The Dark Side of Being a Starseed Revealed (not what you think)

This video, I'm going to show you the dark side of being a starseed and I'm going to show you exactly what you can do about it. Welcome back to another video. My name is Aaron and I help people expand their consciousness. Now in this video, I'm going to be sharing with you part of the dark side of being what we call a starseed, understanding that many of us have a connection as the multidimensional beings that we are, that we've forgotten who we are because when we come to earth, we go through a veil of forgetfulness where we forget that this is who we really are as an eternal spiritual being, that we have connections right now in this moment to many different levels of ourself. And because we forget all of this, and as we go through the process of remembering it, there are certain dark sides of being a starseed that I found in my own life. And I wanna share with you the dark side of it that I've recognized, that I even almost the faults that I see in myself that I think a lot of maybe other people can relate to. And I wanna share with you how you can best bypass them and work around them because some of these that I share are, I think, common within the community as well. And the first, I mean, even the word starseed for many people, will trigger people into being like, that is weird. And even talking about starseeds is something that is just, it's so metaphysical and so woo-woo that first off, even from the gate, like right straight out of the gates, you go over to your friends, talk about starseeds or how we're connected to different, we have these different connections to different star systems. Most people are gonna think you're crazy. I went through my awakening in 2012. I became aware and I started in meditation to connect to these different levels, and when I did, I was so excited. I was so enthusiastic about knowing, hey, we're all eternal spiritual beings having temporary human experiences. We exist at these higher levels of consciousness as well. I was telling friends and family about it, and I remember I, uh, with my dad at least, I took my dad and I talked to him and I was like, you know, there's a lot that started to change. I learned meditation and, you know, I, I started to also, I mean, part of it was that there was such a dramatic change in my appearance that it probably looked like there was something going on. What really happened is I went through, I learned meditation. I went through my spiritual awakening. I started to meditate and it changed everything. I started to see myself differently. I started to let go of old patterns of myself and I started to connect to these different multidimensional aspects that we are, we're all connected to. And I started to feel this connection and I, I just dove right in. And that was also a time that I became vegan like that and just like I stopped eating all meat. I stopped— I lost a lot of weight. I went from, you know, I wasn't— I lost probably like 20 pounds pretty quickly. So I started to look kind of unhealthy. So basically on the outside looking in, I look at it now and it did look kind of different. It's like all of a sudden I'm talking about meditation and mantras and our connection to the stars and here I am losing a lot of weight and they're like, are you on drugs? And of course I wasn't. I was on absolutely nothing. I was just met— I felt so good meditating all the time. That, um, I wasn't on anything, but nonetheless, part of that awareness is you come out and you just want to share it with everybody. I wanted to share it with everyone. I was telling friends, I was talking about, you know, in 2012 I felt like there'd be like this whole ascension process where we would raise our vibration to a completely new level. And I think energetically we did do that, but I look back at it now and part of the dark side is you get caught up in in the etheric reality and sometimes you then will neglect the 3D. You will then almost think that it's unimportant or that you shouldn't really be focused on it. And I went through that the hard way. There were, you know, I went into, I literally went into my job one day. I worked at Nordstrom's in women's shoes. I went in one day, I didn't like, you know, the management, the corporate system that was there. Went in one day and I just said, hey, I'm not coming in tomorrow. I'm done. I don't want this 3D job. It's getting in the way of my, it's getting in the way of my global meditations every Sunday. We're supposed to help the consciousness ascend on the planet, and this is back in 2012. So I just quit my job on a whim like that. And, uh, at the time I was lucky cause I was living at my mom's and my mom let me, you know, live, live there. And for months I just meditated, um, ate vegan food and went in, went within and learned more about these different starseed connections. Now a starseed is somebody that is here. To help awaken many times, to bring through an energy. Think of it like that. I was reading The Law of One last night, some excerpts from this book called The Law of One, which is a very powerful book, and, uh, it's, it's one of the most profound channeled material of all time. A lot of the things in that book that was talked about, uh, scientifically has been proven. It said in the future this will be proven scientifically, and a lot of those things have come to pass and It's profound information. A lot of what it talks about is that there's this harvest right now happening on the planet where more and more people are raising their vibration and have the potential to get into this higher