In this monologue, Shawna Lynne Delulu Today shares a spiritual card reading centered on the "Golden Thread," which she describes as the path of destiny that weaves through all life experiences. She credits validation from Debbie, Neil, and other close friends (Mirella, Dorit, Stacy) for supporting her self‑discovery. Shawna outlines her vision for 2026, envisioning herself as a leader guiding a circle of extraordinary people on a collective journey, and plans a celebratory gathering for her birthday. She offers to share her positivity, executive‑functioning expertise, and ADHD knowledge through talks, Zoom sessions, or in‑person workshops, positioning herself as a teacher‑like figure. Shawna also announces she is letting go of her condo and past relationships that no longer serve her, expressing gratitude toward supportive allies and strong anger toward detractors. The tone shifts between enthusiastic, grateful, promotional, and confrontational, reflecting both her excitement about the future and her resolve to cut ties with negative energy.
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Here's the Golden Thread. Debbie validated me and witnessed me like no one ever has other than this man that is also 2 Geminis bookending my self-discovery. It's quite unique. And these 2 Geminis are grounded and quiet, calm confidence. And you know me, flighty and Arian, all over the place. And the Golden Thread The golden thread is the path of your destiny. I've been asked to wait by my cards, the Starseed deck, for 9 months now. This new deck was presented to me by someone beautiful on my birthday who validated me and saw me for who I was, another witness to my growth and exceptionality. And Debbie also witnessing me for the year doing what I do and moving through all the crazy things I do Insane, overwhelmed, who I am, trying to bring it down or balance it, one month off or one month on, whatever it's looking like, that will flow in next year. 2026 is the flow. Here is the conflict, next year's the curiosity, maybe I'm at the curiosity, next year's the change. The Golden Thread is the path of your destiny. Golden Thread holds the potential of all that was, is, and could be. The golden thread of your life is always available to guide you every step of the way towards your soul's deepest dream. I am clear to dream again. The golden thread is woven through all of your life experiences. My life experiences are priceless. You can't imagine. You might want to just pay me to tell you my story. It is so incredible. It would change your perspective on something, I could promise you that. It doesn't always make sense, but with your time and perspective, you can see the intricate weavings glistening back at you in the center of your life. I am right now in the best place I've ever been. I could make any choice I want at any time. Any choice at any time. It is mine. I'm safe, I'm okay, I am loved deeply by 2 really incredible people that I respect immensely and have not yelled at me once. I am grateful and lucky to have grit and grace and meet the most incredible people. There is a circle of people around me, my 360, That is about to go on a journey. If I am the leader of this and they come with me, this is going to be extraordinary. I have extraordinary people in my life, and I like to bring all my extraordinary people together next year for my birthday. Anybody on this journey this year who is going to celebrate this next year is coming And the Golden Thread, that is a dream. It's never too late to follow the Golden Thread of your life, and you can never be too old, for the Golden Thread of your life is always within your reach. Whatever your Soul is calling you to do will lead you to the Golden Thread. When— wherever you most feel connected with the Great Spirit of Life is where you will find your Golden Thread. I do not know, it's calling me. I'm following it, I'm going. The card is here to remind you that your soul came here with a plan. The dream is brought to life, it's time to say yes to that now. What is your soul's greatest dream and how can you act on it now? My soul's greatest dream is to use my positivity, energy, my life experience, and all of the knowledge in my brain to keep helping you do something better, whatever it is Ask me, I love sharing, and if I don't know it, I know somebody who does. And I would like to talk to people all day. I can be on Zoom and you can just come in. I could be walking and you can become in person and you can meet me. We'll figure it out. I just know that I want to talk to as many people in a day the way I used to as a teacher when they paid me to go from school to school. I just spread positivity. I didn't care about the curriculum. I spread skills, executive functioning, ADHD, anything I knew I gave to teachers, children, and parents. I I would like to do that again. Invite me to your office, pay me for a day, and I will talk to everyone. I'll sit at a table all day and talk to everybody. Beautiful. I would like to talk like this all day and read cards for people and talk about your story and help you find where you're gonna let go of that pain that holds you back and allows you the safe space to go forward. Look, look, look at me. Living proof it could be. I'm letting go of my condo, please someone buy it quickly. Thank you for the Matrix. Stacy did a Matrix on my condo and my name change. I am letting go of everything from the past, it has not served me. The 360 around me was not validating, they were envious, they could not understand me, they were not curious, they stayed in the conflict. It was good for me, challenging, lots of resistance. I learned how to be patient with all of the resistance of my 360 around me, and I've let them go. Bye-bye, bye-bye all of you who did not believe in me, who thinks that I don't know what I'm doing or I'm making decisions. Goodbye to all of you who don't want to talk to me, that think I did something to you. You did something to you, not me. You didn't follow my advice and now you feel sorry for yourself, or you're mad that I'm here and you're there. Fuck you, all of you whose energy is so negative when we go to the same places and see music and you come with this anger and energy. You're mad at me for something that doesn't even matter. It made no difference to me. Like, I don't care at all. If you decide not to be in my life after everything I gave you, this personality is awesome to have in your life. You would— I would want the people around me that I share this amazing energy and positivity with to be grateful they get it. This is amazing to find. If you find this, you harness it. This is invaluable, priceless. I am priceless. I am invaluable. Wow, I am seen. Oh my God, next card. See, I'm saying it before the card. That was the next one, and I can do this so well with Debbie and Neil on as my anchors. Oh, and Mirella's with Debbie, another 360. Dorit and Stacy, oh, these beautiful people, 360. That have stayed in my life this year and grew with me and were so part of good, of pushing resistance with me. Oh my God, it was awesome. And if you were not part of this life, it's you weren't ready for resistance yet this year. If you want to head into resistance in 2026, just know, you know what you're getting with me. It will be delivered kinder with an invitation That is the next 4 months to work on, to connect with my gentleness again and my leadership. And if you want something, I'm here. No more chasing, no more fighting, no more lecturing. Teaching, psychoeducation, knowing, growing. What do you want to know? Ah, the scene. The Unseen. So exciting, isn't it? This deck of cards can validate all the things I've been thinking for 9 months. I know that might be interesting and unique for you to believe in, and yet my whole journey of being okay and landing on my feet came from the place
