Speaker C describes a spiritual transformation where God pursued them despite their choices, creating an internal war between conviction and resistance. The speakers agree that this inner conflict itself is evidence of God's presence and love, a constant reminder of truth.
I don't want to get away from the second question that I asked too, which is, how did you know the Lord was not letting you go, that he kept pursuing you?
Yeah, I really, really appreciate that question. I just have to say before I even answer, because it really. Anytime I think back on that transformation, it's always started with that he didn't let me go. He didn't let me go. One very similar to what I'm saying before is that he. It was a constant fight. There was never one moment that I felt like, okay, ye just. I'm just gonna go into the world, you know, Like, I was never allowed to. And when I was thinking, like, people think it's my parents. No, he never allowed me to, even though I would have made certain choices that is not pleasing to him. So somebody else might think about, well, you. And you will know it was always still a constant fight because he has ever. His voice never left me.
Right.
Yeah. You know, and the
fact that you were troubled, the fact that you were troubled outside of this thing with him shows that he's with us. Right.
He's with us. Right. The conviction was right. Exactly.
The fact that it wars with us, that the truth within us wars to be known. Right. We know the truth and it wars within us. And it's proof that he loves us. He's with us and he loves us, and he reminds us so. Good. Keep going.
