People Pleasing and Controlling Leaders | S05E01

Hello, welcome. We are embarking on season five of Leadership Is Feminine. Can you believe it? I'm so excited. And in numerology, 5 is the number for change just bouncing out of a month. That was a five month. And it appears that change has been touching everyone's lives in different ways. So I thought it might be interesting to have that as our topic and touch all of the different pieces and parts of leading and building teams and building lives and working on ourselves that relate to change. Elements that we want to add, to remove, to reevaluate, to keep forever and ever. So let's start this very first episode of season five, and we're going to kick it off with a real doozy. Are you ready? Let's talk about people pleasing. Here we go.

Well, hello. So for my clients over the next several months, I'm going to be leading a series in the how to CEO Lab. As a quick refresher, the how to CEO Lab is our community program for women after you have completed how to CEO. So once you've done our first 12 weeks with us and gone through Q and A calls with us and got advisement, then we invite you into the lab and we offer four calls a week of Q and A support in addition to all sorts of valuable tools, invitations to guest experts who are fellow female entrepreneurs running the world. And I do different live topics. Most of the time I'm teaching them. Some of the time we bring other experts in to do that as well. And we have other coaches who support our clients in this program as well. We have the fabulous Michelle Arant. We have the amazing Dr. Camille Broussard Wise, and we have recently invited in Dr. Shanita Williams and Kristin Griffin to help us with different elements of thinking about being a leader, whether it's self care, feedback, conscious inclusion, and just continuing to develop those leadership chops. In the lab this quarter, I am leading a series called the CEO Soul Series. And I wanted to do this because I really am finding with so many of my clients and friends, honestly, who have their own businesses and even friends who don't have their own businesses because there's sort of this collective, I don't want to call it relaxing, but sort of, you know, sort of decompression happening, and yet there's still, still a lot happening, right? It's like a lot of the texts and conversations I have with people, like I said, in different parts of my lives, like, man, like, can we get a break? The hits just keep rolling in, right? And of course, that's being human and we all know that. It just feels like lately it's been a lot more humany than I recall in the first 50 years of my life. So. So I wanted to talk about people pleasing. And this came to me as I was walking and I was thinking about people pleasing and I was thinking about my own life and I was thinking about where do I say yes when I really mean no, and why do I do that and what am I trying to accomplish by doing that? And why do so many women associate with that people pleasing? And why don't men do that? And some men do. I mean, I'm not saying all women are people pleasers, and I'm certainly not saying there are no men that aren't. In fact, I think my husband would probably qualify as quite a people pleaser, honestly. He'd probably agree with that. So what is it? What is people pleasing? And I think we can dig into that in a lot of different directions. And like I always say, I'm not a psychologist, I just observe human behavior and I like to think about how we expand things and choose to think about things differently. And so as I was thinking about people pleasing, I realized that there's sort of this very fine line between people pleasing, which is basically what we tell ourselves we're doing when we say yes to something when we really don't want to do it because we don't want to let someone else down. So we're people pleasing, right? We're foregoing our own pleasure on behalf of someone else. And then, but then the other, the fine line of that is sort of initially what I wrote was people depleting, which is. Or people controlling, right? So there's people who are not people pleasers at all. They're people controllers, they're people depleters. They are demanding, they're very forceful, they don't do anything other people want them to do. And in fact, it's the opposite. They want other people to do all the things they want them to do so that they can be pleased, right? And I do see an interesting dynamic there that oftentimes that person is the same person.

Like they're really, really, really people pleasing in some spaces. And really, really, really people controlling people depleting. And others demand it. And so what's that about?

So the first thing I would ask you to think about is do you think of yourself as a people pleaser? And why? And if you say yes more than you want to, and you say no less than you wish you could, then chances are you fall into that. But what that really means is you're saying yes to something that you don't want to say yes to, not to please the other person. You're saying yes to something you don't really want to because you don't want to experience your own discomfort of saying no. Right? We don't want to experience their disappointment, their frustration, their response. So we just say yes so we don't have to feel uncomfortable. So who are we really pleasing in the moment? And are we really pleasing anybody? Because if I say yes to someone about something I don't want to say yes to, the truth is, then that ends up coming out towards them as resentment, frustration, irritation. I might delay something, postpone something, not deliver something, even though I said I would because I don't really want to, which translates into disappointment or makes me look bad. And then also if I say yes to something I don't want to do, then I feel bad. So people pleasing is a weird expression. Honestly, I think that we can love to delight people that we love, and we can do that with love. I love the word delight. I love that feeling of, like, making a beautiful dinner and knowing that everyone who's eating it loves it and you did it because you wanted to. I love when I take my family to Disneyland or we went to Hawaii this summer. I love when we do that. I love saying yes to that because I love to do that and experience their delight. I'm not giving anything up of myself to create that. I love to say yes when it's a hell yes. I learned that from my friend Brooke Castillo, so long ago. I'm still learning to say no when it's a hell no. Or even like a I'm still practicing that. So as women who lead companies, you can see how incredibly important this is, right? Because as your business grows, you're going to have more and more people in your company who have opinions, who have things they want that are unique from why you even started the company. So people can come into your business and they can have all these ideas about what you should do with your business, and then you feel like you should say yes to make them happy. But really, you're just not wanting to experience the discomfort of finding a leadership voice here that says, thank you for your idea. We're not going to go in that direction. And here's why. It's not personal. I don't want to. It doesn't align with the vision. It doesn't align with our strategy. But when we don't develop our leadership voice, our internal confidence, to take responsibility for what we really want. We acquiesce, we say yes, and then resent it. So ultimately, people pleasing is kind of like avoiding or ignoring an emotion, which is usually discomfort, disappointment, fear. And the other side of that is people controlling people, demanding people depleting. These are what, These are moments where you don't care if it upsets people. You don't care. You want other people to change their behavior so that you could be pleased. Stop playing that music so loud. Stop drumming your fingers on the desk. Stop. Whatever.

