Choosing from your heart even when your 3D mind tries to jump in to save you!

Hello, welcome to Susie Unshaped, and this is the PPPPS after the 31-day challenge of living from your heart in a 3D world. So if you haven't done the challenge, it's free. Start at day 1 and then you will get what we're talking about. Um, or maybe you don't need to do the challenge. Maybe you're already a frequency match, like maybe you have chosen this channel because we're already speaking the language that you are understanding. And so I have been talking about integrating all the parts of our human and how we can live in simpatico with our, like, divine selves, our, like, 5D selves. So we know that we're a divine soul in a human body living a human experience. We chose to come here for this reason. And so it's now the dance between the divine soul And our human, and like it's a dance because a human has a 3D brain, and the 3D brain is programmed in 3D ways. But our 5D self, which is connected into our heart, has infinite universal intelligence. So it's a dance between our humans saying, and our heart saying. Look, sorry human, but we know, we know. And now we know who we are, we— our human actually knows that they know too. So it's a dance, and we've never done this before. Like, we've never done this before because we've never known fully who we truly are. Like, the veil of illusion is gone. Like, if you've done the 31-day challenge, it's gone. It is no longer there. We know who we are. We are like universal source energy. We know who we are. So now it's just the dance and, and letting our universal heart drive, drive the bus, basically. And our human is going to want to jump in and like, no, no, no, that's not how we do it. No, we've got all these, we've got all these things in place to Protect us. Like, we— no, no, we've got, we've got like— and it's, and it's from how you're brought up, it's from like belief systems, it's from like conditioning to your situation. All of these patterns that we— that are like ingrained in our 3D self. And that's the dance now. The dance is to— it's like, okay, so I'll just give you an example. So I'm letting my heart drive. I'm letting that like higher self drive. It's like, what do you want? And I was listening and I went and did it. And I was like, okay. And I was like listening, what do— what does my heart want? Lead me, lead me. What is it now? What is it now? What is it now? And there was at one point I was like, okay, I'm leading. And there was a point where I was like, my human jumped in and went, oh, oh, nope, nope, nope, this is too scary. We are too scared. No, no, we can't do it. We can't do it. We're too scared. We're too scared. We're too scared. No, we can't. We can't. We can't. And it was so interesting to observe my human reaction. And I was, I was petrified. I was terrified to let this heart-based, like, inspiration Like actually unfold, my, my human was like, we cannot, we cannot, we cannot. And I find it so interesting because I literally just recorded earlier today about how I needed to integrate the part of my human that is terrified, like that is so frightened and scared. Like, I have integrated the brave, the brave, courageous, like jump, like trust. That one is integrated. Like, we have done it too much so that the poor little scared version of my human— scared, terrified— has been neglected. And it was so interesting that I literally recorded that this morning, and then this afternoon, as I'm letting this heart-based decisions lead, and my human jumped in with the, oh my God, that is too scary, I can't do it, I can't do it. And I'm not sure if it's because I— like, I've learned now or remembered to love. Like, it's okay, human. Like, I know that you feel scared. I understand why you feel scared. I know you're doing this to try and protect us. I love you for feeling scared for me. Like, like, if I hadn't integrated that, if I kept pushing scared down And the scared part of me down and led into no, we can do this. We're brave. We trust. We brave. We trust. I think I don't think the full appreciation of what just unfolded would have been there, which was acknowledgement and acceptance of that human part of me that was so scared to do this thing our heart was telling us to do, but it doesn't fit with our story that we. Have told me to keep us safe. Do you know what I mean? It doesn't fit with the stories that our 3D brain has. Like, it's— they've done it to try and keep us safe. Like, I get why the stories are there, but when your heart's saying one thing and you're like, you're like, I don't know, I don't know about this. And so that's what I just wanted to talk to you. Like, what did I do? I was like, okay, scared me. I can see that you're scared. I understand. Like, you have every right to be scared. Like, I— you don't invalidate the fact that you're scared. It's like, it's okay to be scared. This isn't— this is new for us. We haven't done this before. It is okay to be scared. And then just breathe. Like, breathe. Like, don't push scared away. Don't push terrified away. Don't push like, oh, I don't know about the outcome of this. Doubt away. It's like, okay, yes, I see you doubt, and I see you scared. I see you like terrified. I see you, and I so appreciate you. I appreciate you for getting us to where we are now, and I appreciate that you've never experienced this before. And then just breathe. And this is the breathe, and then this is the funny button: do it anyway. Breathe and do it anyway. So, but you're not invalidating that the feeling are there, and they're there for a reason. So we are validating and accepting that part of that, our human, that is dubious. Like, we've never done this. We have never lived from our heart, like lived from our intuition without filtering it through our 3D brain. Like, I mean, just from the heart, no filter. There's no filter. We're not running through our desires and inspiration and then processing them and then coming out with a solution that like is a little bit from our heart and a little bit makes sense to our head. And I think probably that's where I've been hiding behind up until now. It's like I've been like, oh, my heart says this, and I filter it through this brain part, and it, it concurs. I can do that. So I think that that was my first decision from my heart, from living from my heart, either that I didn't filter through my brain or No, I— it did filter through my brain. My brain went, nope, nope, scary, scary, can't do that. And I did it anyway because I am committed to living from my heart. But I'm not going to not feel what my human is feeling because it has every right