A woman trapped by expectations of the perfect pregnancy, birth, and home describes feeling in total darkness about her own purpose. She returns to a specific meditation practice to re-ground herself when she hits low points and struggles to connect with who she actually is.
very much having like the perfect pregnancy, the perfect birth, having the beautiful house that we have. But for me, I've never personally maybe gone deep within myself of my purpose and pushing myself beyond those kind of boundaries that I've always set.
You were really struggling and you'd come in and you'd be like, babe, like, you know, just total darkness. And I said, there is something that is incoherent inside of you. It's an energy that's dislodged. The irony is when you're in a dark place like you were, you need to double down on this. Yeah.
And whenever I get to a point where I'm low or where I'm really, really struggling to connect with myself, I always go back to the same thing, which is—