A short transcript excerpt from a YouTube conversation (Lori Harder with another speaker) about self-sabotage occurring just before major breakthroughs. Lori describes having many projects, sensing creative breakthroughs, and recognizing a pattern of sabotaging progress; the other speaker emphasizes the need for organization, focus, and endurance ('sit through it').
Right now, I'm on the brink of the best things, I sabotage it. I have a lot of projects right now. I want to do all of them, and I know that I can. But it's going to take another level of focus. I absolutely know what's in me. I'm not in the verge of where I feel like I'm hustling and pushing. It feels like this is very important.
For me to conquer.
Like, something creatively and big things want to come through. But it's going to.
Require organization and focus.
It's very easy to create a story around it.
Like, no.
I've never been that way. Or I think sometimes right when I'm on the brink of the best things, I sabotage it. But at the same time, I know that I can.
Sit through it.
Like, I know it's, like, a very.
Important part of me to harness.