to feel that way because it has never done this before. But we can Trust this heart because the heart is connected to infinite intelligence. It knows everything. Like, it knows it all. It's infinite. Its intelligence is infinite. And our lovely head and our programs and our patternings— patternings, is that even a word? Patterns, stories, things that we've designed to keep us, keep ourselves safe. Habits, like the way we do things, like where we shop, like how— like all sorts of different things. They've like, they've, they've kept us in our little safe bubble, but the bubble's not real. And so we know that now. We know that it's all just— the bubble is an illusion. But I just thought it was very interesting. So when you are living from your heart and listening to that intuition, listening, like if you just— every time you make a decision, just Few deep breaths and just really ask, what does my heart want? And then pay attention to the brain filter. Oh, I don't know about that. Or like, it feels like that movie, you know that movie with like joy and anger and sadness? I can never get the name of it, but that movie, joy, anger, sadness, and etc. And it shows how they all need to Coexist, and you can't have one if you just have one. Like Joy is constantly trying to keep everyone happy, but then you need to have said like it's just anyway lovely movie if you've never seen it. Can't even tell you the name of it, which is a problem. But it's it's it's like that's what the control panel sounds like when it's like okay the heart wants this, and instantly like one of those voices comes in goes oh but I don't know if we calculate da da da da. I'm not sure. I'm not sure about that. And then this one's like no it sounds great sounds great. And the other one's like oh no no no I don't think we can do that. Nope safety's here. No, we're not going to do that. That's not safe for us. That doesn't fit with the, the story that we made to keep ourselves safe. And so just have a little play with it now. Like, really sit in and live. Like, make decisions from your heart. And then, like, this— the logic, the how's it going to work— like, all of that, you are not allowed to use it anymore. But you can think it. Like, it will feel terrifying. Like, I can promise you, because it just did feel terrifying. It felt terrifying. But I breathe— like, breathe through the terrifying. Say, thank you, human. Like, and it's even funny, like, I was doing a meditation before and I was like really connecting into this, like, the internal power, the intuition power. And there was this little thing that kept coming up, and you might be able to use it because I'll be using— like, oh my God, you're human. So So cute. Oh, look how cute your human is, like trying so hard to keep you safe. It's so cute. Anyway, that just made me really laugh because I was like, my human is so cute. My human cares about me so much. And your human's so cute too. Like look how much they care. They're such cuties. Cutie patootie, those humans. And like when you're in that like meditation state, you're in that power of. Like connection, it's so easy to see how cute your human is and, oh, you just want to give them a big cuddle. They try so hard. And so like, yeah, when your human is terrified, like acknowledge the terror because it's— that's your 3D brain does not know any different. Acknowledge the terror, like acknowledge that it is terrifying because you've never done it before. You've never led from Your heart intentionally, like consciously choosing. You've probably done stuff a million times unconsciously choosing from your heart, but now we're consciously choosing to live from this space. And it can feel terrifying when the brain doesn't match up with the heart. That part is terrifying. And that is okay. Okay, I just needed to share that because choosing to consciously live from our hearts means we're going to choose out these realities and choosing and choosing, and we're choosing from a place of that high, like, infinite intelligence. So what you can— like, where you're gonna go when you choose from there is just going to blow our minds. Like, our brains will literally be like, what just happened? And that's like when they're scared and like, oh, I don't know about this. Just remember, it's like, oh my God, you're so cute. My human is so cute. Look at my human like trying to look out for me. But darling human, you don't know what is out there. Like, you don't know what this infinite intelligence, like the path it's going to lead us on. Do you know what I mean? Like Our brain can't even like imagine it because the heart, like at that source intelligence, it's not a 3D construct. Our brain is like limited to the 3D capacity of our thinking human minds, but our heart is like, there is, it's unlimited. It's unlimited. And that's why when you start leading from here, no matter how scary it is, No matter how scary it is. No matter how scary it is. Your life is going to just change so quickly and in a way that your human brain could never have imagined. And that's why we had to park all expectations of how anything will look, because our brains can't even comprehend it. It's not like our 3D minds cannot Comprehend where we're going and what we're going to create from these hearts and this heart connection and from our power and our connection to our divine selves. So anyway, I've— I have had a great day just processing that and really like embodying the experience, and that's why I want to share with you because it was terrifying. And I think if I hadn't just accepted my terrified human self, it would have been a lot harder. Like, it would have been maybe not harder, but maybe I needed to really notice that moment where I was like, yes, this is terrifying, and yes, I see that you're terrified. I didn't try and— I didn't try and sticky tape or Band-Aid over it with bravery and trust and And, um, like, like spiritual whitewash it. I didn't try and do that. I was like, yes, okay, I get it, you're terrified, and I love that you're terrified for me, and thank you for being terrified. So I don't know, just let me know in the comments if this makes any sense to you, if, if this is what you're coming up against when you're choosing from your heart. And then it's the heart and the head. This is really the living from your heart in a 3D world. It's like the dance. Here's the dance. I'm gonna keep checking in with you because I am like literally speaking to you to unpack it for myself. So I am like doing this with you as we speak. So I really want to hear how it's going for you as well. So I love you lots. I'll speak to you soon. Bye.