state of consciousness. And it's happening right now. And when I was, uh, I was reading it last night though, and one of the things that I came across was it said that in back in the 1980s, there were over 60 million souls on the planet. That were of sixth density, a sixth density, were called wanderers. A wanderer is a soul that comes here many times from, uh, you could say maybe it's like a soul that normally doesn't incarnate on earth, but that comes here to bring through certain type of information. Many wanderers, these are just labels by the way. There's many different interpretations. Someone would say that's not a wanderer, Aaron, it's completely different. They're just labels. But wanderer souls, we come here from different realities to help awaken the planet. If you're watching this right now, then my guess is you are one of those as well because you can only perceive that which you are the vibration of. Now you've come here to help awaken the planet, to help awaken people. Now here's the thing, just by you being here and you learning this information, you are in a way anchoring in this information into you, which then even subconsciously, even if you're not making YouTube videos or posting it on social media saying I'm a starseed, hashtag Pleiadian, Even if you're not doing all of that, it's still going through you and it's still energetically influencing everyone that you're around as you go into public. Even these things happen at subconscious levels. Now, back in 1980, the Law of One stated that there were over 60 million souls on the planet that are what we call sixth density wanderers, which right now we're moving from third to fourth density. Sixth density wanderers mean people like souls from higher realities that have come down, that have forgotten who we are, gone through the painful experience of the veil of forgetfulness and to then go through this process of remembering who we are, to then create a template in reality for other people to also remember who they are. So 60 million back in 1980. My guess is that it is hundreds and hundreds of millions now. And if you're watching this, you're one of them. Now as a starseed, here's the thing. You're a multidimensional being and you exist in many different realities right now. Right now. I know that was random. I do this thing in my podcast episode where I go, we're going to get into this episode right now, and I always do meow, so I just felt like doing it. So all of us, if we're listening to this right now, most likely are a starseed. Now we're connected to many different levels, meaning right now you are here, you may have an ex, you may have a Pleiadian counterpart, which means a version of you, of your energy, is in the Pleiades. Then you may also have a version of you that's in Arcturus. Then a part of you may be Sirian or Sirius, the Sirius star system. The— these are just labels. These are only— and also these are just a couple that we know of. What if there's thousands and thousands and thousands more? But these are just the most trendy pop culture ones. The Sirians, the Pleiadians, the Arcturians, the Andromedans. But in actuality, there's many, many more than that. Well, you are such a vast spiritual being that right now you are connected to all these different levels, and in dream state you are interacting with these levels. You might not just remember it, but what happens is right now in this life, you are bringing through this information and it's then influencing Earth, and we're waking up as a collective whole. Now, as you go through this process of remembering, there are certain darker aspects of it. One of it is that you might be judged by people. I was especially, I know that because I was then afraid to talk about it to people talking about these Pleiadian connections and all of this stuff. And, and it's something that you can't, you can't really prove it to other people. So it's almost like, like, well, prove that, you know? And you're like, well, go within and you'll, you know, but it doesn't. At certain levels they're just like, whatever, you know, you can't prove it, so therefore it's probably not real. So you just kind of go, you kind of just start to doubt yourself. But the only thing that matters is what you think about you, how you feel. It's not harming anyone else for you to learn this information, but part of the dark side is that you may go through a process of feeling lonely. Many, many starseeds go through the process of feeling lonely, and I went through about 6 months of not having really anybody that connected to me at that deep level. I felt like a complete outcast. It's back in 2013-ish. And part of that dark side as well is I didn't want to be involved in 3D reality. I didn't want to have to have some 9 to 5 job I didn't care about. I just would meditate all day and I was lucky to have that ability to do so. However, eventually I realized that I remember I went to, uh, there was a lady, she did something called kinesiology. I think that's the name of it. It was, um, yeah, it is kinesiology, but that was the, it was a certain type of kinesiology and what she would do is she was able to kind of tap into her own higher mind and ask certain questions and she was like this older lady that was really good at it. She was probably like 75 years old and she learned this process and she could go through this little chart and do kinesiology and kind of like tell, yes or no answers. She could ask yes or no answers and get yes or no from her own subconscious mind, which is kind of sort of what I teach with Power Versus Force. But this is before I knew that content as well