In this monologue, the speaker recounts his personal journey from a terrified high‑school student who blanked out during a class presentation to a confident debater who discovered a deep passion for communication. He explains how debate helped him overcome fear, develop a distinctive speaking style, and realize that sharing ideas is his purpose. The narrative then shifts to his inward work: meditation led him to recognize himself as a spiritual being experiencing a temporary human life, connected to a universal consciousness. He describes how this insight allowed him to dissolve fear, choose positive emotions, and maintain a generally peaceful, joyful state, with frustration as his only lingering negative feeling. The speaker ties these experiences together, asserting that the purpose of life is to remember our immortal, spiritual nature, expand beyond comfort zones, and awaken to our true self, thereby enabling us to influence reality through thoughts and emotions. The video concludes with a typical call‑to‑action for likes and subscriptions.
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So how I awakened to my true self and my passion in life. So I remember in my freshman year of high school, I had my first experience with speaking in front of a larger group of people, and it was in an English class, and it was a group project. I was with maybe 4 other people, and we had to give a 1.5 to 2 minute speech each person. And I remember I got up there, I I gave first or second sentence, and after that, I looked out at everybody and I completely blanked. I couldn't remember the next thing I had to say, and it was a completely awkward position to be in. So after that, I began to associate the idea of speaking with fear. So then fast forward to a year or two later, I decided that I wanted to become part of the debate team at school. I wanted to learn Because I wanted to become a lawyer, it was the best way I could debate back and forth and understand how to uphold a certain position. And that's what I did. I became part of the debate team. I remember my first, second, and third competition, it was about me getting used to it. It was about me getting up there, pushing myself through the nervousness, and speaking and understanding that it was something I could eventually get comfortable with. By my third or fourth, I discovered that I actually had a passion for doing it. And through that passion, I began to speak in a different way. The tonality, the way that I spoke, I started to show the passion that I had. And because of that, I started to do pretty good at it. I got to the point to where I would place into the finals at some of the competitions. And the reason that is, is because I started to identify and understand that it was something that I enjoyed doing. And that became something now that I'm doing even right now. And it's what my passion is. My passion is through communication and communicating communicating ideas to other people, and that's what I'm doing. And the other part of it that I've learned over the last couple of years is it's the certain topics that I am expressing myself with, which is the esoteric information that's just now starting to really get bigger because more people are realizing that they create their reality through their thoughts and emotions. And there's more science coming out that's starting to prove this idea. and that's where I enjoy being, is being able to project out to people to communicate ideas that have the potential to transform people's lives through the medium of communication and speaking. So I would have never came to this conclusion if it weren't for the fact that I was able to expand out of that fear bubble and really understand what it is that I enjoy doing and re-identifying my association with public speaking to begin with. The second part that I think is extremely important is Understanding who you are in a greater sense. When I started to go inward and I started to do like meditation, I started to learn more about who I am. What I realized is that what I believe the purpose in life is, is for everybody is the same, is to awaken to who you really are, but more so than just who you are in the sense of what is your outer purpose. I believe it's understanding who you are on the inside. And for me, that was understanding that I am a spiritual being having a very temporary human experience. And when you begin to go inward and you begin to ask these questions, you'll start to experience it more for yourself and you'll start to see more of who you really are. I understood that I am not this ego structure that's being projected out. It is who I am, but it's not the only part of who I am. But at a deeper level, there's something that, that exists within all things, which is the consciousness that we all are. It's understanding this standing of who we are in relationship to everyone else. And I believe that everybody chose to be here for a reason. That purpose is your outer purpose of understanding what our purpose is in life, but also understanding that there's a deeper level, a deeper dimension of spirituality, of love that exists inside us that connects us to all things. So once I came to this understanding, once I really began to understand who we are at a higher level, I began to really embody more of that idea. I began to really let go of fear because I understand that all fear was, was a projection It was an idea, an association with some subject, and that's why I felt the emotion of fear through it. And I have to say that over the course of the last couple of years, I have completely eradicated fear out of my life because of the way that I now relate to everything in life. I understand that we can choose to feel joy, choose to feel good and peaceful all of the time, or if not most of the time, and because of that, I I don't feel as much polarized emotions anymore. I feel genuinely peaceful, joy, and excited most of the time. The worst emotion I feel now is a little bit frustration. That's the most, and normally that's just for a certain period of time because when I let go of that association, when I let go of that idea that I'm thinking of and I disattach from whatever that identification is, then I shift back into more of who I am. And I'm able to then feel better. I'm able to then feel in one of the more positive emotions because of that re-identification. So I believe the purpose of life is to remember who we are. Remember that we're immortal spiritual beings having a temporary human experience. Get in touch with who you are on the inside and then also expand your comfort zone. Expand your idea of fear to understand more of who you are. A lot of people who've obtained a certain level of success will tell you that success lies where your comfort own ends. So in order to really become aware of who you are, you have to keep expanding out of what you define to be fearful. And the more that we do this, the more we're going to see reflections in our life of who we really are. Because what I believe life is about is awakening to our true self. So that's where the power really begins. So I hope you guys enjoyed. Feel free to like or subscribe below. And other than that, I will see you guys on the next video. You guys have a great day.
