the real reason everything is happening.

You look out into the world right now, you see a lot of things coming to the surface. You might look at the child trafficking that's coming to the surface. You might look at what happened months ago with the protests and notice that there was something else going on where there were possibly bricks being planted in places or people that were hired to like instigate the crowd. There have been many things that have happened this year that have been allowing things to come up for people to become aware of. And it all has a purpose. Now it might look really, really bad on the outside. You might look out into the world, see all this chaos, all this fear, all this stuff coming up. But my message for you today is that it's happening for a purpose. And that purpose is so that these things come to the surface so that we as a collective consciousness, us as a collective can become aware of it so that then we can let it go. Once we become aware of it, then we can process it. Now these things have been hidden in the collective consciousness when it comes to child trafficking, these underground tunnels that have been talked about. I was at my buddy's house in San Diego not that long ago, maybe like 4 or 5 months ago, and there was a lady there that they may have heard me talk about the story before, but there was a lady there that dealt with EMFs and she said she had a friend that was in Idaho or some random place and they just rescued over 1,200 kids. From some underground facility that had been through deep trauma. Now when I heard that, I've heard from people that there are these underground facilities, there's crazy stuff going on that is coming to the surface, literally coming to the surface from underground. And that was a sign to me that maybe some of this stuff just isn't conspiracy theory. Maybe there's actually some type of truth in it. As I'm getting validation on external, you know, in my life versus not just looking for it online, it's making me realize certain things. That is that right now the shadow is coming up to the surface. and it is time for us to become aware of it and to integrate it. I look in my own life right now. My shadow is coming up like crazy. I'm becoming aware of different aspects of myself. It's had me going in, looking at my own relationship with my parents, even looking into my parents' relationship with their parents to see some of the shadow that has kind of been under the surface. Some of it has to do with masculine and feminine polarity, becoming aware of like how my dad, my dad being like the nicest guy in the world, how he has been kind of taken advantage of in his life. Why is he like that? There's a form of shadow work I've been going into. 'Cause I've been noticing in my own life, in my business, very masculine, but in my personal life, sometimes I fall into the patterns that my dad fell into. Now, why is my dad that way? Well, that was part of the shadow work. I was able to see that my dad growing up didn't really have a dad that was around, so he didn't have the masculine role model. His mom, my grandma, was in a form like his dad, and that kind of turned him into being a little bit more soft, a little bit more nice, people pleaser type mentality. And I look into my life now and I'm able to see where am I being like this? Where am I being like a people pleaser? Where do I feel that desire. And as I'm going back into my life and able to see certain times of when I made that choice or how I was, you know, brought up for my dad, I'm able to see how that kind of leaked onto me. And that's not my dad's fault because my dad didn't necessarily know better. That's what he learned from his dad in a way. Now, the reason I share this with you is because this is an example of shadow work. And even though there's crazy stuff going on in the world right now, The thing that I encourage you to go into is to go into your own shadow. Don't put it to the side and assume that it doesn't— we're not gonna, you know, I remember when I was going through my awakening in 2012, I thought that somehow there's gonna be this huge ascension event and, you know, we would escape this reality of 3D. And the more I go through life, I realize it's not about escaping, it's about doing the work. About integrating, realizing that the more you heal, which by the way you do by feeling it, feel the emotions that come up and awareness. 90% of all transformation is just becoming aware. When you become aware of your shadow, you then shine light on it, then you integrate it into who you are. And that I think is the key. I was even going into the shadow of, for example, many of you know my story with my ex-stepmom who was very masculine masculine who, you know, my dad, I guess, kind of had a little bit of that lacking that leader energy as the masculine because he let my stepmom who was, you know, emotionally, mentally, and physically abusive run the show. What I realized is that I also had a feminine wound in my shadow because I saw a woman in a certain way where I thought women were always trying to take away my power and my freedom. And there was a certain way that I relate, you know, even after my ex-stepmom left my life when I was 16 years old. My dad divorced her. I attracted the first girlfriend was almost like controlling, just like my ex-stepmom. I had a manager that I, 2 weeks after breaking up with that ex-girlfriend, which by the way, that relationship went on like 4 years too long. Just like I think my dad's relationship with my ex-stepmom went on 4 years too long. Pattern, right? Unconscious, aware of it. Then I got transferred to a department where this ex-stepmom, The manager was the same exact energy as my ex-stepmom. So there's always someone in my life to reflect back that energy pattern until I dealt with it. So us going through what is happening, once I became aware, by the way, of that pattern with my ex-stepmom, immediately that manager got fired. I mean, within 2 weeks got fired of a job that we were trying to get her fired forever