Episode 9: Is Doing 'Your Best', Enough?

Welcome to Scar Tissue, the podcast. I'm your host, Melissa Dugalecki. And here we understand the power that lies within our pain, that lies within the scars and the wounds and the nicks and the burns that come with the experience of life. When we learn how to leverage this, it is a powerful tool and capital that not only can take you to your next level in your life, but can make massive impact on others as well in the most beautiful ways. So here on Scar Tissue, we have real, raw and relatable conversations that will show you that there is not one way to live, that the word should doesn't exist and doesn't serve us in the vocabulary of our lives. That you are meant to live and create your most authentic self, and that we are worthy of everything but entitled to nothing. It is up to us to create it and to create from a place of love, opportunity, possibility, and authenticity. Let's dive in.

All right. You guys probably remember a few weeks ago, I had Michelle on here as a guest, and we talked a lot about toxic positivity, and we talked about spiritual bypassing. We also talked about the importance of balancing doing the work, but also giving yourself a little bit of reprieve, a little bit of a break. And so I want to build on that today for the 100th episode. To be honest, it took a lot to get here and get this podcast up and running. This wasn't something that I just picked up my computer and said, let's do this. I feel great about it. I have no blockages. In fact, it took me months, A couple months of having the idea, a couple of months of thinking of the name of, you know, what I would want the visual to be, what I want it to look like, of reaching out to my editor, Andrew, who came recommended to me. Andrew is literally the MVP and why this podcast is running, because I'll never forget when I was first starting it, I couldn't. Right. I couldn't. And he would write to check in, like, hey, you're gonna have a recording, or, how's it going? Did you see what I sent you? Were you able to get this set up? Everything I was carrying was so heavy, emotionally and energetically, I couldn't find the capacity to really get my message out there. It was really difficult for me to begin to talk about grief and to be open in my voice and anything, whether it was like signing up for Spotify or itunes, or, I don't know, even just confirming an email, it just felt so. So labor intensive. And so, you know, honestly, teammate here My podcast editor really helped me to break through that. But the truth is, is, you know, I was doing my best at the time, but if I wanted to grow this and I wanted to get to episode one, episode 10, or now, episode 100, I really had to do the work. I had to do the work. And I think this is a hard thing to talk about because so often we just want to say, you know, we're doing our best. And yes, that can absolutely be true. But what we need to look at is where is that balance of doing our best and not allowing that phrase to become a blank check for complacency, not become a blank check for not having the tools, not become a blank check for being, you know, emotionally impulsive or reactionary or destructive or self destructive. And so it is. It's a gray area. And I think it's a very important topic to dive into as we think about where is it that we're doing our best and where is it that we're doing the work, and where can we find the dance of the two? You know, sometimes in that theme of toxic positivity, we'll say, well, they're just doing their best. And of course, I mean, in those moments, I was doing my best, but ultimately I had to look at what I wanted. If I wanted to show up differently, if I wanted to show up more powerfully, if I wanted to create something, I was either going to have to do the work or I was going to have to adjust what I wanted. And I think the same is true with ourselves and in relationships. And we look around and we say, okay, I'm doing my best, right? I'm absolutely doing my best. And is this all that I can do right now and all that I want to do right now, or am I seeking to grow and develop? Do I need to cultivate more tools? Do I need to do the work so that I can show up more powerfully for myself and show up for others? And the trick is, is there's not. It's hard for your friends or family to say, I think your best could be better, right? And also they're biased. They don't want to hurt your feelings. They don't want you to get upset with them. They're not thinking just about you, they're thinking about their. Because they're human, right? And so as we're seeking to do our best, I really believe that the power is in receiving, allowing, right, surrendering and saying, like, when I'm so in this, it's very hard to see myself and for me, I'm so grateful that I had coaches and support or advisors or my podcast or whoever it may be to help me get the things that I really wanted to get off the ground going. You know, I had some coaches tell me, you're pushing too hard. You need to pull back. I had some say, you're avoiding this. You've got to dig into this. You know, we'll use the podcast example I had, you know, Andrew say, like, okay, why don't you try and get just this, this part done by this time? What do you think about that? And really help me see how I can grow my best to be a little bit better. And it's just a little bit of progress at a time, guys, because when we do that, right, we're accumulating momentum. We're really growing. We're racking up the wins. I told clients I was working with last week, like, let's all set the intention to just begin to rack up some wins, right? Little wins, and watch how they escalate, right? How they grow, how they build momentum. Because so often we try and look for these massive wins, these huge things, these gigantic things, and that can become overwhelming or pressure or stressful, and it's not attainable. And so what do we do? We quit. We shut down. So how do we skip that whole quitting, that whole shutting down? By being really clear about just finding small little ways to grow our best each and every day and also accepting where our best is. We're doing our best, right? For agreements. Let's not beat ourselves up, let's not judge, let's not compare, let's not shame, right? Let's be proud, let's be compassionate, let's be empathetic, but let's also be committed to growing our best to be a little bit better. So just a little bit of space here to reflect on this topic and to think about, how are you doing your best? How are you making space for your best to be enough? And how are you also making space to grow your best to be even better so that you can expand for yourselves and for others, knowing that your pace is going to be different than someone else's, right? This is not a one size fits all right? It's not a one size fits all life. This is not a one size fits all path of growth and embrace that. Enjoy it, right? I look back at these different versions of me, and even though there are times where it was painful and it still is, right? Times where it was painful or exhausting or overwhelming or burnout like, love those parts of you. Love the parts of joy and dance and play and surrender. Love all of these parts of your journey because it's your journey. You're not going to get it back and it's no one else's job to write it for you. So enjoy it. Truly, truly, truly enjoy. I had a client say last week, you know, it's a power move, Melissa. A power move is to be so fucking joyous for no reason. And I was like, you know what? That is a power move, and let's try to do that. So, guys, as you are looking at, are you doing your best? Look around, right? Look at the people around you. If somebody is doing their very best, but they're not meeting your expectations, they're not meeting your standards, they're not communicating, they're not showing up for you, you might need to draw a boundary, and that's okay. Don't judge them, but protect your energy. Draw that boundary. If you yourself are not giving yourself permission for your best to be okay, you've got to find more compassion and allow what your best is to be okay. And if you're leaning too heavily and creating your best to be a crutch, to not take action, to not move forward, well, then you got to look in the mirror, you got to call yourself out and you got to say, how can I make my best better? Because I deserve to show up more powerfully for me and I deserve to show up more powerfully for the people in my life. Thank you guys so much for jamming here, for opening your minds, for opening your hearts, for opening your souls. Right? And for finding ways to grow, to ascend, to co create. It is an absolute honor to hold space for you guys, to reflect, to think and to grow. Any questions, you know where to find me on Instagram. We got some updates coming with the pod. I will be dropping soon, soon. Requests on episodes. Send them my way Feedback. Send them my way. As always, when you're rate interview it helps spread. This work helps spread Laden's light and for that I am forever grateful.

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Doing our best to be a little bit better. So just, you know, a little bit of space here to reflect on this topic and to think about how are you doing your best? How are you making space for your best to be enough and how are you also making space to grow your best to be even better so that you can expand for yourselves and for others, knowing that your pace is going to be different than someone else's right? This is not a one size fits all right? It's not a one size fits all life. This is not a one size fits all path of growth and embrace that. Enjoy it. I look back at these different versions of me and even though there are times where it was painful.