt me and I haven't been able to find a way to move past this particular pain. A lighter green means that that person is afraid to fall into feeling more love or feeling more of themselves and being open and trusting the world. Blue is usually associated to authenticity and truth. And that one's like, I think the most valuable. If you're like an energy healer or you're, you have a lot of liars or something like that in your life, pay attention to the blue that kind of like comes to you. You might see it on them. You might see it in your mind's eye or you might even just feel it. Sometimes I can't even, I can't always see somebody's aura. I just hear it's a super dark blue, like a super dark blue, almost navy black color. And I'll be like, okay, well that means that this person's obviously, obviously not, not very honest or they're not at least in this moment right now, not telling me the truth. If it's a more bright, vibrant, almost like neon blue color, that person is hella honest. Their authenticity is like through the roof. Like, those are the types of people you really want to vibe with. People who have a lighter like blue color. Those are the people who don't speak up for themselves. They don't really always say what's on their mind because they're afraid of what other people are going to be thinking. So, so when we go into purple, purple at a neutral, like indigo, purpley color, that was a psychic person. The more vibrant of a psychic color that is like a vibrant purple, that person is more in tune with a specific kind of intuition. Now intuition kind of like changes by person. Some people are like third eye intuitive. Some people are just like environmentally intuitive. They just can really feel the energies around themselves. But that, that high vibration vibrancy purple will give you an indication of that. A dark purple means the person has basically shut themselves off from the intuitive side, usually based off of fear. Like they're afraid that if they go into their intuition, then they'll run into like a negative being that's going to cause them a lot of harm. A very light purple is usually people who don't believe in like the psychic realm or like their own ability to be psychic, which we also are. And then we come to the crown chakra, essentially, with which the crown chakra is usually describing to you rather two different spectrums. It's going to be like this raspberry color. If it's a raspberry color, this person's really in the moment. They're really in love. Even they want more of whatever they're experiencing at this current time. If it's a white color, then that person is more so seeking enlightenment versus being more so in the moment. So neither one of those colors is bad. It's just more so based off of the person. If you don't see a color that resonates with the crown chakra, then that's. That's where you kind of be. You got to be like, okay, like, how do I help this person? Because their crown chakra is somewhat like really low. None of your chakras can actually be fully shut off, but they can be, you know, running out 1% versus running at 100. The remaining colors that associate themselves with are like, if you see black or gold, that's your halo. You're basically your eighth chakra, shamanic chakra. People who have a lot of black are people who are carrying a lot of trauma from other past lifetimes. They carry a lot of hatred, stagnation, worry, stuff like that. If you see the opposite spectrum, which is gold, then that color is telling you that the person's transformative. They're willing to like, think about transcendence. They're always kind of like contemplating more than what. What the material universe is giving you. If you see high vibrant, like ultraviolet, then that's the soul. Usually people who are living their Dharma or they're really in tune with like their soul purpose or their soul, like origins, because it's not always about Dharma, but it's sometimes about like, just like, I know I come from this one galaxy or whatever there aura is super ultraviolet purple. And it shows you that that person has transcended time and space altogether. Those are like gems in this reality. There's like this vibrant blend of browns and like earthy tones, which will then show you that that person is very nature oriented. Usually those people talk to animals telepathically. They just channel fricking plant medicine instantaneously. Like they're. They have a cold and they're like, I don't know why, but I'm going to go ahead and I'm going to buy myself some nettle. And they don't they. It works for them, right? Because they're, like, very much so in tune with that. If you have a super splendor, like luminescent energy that's constantly changing colors in some way, shape or form, it kind of looks like glitter. A lot of times that person's super, super in tune with their spirit. That's usually more so. Like, people like us, they usually have, like, kind of you've been working in spirituality or even working on, like, understanding some portion of the cosmos extensively from spirit level. And then if you end up seeing finally, like, a copper color, those are the people that are very in tune with the Akashic records. They're in tune with the cosmos. So those are the people that they may not always watch, like what cosmic weather is happening or something like that, but they'll be hit and they'll be like, I don't know. I don't know. I feel like something's happening in deep space. I feel so sick right now. And then all of a sudden, you start seeing, like, the rest of the world is responding to, like, what they're picking up on because they are cosmic beings. Like, their essence is more so rooted in deep space than it is in the physical material universe. Again, your auras are going to. Are going to change between these spectrums at different states in your life and different things that you're focusing on. But that's pretty much the gist of how you can pick up on these specific colors and what they mean.

Wow. So good. I recommend people just go back and like, pause between each one, write it down. And there's so much we should do. Another episode just about aura. So what aura colors do you see in me right now, today?

You definitely have a lot of yellow. It's like a high vibrant yellow. You know, you just thinking about things being creative. You have a little bit of blue there because obviously we're talking, right? Like, it's like authenticity. You have a bit of purple on the outside, which is like. Because we're right now kind of like channeling the cosmos. So it's kind of like right in there. And you also have that glittery color that I told you about, that luminescence on the outer layer as well, which is spirit. Like, you're just channeling, I would say joy, obviously. Right. Like you're chasing, channeling this pleasure of doing what you're doing. And that's coming from spirit level, for sure.

Love that so much. So cool. Well, thank you so much for all of your wisdom today. This truly was a Masterclass of all things. Past lives, spirit guides, astrocartography, auras. So many different realms. Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom with us today. And where can listeners connect with you further?

Yeah, well, thank you for having me. Definitely. Check out my website, Onto High Us if you ever want to check out some of my classes that I go into, a bunch of different types of shamanism and energy work, or just follow me on Instagram at Onto High and you'll be able to find me anywhere. Really? If you just type in Onto high on even YouTube or TikTok, you'll find me.

Awesome. Thank you so much.

Yeah, thank you.

Wow.

I am just vibrating after that episode. So much wisdom shared.

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