because of how she would talk to people and treat people. But she was so protected by upper management that nothing would get done. So these patterns leave once we deal with it. So right now what is happening in the world is we are becoming aware of the child trafficking, which I think has been a hidden agenda, something that's been happening for a very long time on the planet. People go missing so much and we don't know where they go. We're now becoming aware that there's some facilitation or some type of energy going on that is harvesting that kind of energy somehow. When you talk about the dark, I know it sounds conspiracy theory. We talk about the hidden agendas. I believe they do very dark things and they do that to keep the consciousness of the planet in a low state of consciousness so that we're much easier to control. Think about it. Everything is energy. Everything is energy. We have an energy field around our body. We have energy fields that connects us all together. Now what happens is as, as people will keep low vibration on the planet, It then allows people to remain asleep. But guess what? People are waking up. I was talking to a lady in South Africa actually earlier, someone that works for me or with me, and even her, she was aware that, you know, somebody got what's going on in the world. Someone in her family got it. And she said that even in South Africa, the numbers seem very inflated. There's something that just doesn't resonate. People there know that there's something there's something else going on the way the media portrays things. I'm not saying it doesn't exist. I'm just saying that things are very exaggerated by the media. That's coming to the surface too. I don't think anybody would argue and say that the media is completely like accurate or has great integrity. I think we're pretty much beyond that. But the main message I wanna share with you today is to go into your shadow. Now, how do you go into your shadow? The first way you go to your shadow is you have a willingness to go into it. That's being brave. Go into your shadow, become aware of the unconscious parts of yourself that you're not aware of. And then secondly is becoming aware of the stories you have about reality, the stories you have about love, about money, about success, about the way the world works. People's stories are crumbling right now. People are looking at their story about the media, which used to be that the media is very accurate. Now it's like, no, it's not. Or maybe it was never that. People becoming aware of their story about the government. Do I feel safe? Is there something else going on? They're beginning to question these things. Conspiracy theory may seem crazy, some of them, but I will say, as time goes on, some of them are appearing a little bit, a little bit less crazy. And when you realize that the word conspiracy theory was coined by the CIA back in the day to keep us away from questioning the government, it becomes becomes obvious that what is there to hide? Well, that shadow, things that have been in the shadow for so long, these things are coming to the surface. I think we'd be surprised to see some of the celebrities that might be involved with this who garnish attention, who didn't feed a certain agenda. We'd be surprised to see some of these things once the truth does come out. There's rumor that something by 2021 or sometime there could be some type of ET invasion, right? People are saying that thing that I encourage you to become aware of is just question these things that we're being told by the media. Question these things and go into your own shadow. Do the own inner work. Yes, the craziness on the outside may seem crazy, but the key is to go within. Go within because the, the outside is just a reflection of the inside anyways. So one of the things that I'm currently doing in my life is I am going into the shadow. I am healing these past fragments of myself, the masculine, the feminine energies. If I were to summarize 2020 in one main phrase, it'd be the masculine-feminine polarity, becoming aware of that, going into my feminine wound of my ex-stepmom, which then affects the masculine. Here's something I've learned by going into the feminine wound and nurturing myself. You know, right now I'm at this beautiful, I'm at this beautiful creek. I come here so that I can get into more yin energy. Yin energy, feminine energy, to receive. Because I spent 3 years building a YouTube channel and got to this place and then realized I haven't really been enjoying the process as much. I'm not really filling up my own cup. And as I love myself and give myself the nurturing, I've realized I don't really attract relationships into my life of people that really nurture me in a certain way. And I think it's because I didn't receive that nurturing growing up. Until my dad divorced my ex-stepmom, I had no nurturing. Like, I didn't have someone there to nurture me, so I have to nurture myself in order to attract that into my life. So I'm giving myself that love, giving myself that nurturing by coming to here and soaking in this water and this energy. So do your own shadow work. And consequently enough, by doing that, I'm actually able to be more leading in my life. I'm actually able, like in every area of my life, not just my business, I'm able to kind of have this, you know, new type of energy about me that's like so empowering. It feels so good. I'm able to be more present. Able to listen more, I'm able to heal. And as I heal my shadow, I feel more free and I feel like I am then on a better timeline. So right now is the time. If you didn't know, I have a meditation on shifting to the most optimal timeline. This meditation is an activation that will help you to activate these energies inside of you and make the process much more smooth. I will go ahead and link it right here. Click on that video, listen for 21 days, watch how it transforms your life. Other than that, I hope you enjoyed this video. Subscribe if you haven't already. And as always, peace, much love, and namaste.