as I do now. And I remember she was giving me a reading and it was over the phone and she was able to like find this heart wall that I had from when I was 23 years old from an ex-girlfriend that I broke up with. And I remember asking her, you know, I asked her some questions and I said, okay, does spirit, you know, does, am I supposed to have a job right now? Like a 3D job? She's like, yes. She's like, I'm getting a yes. The answer is yes. And I was like, can you do it again? I was like, no, there's no way I'm supposed to have some 3D job right now. I'm supposed to just like meditate and help the consciousness of the planet, all of this stuff. I was like, can you check again? She kept checking. I was like, well, okay, well this is weird. Everything else she said was so dead on, but this one thing must be wrong. There's no way I'm supposed to have some 3D job. But then eventually I did, like months later, I did get that 3D job. I worked at Barney's New York for 5 or 6 years and I had to learn kind of how to integrate myself back into not being too whimsical and too into the etheric type stuff, you see. So part of being a starseed is there may be this inclination to not want anything to do with 3D because you remember that at a higher reality you experience so much more flexibility. Many starseeds will say, I want to go home because they realize that Earth isn't necessarily where most of their energy is. They have more of their energy maybe on different, in different star systems. However, this reality, this life is about integration. It's about bringing more of you here and now and enjoying this life. Many of us here don't normally incarnate into this much density, but guess what? There is so much more learning that can be done here than there can be done in many of the higher realms because normally you think it happens in the higher realms. It's like you'll want it, you got it, you want it, you got it. Here, you want it, a little bit of time, you want it, you a little bit of time, you've set your intentions, you want it, a little bit of time, then you got it. There's a little more learning to go within that, that gap than there is in the higher realms, which is instantaneous. There's also different energy dynamics at play. We're able to forget that we are eternal spiritual beings, then remember who we are at higher levels and remember that we're all connected. We can play the game of separation as long as we want, but part of this life is us remembering that we're all connected. And that's why us consciously ascending to this higher level. But part of the dark side of this process is becoming too ingrained, too entrenched into the 3D, too resistant to saying, I don't want to be around all these other— I remember when I went through my awakening, there was this guy that I knew and he was kind of very edgy and loud, sometimes kind of dramatic. And we were at Whole Foods. He's like, you think all these 3D people are going to ascend? And I'm like, bro, be quiet, man. You don't want to like talk about people like those other— those people are other aspects of you. You know what I mean? Like, and it's just causing a scene and it was just the weirdest thing, but, but that's like a level of perspective, like a darker perspective. Like these people are all asleep. They don't understand me. I've been through this awakening and they're just, just completely unaware. And I've been there. Like I had been there where I was like, oh, my friends think I'm crazy. My dad thinks there's something wrong with me. Maybe there's just something wrong with them. And then it's like, you just push it out. Here's the thing though, the more you come to accept yourself, the more you come to just embody different aspects of this multidimensional facet of you, the more you become accepting of that, the more other people will accept it as well. Now, of course you could say, 'cause I have a YouTube channel and I reach people and all that, whatever, that there's just more people that will resonate with it because of the attention so I can feel more comfortable about it. But in general, I mean, there was even— I was afraid to make starseed videos, you know, since 2012. I wanted to make starseed videos that like, okay, so I started making YouTube videos in 2017 or '16, but 2017 is when I went daily. Since February 2017, I wanted to make ascension starseed videos, but I was afraid to because I was afraid of the judgment. So I wait, I made law of attraction videos and I made spiritual consciousness videos and I made, then eventually I felt comfortable making starseed videos, but I realized that we came here to be bold. Part of the dark side though is that many of us may have connections to different star systems, different, even past lives where we may have been killed for this type of information, sharing it. I don't remember one time I went to a past life regressionist and they're like, oh, in many of your lives you've been killed for trying to share information like this. I was like, really? Is that true? I don't know. But, but I do believe that many of us as starseeds have been maybe kept fearful in a certain way and that that has caused us, I say that's the darker side to where we don't feel like we can express ourselves. But I feel like now on the planet it's safe. You just have to do it in a way where you're just confident about who you are. You're just centered within yourself. Don't try to sell it to other people. That's the dark side. You try to sell it. Hey, come here, learn about Pleiadians. Don't you know that the Pleiadians are— don't you know Syrians? And don't you know about Lyrans? And