Right? I give my husband a hard time because he whistles.

He listens to my podcast every now and then. He'll probably get a kick out of this, right? We do this at work, right? Stop this, do that, fix those mistakes. Don't make mistakes. Don't be late, don't put your job. Don't be done. Right? Like, we do this with people and we. We want to control them so we feel better. It's the same thing. I don't want to feel an emotion. I'm avoiding an emotion, I'm ignoring an emotion, and I'm focusing on your behavior to change so that I can feel better. And really, in its most extreme and kind of ugliest form, that we probably don't like the language of, we are manipulating other people so we feel better. And so what's the alternative? Because in how to CEO, this is a huge part of learning how to lead, is understanding human behavior. It's really, really becoming a student of behaviors, yours and others, and understanding why we do what we do. The better you get at that, the easier it becomes to find your own voice and presence and to honor the voice and presence of others and to not take things personally, not perceive everything as a personal attack. If that happens in your company that doesn't go the way you want is personal, then no wonder you want to control the heck out of everyone, you guys. But it's not personal. And what you don't want is a team of people pleasers who are lying to you, saying yes to you because they're afraid. Because guess what the backlash of that is? Resentment, anger, frustration, lack of loyalty. So we have to be honest. And the best place to always start is with you. So you can start by just being honest with. Where do you say yes when you really, really mean no? And why are you saying yes? And do not make it about the other person. Well, I had to say yes because I didn't want to disappoint them. I had to say yes because I didn't Want them to think I was. No, let's just take it. Let's say I chose to say yes because I didn't want to feel badly if they were disappointed. I chose to say yes because I didn't want to think I was a bad person. Just take responsibility. It's not a bad thing. And allow yourself to just feel that it's okay to feel disappointed. It's okay to think, oh, it's okay to grow through and out of habitual patterns of yes. To find a voice of yours that is you, not what, some version of you. I just read the scene before, like, that was season one of me.

If you met me in high school or in college, that was, that was season one and two. I think the, the quote said we didn't have very good writing team yet or something like that. So, like, you know, we're, we're. Every season we get better writers, we get more clarity, assuming we are on this journey of development and understanding ourselves. And I think there's no bigger ask of you if you step into leadership than that. You don't. You. It's like parenting you. You don't get a choice. Well, I guess you do. I mean, there are people who step into leadership roles and never advance who they are. They stay exactly who they are. And, and they, whatever, through cult of personality or force, they drive other people to change so that they can be successful. And you know, that exists because we see it happening. And I would 100% stay away from those people all day long. No awareness. No interest in awareness. And the only thing they're interested in is other people doing what they want so they can get what they want. That's not a collaborative leader. But I want to really invite you to examine what I think are two very common phrases that women who lead and women in general say, which is, oh, I know, just such a people pleaser, or I know, I'm such a control freak. Both of those identities come from your belief in yourself that you can't handle discomfort. Discomfort of a no when you really mean it. Discomfort of other people's mistakes, other people's choices, other people's errors, other people's behaviors. And so you work on either side of that spectrum to either over accommodate so you can avoid a feeling or over control so you can avoid a feeling. And as common as all that is, right, it's no wonder that we're all just constantly worried about what each other thinks about each other, because we're all trying to gyrate and put ourselves in contort and do all these weird positions just to make sure you think something about me. I don't get to decide what you think about me. I don't want that job. I can decide what I think about me myself. But we have to grow out of patterns. Because when we don't decide to find our own voice, it does affect the way our businesses are run. We hire people we don't want to hire. We say yes to ideas we don't really want. We keep people longer than we know we should. We build jobs for people because it's what they want. We pay people the salary that they tell you they want. We do things to make other people happy. And we're not gauging that through sound business judgment. We're doing it because we don't want to feel uncomfortable by saying no. Or if someone's got behaviors that are really challenging or they keep making mistakes that are really affecting the business, explaining to them. When you do this at work, it's disruptive to all these other people. It's not aligned with our values. We have to find a way for that to stop. Or this may not be the right place for you, but we're not going to make them be different. That's their business. We just say, hey, this isn't working here. Would you like to work on it? Not trying to control them into someone that they aren't? So I know this is a strong topic, and I also know it's incredibly loaded for so many of you, But I really want you to think about those two sides of people pleasing. There's you over here pleasing others, saying yes when you mean no. And there's you over here directing, demanding and controlling others. And really, they're very similar. It's to avoid feeling just some form of discomfort. And what if instead we just decided, I can actually feel discomfort. I can say no. I can allow you to be who you are and help you understand how it's not aligned with what we do here. And I don't have to swing in these triggers. I think a lot of people, when they think about learning how to lead and manage people, they assume it's incredibly tactical. It's, you know, here's the job posting, here's how to interview, here's how to write a training plan, here's how to do a performance review and listen, you have to have all those people pieces and parts. But if you don't understand yourself, communication, human behavior, motivations, all of that falls flat. You can't process people. We have to understand them. And we have to be able to move with them. And if we over attach to who they are and how they are personally, we lose our objectivity as a leader. We can't lead with our opinion. We have to lead with understanding, curiosity, and that's with yourself as well as others. And that's why I know what we do in my program at how to CEO is so unique because we don't just give you the answers, we teach you how to arrive at your own. In this one, people pleasing is a big one. You get this figured out, it'll change your freaking life. I'll talk to you again next time.

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