don't— like these, it's about you just going within yourself and you just connecting to these different aspects of you and bringing through that energy, but not needing other people to agree to it, not needing other people to validate it. Otherwise you become like those people that go door to door trying to sell you on their religion. So it's about you going within yourself. You don't have to sell spirituality. You don't have to sell. I'm just sharing my ideas. I'm sharing my perspectives, but I'm not like, listen, I really want you to understand that you are starseed. Please understand starseeds. If you just understand starseeds, then I'll feel like I can validate myself a little bit more and I'm going to feel good about myself. But you see, this isn't about that. This is about you getting to the core. You still haven't. And experience in reality and integrating these aspects of you, but at the same time not getting lost and carried away with the materialism, not getting lost. It's a balance. It's a balance of both of these. But when we talk about the dark side of being a starseed, yes, it may feel lonely, but if you're watching this right now, like this video and comment below because you'll see that there are many different other people that are here that are also starseeds. So you're not alone. You see, we're all connected. We have the internet. It's a powerful way that we're all connected. So this is the key, is us realizing— just look at how many people have liked this video. Like this video if you identify or you feel like you have connection to the stars, and look at how many people on the like button are starseeds and feel that way. Look at how many people comment below. These are all people that are in the same vibratory resonance of you because you're all here right now. We're all here. So realize that yes, there's certain aspects of being what we call the starseed. You're a multidimensional being whether you're, you remember it or not. And the more you go within yourself, the more you become accepting of yourself on the inside, the better. And the more that then you almost put out this confident energy to where then people It's almost like people just accept you because they feel how much you accept yourself. You see, the deeper down the rabbit hole we go, by the way, the more we realize there really is no other. It's just that you've given yourself more permission so now other people, other selves can accept you more. Yes, we're still playing the game of separation in a way, but it's a funny paradox the way it works. Let me see if I wrote down, So, you know, there's, there's a certain connotation with new agey, you know, this is all new age, can't prove it. So that's sometimes a darker side as well because it kind of feel like misunderstood or kind of doubt yourself. Like, is this any of this real or is this all in my head or is this all just something I would prefer to believe? But once you go deeper within, you'll see that kind of remove the filters, remove the layers, remove the social conditioning. And realize just what matters is how you relate to yourself. The other thing I would say is do not— the dark side as well is when you become too identified with being a starseed, the label starseed. I'm a starseed. You're not a starseed. Everyone here is multidimensional. Every single person on the planet is multidimensional, whether they remember it or not. Now, if you're a starseed, you're somebody that has come here to bring through this higher vibrational energy. And maybe you're meant to become aware of that. But the thing that some people will say is, I'm not normally from here. Well, you're here right now. And if you, if you're trying to escape here, then it's also saying that, I mean, we live in a beautiful, beautiful planet. Like, like, look around right now. Like, look, look at this. Look how beautiful. Just so beautiful. Like, That's the crazy thing. We live in a beautiful planet and in the past we've been so bad to Mother Earth, Mother Gaia, and with the pollution and everything that we're doing and just realize we're here for a reason. We're here to help people wake up. We're here to, to go through our own inner transformation. We're here because we chose to be here and part of the dark side of being a starseed is that There's a resistance to being here. There's a, there's a, there's a desire to go home. You can make Earth your home and we're here right now and we're meant to be here and we're meant to help consciousness ascend and you're bringing through a high vibrational energy just by watching this video, just by being here, just by tuning yourself to this kind of information and we're going through this spiritual awakening together. So if you want to tap more into your starseed connection, by the way, I have a meditation that will show you how to do this. It's a very powerful, um, meditation I put a lot of energy into and you can read the comments to see what's possible. Don't take my word for it. Read the comments in the top of the description box. That's the starseed YouTube video meditation. Let's do it for 21 days. I think it absolutely transformed your life. It'll also make you more aware of these different starseed connections that you have. Uh, it's a free meditation. You'll see it right there. Other than that, like I said, if you're a starseed, cause you like this video, uh, subscribe, hit the notification bell as well. I have more starseed videos coming. And I'm super excited to share it with you. Other than that, I hope you enjoyed this video, and as always, I'll see you on the next one. Peace, much love, and namaste.